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sudah lama tak update

2012-01-27T02:37:00.001-08:00

ye... sudah sangat lama tak update.. perut ku makin besar.. tulang pon dah start sakit2.. tapi.. tulang ker yang sakit ek? bulan nih and bulan lepas adalah bulan yang sangat la busy.. and stress.. tidur tak cukup and penggunaan otak sudah tahap yang hampir maksimum..

sekarang dah boleh bernafas lega.. Alhamdulillah.. apa khabar semua? peace! hehe saje nak memecah tahap serius yang sangat poyo..

Anyway... tadi duduk tgk2 checklist barang bby.. tak sabar nak tambah barang bby.. duit gaji dah masuk... weeeee!

ingat nak tulis senarai barang baby untuk kemudahan bersama.. tapi tibe2 rasa malas pulak.. apa progress ek? owh ye.. katil baby dah siap!!!! tinggal nak beli bedding set je.. colour tema colour hijau.. nanti update kat korang kay gambar.. i tau you all mesti punya nak tgk kan kan hehe

apa lg update ek? perut makin membesar.. pergi toilet makin kerap.. tidur semakin tidak lena.. belakang badan semakin sakit.. ingat minggu depan nak mintak cuti lah sehari settle and confirmkan hospital mana nak bersalin.. 1st choice and 2nd choice antara PPUM atau Hospital sungai buloh setalah mengambil kira segala aspek.. nnt lepas cuti baru tau yang mana jadi 1st choice.. 3rd choice maybe umra atau smc atau sekarang KPJ Selangor..

mode: nak hilangkan penat .. and tak sabar nak jumpa baby!!! huhu

friday blues~

2011-12-15T17:44:00.000-08:00

today i feel so tired.. i dont know why and where my energy goes.. my mum and aunts also told me that i always look tired when pregnant.. my mum keep reminding me to take vitamin c and protein.. but trust me.. i did! heee

anyway i just spend my whole day reading about labor and delivery experienced. so many stories and indeed it makes me nervous and seriously it always ended up with me burst into tears. rasa syahdu je baca experienced orang beranak nih.. owh my.. now i understand more less what all mums went through. I will share with you guys about my labor and delivery experience nanti kay.. do pray for me yeah .. your doa and pray is the greatest gift of all dear..

yes.. untuk pertama kali mengandung nih.. i do have a lots of questions in my mind.. about breastfeed, laboring process, antenatal class, suggested brand for all the babies item, what is the air selusuh and many2 more.. seriously you have to read a lot of articles about all this thing and ask other people around you. it is totally new and you will only learn it when you walk through this next phase of life. thats why people said experienced it the most valuable knowledge ever.

okay i have to take a deep breath.. i start to feel nervous.. and at the same time i feel so sentimental .. im so lucky to have the best family around me.. and i also feel sangat bahagia and bersyukur dengan my hubby.. you are the best and the greatest sayang..
helping me doing my daily chores, never complaint about my appearance and looks even though i know i am so close to get tittle macam minah indon huhu and taking care of me day night.. Alhamdulillah..

Anyway.. have you watch Ombak Rindu? big compliment to them.. i hardly watch malay movie in cinema because afraid it will disappoint me.. but this movie for me isn't like a typical malay movie. and i sangat impress dengan kemajuan filem malaysia sekarang..great!

p/s: i love this song! enjoy guys~

kisah mereka lagi dan lagi...

2011-12-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

suatu hari ketika baru selesai bergotong royong untuk majlis perkhawinan Pn Z, dalam perjalanan balik:

isteri: bie.. alamak kite tertinggal handbeg la..
suami: nak pusing balik ker?
isteri: takpela.. karang mintak tolong Pn Z bawakkan..

isteri cuba menghubungi Puan Z.

Isteri: Z nanti jgn lupa bawak kan handbeg ek datang dewan tertinggal la..
Puan Z: Ok..

Dewan..

Puan Z: alamak lupa nak bawak handbeg..
Isteri: takpela besok amik kat rumah..

ketika berada di rumah Puan Z

Isteri: Z kay la ek.. nak balik.. karang jumpa.. tak sabar! hehehe
Puan Z: jgn lupa amik hand beg tau
Isteri: hehee ok.. tak lupa..

isteri pon amik handbeg...

bertolak balik ker rumah bersama suami..

sampai di rumah..

isteri: eh bie.. mana henset kite ek...
suami: cuba call

call handphone....

Suami Puan Z: hello... ye puan E...adoi.. dah amik handbeg tinggal henset pulak huhu.. dah agak dah!

isteri: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. nnt tolong passkan kat sape2 ek

sekian~

once upon a time

2011-12-06T06:11:00.001-08:00

owh my... once upon a time.. when i still at my ideal weight and so do hubby hehe hanging around with my lovely cousins. i miss them! owh cousins.. lets hang around or perhaps we need a holiday trip!

things get really busy at the moment.. need to finalize the audit account, just finished with grand launching for our flagship cafe Coffee Planet!!! and also got a pile of paper on my table to be sorted out!

time flies so fast.. i am now 5 month pregnant. baby start kicking and rocking.. owh sometimes i just cant wait till the baby pops out! last weekend i went to pureen warehouse clearance with my mom...please don't ask how much i spend that day haha .. things just get crazy with everything offered at really good price.. so much things to update.. but time doesn't allow me to write it now. no worries will find sometime to do that. but tell you.. i almost faint at the warehouse clearance sale. 1st time ever.. literally! maybe because of the weather or overcrowd. Alhamdulillah nothing happened =)

2011 almost reach to the end and welcome 2012!! hopefully everything will run smoothly and goes better.. better.. and better.. weeeee!

Money Matters $$$

2011-11-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

hye all~ ok.. ini kes serious.. mari kita bersama2 renung2kan..

hehe chewah bikin gempak sungguh.. actualy would like to share with you something beyond what eyes can see.. kalau cerita pasal duit mmg tak akan habis.. duit banyak duit tak cukup nak tambah duit and lain2 lagi. but entry kali nih nak cerita pasal duit supaya you all sedia untuk buat persiapan.. mental fizikal zahir dan juga batin=)

1.Perkhawinan

yups.. perkhawinan memakan belanja yang sangat tinggi.. teringat zaman belajar literature english dulu pasal budget khawin.. cant remember apa tajuk nya tapi mmg best. i think everyone familiar with that story ryte? ok antara faktor2 yang you all kena consider bila pilih tarikh khawin nih adalah.. timing.. that is the biggest factor for me.. siapa yang rancang untuk berkhawin awal.. kena pastikan ada duit pocket tetap.. cara bgaimana nak dapat source itu terpulang kepada individu masing2.. ada setgh still tgh study but parents willingly nak tanggung.. macam saya.. baru kerja so mmg baru nak establish.. siapa yang pilih date2 yang nak dekat raya nih bersedia hehehe

1- korang kene simpan duit jugak untuk persiapan raya and bagi duit raya
2-duit untuk majlis bertandang kalau kahwin dengan org jauh
3- duit selepas pergi honeymoon
4-duit untuk awal2 selepas kahwin- sebab kalau dah kahwin nih malu la kan nak mintak parents lg
5-duit untuk makan2 bersama rakan2 yang ingin lepak2 bersama bila dah khawin
6- duit ingin berjalan2 bersama suami.. yela bile dah khawin mesti rasa mcm dunia nih kite yang punya.. so lg rajin la nak dating sana sini hehehe
7-duit untuk balik kampung and travel jauh pon kene amik kire
8- duit beli barang groceries and bahan basah! takkan nak makan kat luar je kan hehehe ok i buat calculation harga average barang2 basah nih 4 ringgit so you all kali la dgn berapa item yang korang beli kalau sekali pergi.. biasalah kalau dah masuk hyper2 supermarket nih secara automatiknya korang akan jadi hyper huhu

ok tup tap Allah kurniakan rezeki.. mengandung cepat..Alhamdulillah! itu adalah berita paling gembira.. tapi persiapan yang perlu korang lakukan adalah.. nih cerita kalo baru khawin la kan...

1- kumpul duit untuk beranak.. tetapi biasanya bulan pertama hingga ke empat.. masing2 masih dalam tempoh wahh happynya akan dapat baby hehe and also masih dalam tempoh.. berjaga2 sebab 1st pregnancy sangat fragile and doktor pon akan cakap jgn mengharap sngt.. tetapi pejam celik tau2 dah bulan.. alamak2 lg 4 bulan nak kumpul duit untuk beranak.. hospital gov or swasta.. kena sediakan jugak duit for any possible risk that might occur..

2- beli barang2 baby and peralatan baby.. nih pon korang kene survey and budget sebab barang2 baby mahal tau.. memang la kadang2 kita fikir nak ikut budget tapi boasanya kalau anak pertama nih excited mesti terlebih. dok tengok sana sini last amik yang luar budget hehe nak yang terbaik katanya-p/s: nerves2 baju and barang bby tak beli lg huhuhu

3- duit medical check up bulan2 kalau pergi gov tak kene bayar tapi.. kalau nak scan semua biasa buat kat swasta.. so budget la bulan2 kay.. termasuklah supplement and susu untuk ibu=)

4- duit beli barang untuk ibu pon jugek! termasuk baju and seluar utk gantikan yang tak muat hehe

Lain- Lain:

1. termasukla duit untuk wedding present kawan2 korang
2. duit beli insurance
3. duit belanja makan
4. duit bagi adik beradik
5. duit kalau beli kereta and rumah ker termasuk deposit
6.duit shopping tidak dilupakan

dan seterusnya... hehehe itulah entry saya pada hari ini hahaha money matters! bukan nak takutkan... tapi nak korang bersedia.. tolong menolong sesama suami isteri adalah sangat digalakan ye..

ok nih random photo saya bersama suami semasa berdiam diri dari mengupdate blog... lihatlah saya yang baru huhu..

Esma talk to herself about....

2011-11-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

Owh my! i just realized how immature i am at the age of 24 years old..

Thinking of what world has to offer for me beside of having all this routine job and grumping for things i created myself..

i feel so immature!

yes if you.. (refer to yourself ye Esma!) always blaming your purse for becoming so thin every time not even reach mid of month.. why not you feed your purse with something that only you can do it..

okay... but how? and errr... please define the word 'something' based on your above statement..

hello esma.. something means do something la.. think out of box plz..

but i always thought and think money is my main constraint to do 'something'..

hmm so why not you start from learning? learn from the environment and surrounding... they are the greatest teacher of all anyway.. try to learn from all the successful people in the world.. let them inspire you.. go get inspired and motivated first.. then..later you will see your way

owh i wish that easy..

that is soooo negative thought.. yes you never get that without Allah grant it.. but you have to remember this.. Firman Allah:

Allah tidak akan merubah nasib (seseorang atau) sesuatu kaum, sehingga kaum (atau orang itu)
berusaha (membuat komitmen) untuk mengubah nasibnya. (Ar-R'aad : 11)

InsyaAllah..

Okay.. by the way one more thing.. why not you learn as well how to groom yourself.. especially your messy character and appearance.. yes you are messy! boo you!

hehe.. okay.. i try! hubby help me ek! and also my friends out there need your favor to help me too ... lets be a better person!!!!!! there are so many people out there had reach what they aim for at the very young age..

we can do it too! it just a matter of time and patient... breath in and breath out!!!

By the way hehehe below is what i cooked yesterday for our dinner.. and not to forget to wish Happy Birthday to My lovely dad. Lets celebrate it today! semoga ayah sihat and Ya Allah kasihilah ibu bapaku seperti mana mereka mengasihi ku.. Amin

task for yourself: do a to do list for a brand new esma! =) assignment due date: TBC- to be confirm~

owh maybe you can also write in your journal about what you do everyday.. so you can Muhasabah yourself from it.. lets try!

Kisah rokok..

2011-10-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

Harituh aku ada terbaca dekat dalam facebook kisah pasangan bercinta nih.. bagi yang siapa tak pernah baca.. nih la ala2 dialog dalam cerita tuh:

Awek: awak.. awak tau tak rokok nih bahaya.. awak.. satu hari awak spend sekotak rokok berapa ringgit?

Pakwe: satu kotak sepuluh ringgit.. kenapa?

Awek: cuba away bayangkan kalo seminggu dah 10 x 7= 70 ringgit kalo sebulan 70x4=280
kalo setahun 280x12=3360 kalau let say dah 10tahun hisap rokok 3360x10=33600 dan kiraan berikutnya..

Pakwe: abestuh kenapa?

Awek: Cuba awak bayangkan kalau duit tuh awak simpan.. kan dah boleh beli skyline silap2

Pakwe: Awak tak merokok kan daripada kecik

Awek: aah.. knapa? dengan tanda tanya

Pakwe: Mana skyline awak tak nampak pon.. LOL~

huhu tuh ala2 cerita dia.. version ringkas esma nawal... korang paham tak? hehe

dalam dok tergelak.. aku terpikir jugak.. hmm betul jugak cerita tuh.. ada idea dalam cerita tuh..

pastuh dalam kereta aku terus cakap dengan en suami.. awak.. kita nak hisap rokok la.. aik kenapa pulak? cerita kat dia kisah tuh balik.. lepastuh...

cuba awak bayangkan bie.. macam mana orang hisap rokok kene spend everyday sepuluh ringgit still cukup je duit nak belanja semua makan minum pakai semua.. so kita pon nak jadi macam orang hisap rokok la.. tapi instead of kite beli rokok kite letak dalam tabung nak tak? hehe.. nanti duit tuh boleh buat pergi travel kan kan?

sambil duduk tengok tingkap pandang ke luar... dok bayangkan la pasal duit yang boleh dikumpul.. tapi yelah kalau sepuluh ringgit satu hari mcm banyak sangat hehehe kumpul jela apa yang termampu.. see.. sometimes people see things differently.. siyes tak terpikir langsung yang pakwe dia boleh terpikir nak jawap macam tuh.. agak kelakar jugak la hahaha siyes aku rasa lawak cite tuh huhu

By the way...As a reader..you have your own opinion and your own way to judge the story and how you dig moral value from the story.. just see the bright side of it.. lagi2 la sekarang nih macam2 cerita keluar politic,tahyul, mistik, cerita yang direka semata to attract attention, conspiracy theory and many2 more.. and all the story is narrate and write by human being.. so no one is perfect.. they have their own way of thinking and opinion as well.. try to judge and weigh all the sources wise and equally.. sebab kalau salah interperate.. kita jugak yang rugi.. apa2 pon kene still berlandaskan ilmu pengetahuan dan Islam.. jangan mudah jadi boneka.. kalau rasa2 macam benda yang boleh pesongkan agama dan pemikiran.. baik korang istghfar banyak2.. Waallahua'lam.... doa2 semoga kite dikuatkan iman dan dijauhkan daripada terpesong dari agama Allah...

angan2 yang terkandas...

2011-10-26T23:17:00.000-07:00

ok.. lama tak update.. haish.. kalau lah idea boleh datang sentiasa kan.. memang kalau boleh nak update tiap2 hari.. tapi karang memang tiap2 hari dok update makan tengahari apa makan malam ape jela kann .. kadang2 masa memang berlalu dengan pantas.. bangun pagi tik tok tik tok tau2 dah kene tidur balik.. so kesimpulan dia.. nothing much to story about hahaha cliche nyeeee la hai!

ok anyway sambung pasal berangan nak jadi jutawan nih kan..
Al- maklumlah.. orang pas khawin nih budget memang sempit.. nak mulakan hidup baru.. kalau dulu tak cukup duit boleh mintak mak sambil buat muka comey2.. sekarang kena buat plan betul2 budget betul2.. nak dijadikan cerita.. Astro kan pernah tayangkan reality game show anda ada 60 saat.. kami nih lebih kurang selalu la jugak tengok dengan bibik2 sekali join tengok.. dalam hati geram je tengok.. yela kalau tengok kat tv nampak macam senang jela kan.. tau2 dapat duit.. ada yang 25 k laa 10 k laa rezeki tuhan orang kate..

tiba2 datang idea nak try masuk.. tapi sah2 la memang takde dah audition untuk anda ada 60 saat.. haha semangat gila cari kat internet pastuh tiba2 tengah dok online cari info.. kat astro pulak terang2 letak iklan one million money drop game show baru nak panggil audition.. huhu tiba2 rasa macam diri dipanggil2 untuk mendaftar.. macam tau2 je astro nih.. lagi nak dijadikan cerita.. audition kat SACC pulakkk.. and en suami pon semangat haha!

ok game show apa tuh? actually dia franchise punya game show pernah tayang dekat us, uk and banyak lagi tempat.. ala2 who wants to be millionaire.. kena jawap soalan pengetahuan am.. ada 7 soalan tak silap..cara2 game show tuh nanti korang tgk kat astro ek.. huhu

so sibuk la print borang semua.. tengok you tube bagai nak tau cara permainan.. semangat memang ada.. tapi study nya tak nak haha.. hari yang dinanti dah pon tiba.. sebab dekat dengan rumah pukul 10 pagi baru nak gerak.. i berpasangan dengan my dearest best friend izza hehe aik kenapa en suami tak join sekali? huhu sebab en suami last2 minute ingat kene kerja.. rupa2nya tak jadi kerja.. huhu tapi en suami tetap datang memberi sokongan!

sampai je kat SACC.. mak aih ramai nya orang beratur no ke berapa pon tak tau.. semua dok pegang surat khabar bagai.. kiteorg tangan kosong je.. kene lalui 2 stage.. 1. jawap soklan... kalau lepas baru audition berlakon ala2 tengah dalam game show.. bayangkan amik nombor tapi pukul 6 petang baru dapat masuk.. nasib baik la dekat sacc je..

masa kene jawap soklan tuh mak aih cuak tak ingat hahaha soklan dari geography sampai la ke bidang am dan sukan.. pasangan kena jawap betol 11 soklan..daripada 20 tak silap.. kalau tak takleh g second stage.. ok.. mesti korang nak tau kan.. kami sampai stage berapa? hahahaha stage pertama pon tak lepas.. tak tau la berapa betul.. tapi nama tak dipanggil untuk stage 2.. kelakar sangat.. memang nampak la pengetahuan tak berapa nak meluas.. takpela.. memang bukan rezeki la tuh.. huhu contoh soalan yang dia bagi ek.. macam ragbi piala dunia tahun sekian2 kat mana..ataupon kalau contoh lain hari kanak2 sedunia bila la.. hah mcm tuh la huhu tapi itu bukan soklan sebenar la.. ala2 je

camtuh la ceritanya.. kisah mek esma yang berangan nak jadi jutawan heeeee. tak sangka bila datang tebiat kan rajin plak nak pg audition bagai huhuhu.

Next time kita update cerita lain pulak ek.. ! peace!

teringin dan berangan

2011-10-11T21:01:00.000-07:00

hye~ hehehe dah lama tak update blog.. nothing much to story about.. last 2 weekends nih mmg weekend yang beratur je.. haish.. memang pelik time2 pregnant nih gatal nak buat semua benda hehe..

for those who live in Klang valley area mesti tau kan yang last 2 weeks Padini ada buat warehouse sales.. every item jual 5 ringgit jeeeeeeeer.. dkat glenmerie.. i bila dengar benda2 murah nih apa lg.. semangat la kononnya nak pergi.. ingat nak pergi time lunch hari jumaat tapi tgk traffic sesak semacam terus tukar plan nak pergi hari keesokkannya.. so semangat la nih pagi2 bangun bersama ibu tercinta pergi padini warehouse nih.. sekali tengok perghhhhhhhhhh beratur mak datuk panjangnya.. takterjangkau dek akal.. just imagine we had to queue about 3hours just to get in the warehouse.. biasalah security semua.. dengan panas nya..masa tuh dah berangan dah nak cabut then pergi giant beli air banyak2 then jual kat orang yang beratur tuh huhu tapi teringat kan traffic yang menganas tuh.. tak jadi nak buat kerja last minute huhu.. memang ramai sungguh.. but what i can say is.. setelah 3 jam beratur sampai matahari tinggi kat atas kepala.. overated!.. bila masuk tak bnyak choices sangat more kepada orang yang tak bertudung and untuk lelaki..langsung takde choices.. mungkin jugak sebab dah banyak habis sebab i pergi on the second day.. tapi 3 jam masa beratur tuh not even outweigh dengan barang yang i beli... 4 helai je.. itu pun sebab nak pastikan 3jam beratur tuh ada untung sikit and my mum langsung tak beli apa2 kesian sangat.. sorry mummy=( hehe nasib bailk lepas tuh makan nasi kandar sedap hehehe tak sangka begitu tegar beratur selama 3 jam..

next activity:celebrate my cousin punya boyfriend dekat delicious One Utama.. hehe i yang pilih tempat tuh.. sebab teringin.. nih taknak cakap pape.. nak bagi korang tengok je gambar.. sebab sebelum pergi tuh i sibuk tengok review.. nak tau makanan apa sedap.. banyak kata spaghetti crab tapi sebab i tak suka crab.. i tak order.. tapi agak susah jugak nak cari review banyak2 dalam website.. so nih siapa2 yang nak tau serba sedikit pasal delicious.. silalah tengok gambar.. i bagi 7 out of 10 perhaps? bagi i semua sedap so tak reti nak rate kan sangat hehehe price range rm15-rm40 in average..

1.Carbonara- sedap tapi i suka yang dekat bora asmara lagi hehe

2.Dessert-Red Velvet- ok.. sebab ada satu tempat dekat bangsar superb!

3.duck... tak ingat nama.. kuah sedap! tapi i tak makan itik hehe
4.steak sandwich-pastikan makan time panas2 kalau tak roti tuh keras..

5, speghetti meatball
6.Beef Lasagna-thumbs up!

ok.. tuh semua benda teringin.. apa plak yang berangan nya? hehe sambung next post ye.. tapi hint dia.. i berangan nak jadi jutawan hehehe=D

heard the heart beating

2011-10-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

oh my!!!! i am soo happy.. just came back from medical check up.. i heard my baby's heartbeat for the first time.. its so amazing.. suddenly become sooo sentimental and it brought tears of joy to my eyes.. Alhamdulillah...its like dup dup dup dup dup.. i cant stop smiling now~ just imagine.. 2 heart can beat so close.. me and the baby.. i am so happy! =D

kisah mereka lagi..

2011-09-30T00:09:00.000-07:00

Di waktu pagi ketika tengah menunggu giliran medical check up..

Suami: bie... semalam kan kita mimpi awak semangat and bersungguh ajak kita pergi tgk game arsenal.. pastuh tiba2 awak tak nak pergi pulak.. padahal bukan main dok ajak.. kenapa bie awak tak nak pergi?

isteri:........

suami: bie.... cubala bagitahu kita kenapa awak tak nak pergi

isteri: awak mimpi ek

suami: aah

isteri: malam karang cuba awak mimpi lg.. tanya kita knapa kita tak nak pergi tengok game tuh..

suami: kah kah kah~

LOL~

1st trimester.. A change in me..

2011-09-27T19:23:00.000-07:00

Hello guys!

okay.. 1st trimester experienced.. what change me? huhu i travel quite a lot during my 1st trimester.. and actually its not advisable to travel a lot during this time..it depends on people... there is a risk of miscarriage.. but Alhamdulillah nothing bad happened to me and the baby.

I've got major problem with travel sickness.. and plus morning sickness make it a complete package of unbearable nausea and headache.. i vomit a lot! Thanks to Air Asia because contribute their paper bag to me.. every time i fly.. i will collect the paper bag at every single chair.. my hubby and mom help me a lot on that.. huhu that paper bag always be in my handbag .. its easy to use comparing with plastic bag..and it also environmental friendly hehe

okay.. other things i discover..

1. After brush my teeth mesti muntah.. it sounds weird right? but i heard most of the pregnant women experience the same thing as well.. and somehow.. i read an article before.. it isn't something comfortable to vomit every time.. though its good for your body.. and i didn't deny that.. because i feel much better after vomit..if only i remember which article i read..so i can share with you guys.. kesimpulan dia.. setiap yang berlaku mesti ada hikmah.. i don't know how to describe the feeling of nausea and headache but its quite similar when you have travel sickness.. but travel sickness only happened when you in car, bus, ferry or flight.. but morning sickness happened every time in the whole day.. can you imagine that?

2. my level of energy become very low.. i feel sleepy most of the time.. i sleep at my office.. in the car.. while waiting my turn to do medical checkup.. and also cant spend whole day at shopping complex or jalan2 anymore..

3. I get hungry very fast.. and kalau lapar kena makan time tuh jugak memang tak boleh tunggu.. kalau tak badan akan berangin semacam.. My Hubby help me a lot massaging my back. That is my major problem during my 1st trimester..no joke! i have to drink ginger with honey or ginger tea to reduce that 'angin' problem.. not sure what in English term.. my bad..

4. I don't eat any of my favorites foods during my 1st trimester. like ikan terubuk bakar.. etc.. and rice also became the lowest ranking in my diet list.. but now.. i eat rice everyday.. i didn't crave for any particulars foods but i cannot see people upload foods they ate.. after that i feel like i want one as well hehehe..

5. swing mood? haha! i easily cry without reason.. but it still under control.. some people can easily loose their tempered but that i still can handle it.. kan hubby kan? heee

6. i love to eat something yang masam. it is not because i mengidam or what.. but when you feel nausea and you don't have appetite.. all this sour things become the best medicine for your throat.

7. Last time i bought my husband a perfume as a gift.. which obviously because i love the smell of it.. but this time.. my husband are prohibited from wearing it.. i couldn't stand the smell at all..ewww!

8. what else yeah? i cant remember.. owh i feel sleepy again.. sign to get a short nap i guess..
okay guys.. anything i will update to you..

peace!

Kisah Mereka

2011-09-22T21:10:00.000-07:00

Alkisah~

Bermula Kisah 1:

masing2 kelam kabut keluar dari rumah nak pergi ke tempat keje.. naik satu kereta.. gate semua dah tutup..

suami: awak dah tutup semua suis ker?
isteri: dah..
suami: sterika pon
isteri: dah.. dengan muka yg tak menyakinkan..
suami: confirm ker?
isteri: dah.. hmmm tapi kalau awak nak check boleh la
suami: berlari2 bukak gate and masuk rumah check suis
isteri: dah tutup dah?
suami: dah
isteri: hah kan betol kite kata dengan yakin huhu

Kisah 2:

Di rumah Keluarga.. sewaktu nak balik.. perjalanan ker Airport

Isteri: alamak.. kite tertinggal purse..
suami: bang.. tolong balik jap.. isteri tertinggal purse..
Isteri: Berlari tergesa2 masuk rumah amik purse
Abg 1: check ada barang tinggal lg tak?
Isteri: Rasa dah tak ada.

Perjalanan diteruskan kurang dari 5 minit

Suami: awak nampak kite punya dompet?
isteri: Awak letak kat mane?
Suami: Alamak tertinggal.. bang boleh patah balik..
Abg 1:..........
Suami: berlari tergesa2 amik dompet
isteri: sibuk check barang apa lagi tertinggal
Abg 1: ada lagi tak barang tertinggal?
isteri: belum sempat menjawap
Kakak 3: berlari keluar rumah bawak sebungkus rempah yang dibeli untuk bawak balik.
nih ha nasib baik ternampak
isteri: heeeeeeeeeee
Abg 1: ok tinggal lg barang dah tak patah balik...

Kisah 3:

di rumah Keluarga sewaktu nak balik..

suami & isteri: okla mama kiteorg balik dulu.. salam cium tangan semua..
mama: ok..
suami & isteri: lambai ikut tingkap. kereta bergerak
mama: kunci gate.. tiba2 nampak kereta datang balik.. lalu bertanya.. kenapa?
suami & isteri: kami tertinggal henset...

Kisah 4:

dalam perjalanan ke airport untuk majlis menyambut menantu

Mama: nanti singgah rumah uncle jap ek.. diorang nak tumpang pergi airport
suami: okay

sampai di rumah uncle..

suami: eh baju melayu kite ada tak?
isteri:eh tade kot..

uncle: knapa lalu jalan nak ke rumah awak balik?
suami: nak amik baju melayu tertinggal
uncle: pakai jela langsir masa khawin nanti...

Kisah 5:

suami menelefon emaknya

ma: datang sini bile?
suami: hari khamis malam ma
ma: tiket dah beli
suami: dah.. sampai malam khamis.. dengan confident
ma: ok

malam rabu check website nak online check in

suami: eh asal kite check email kite takde pon tiket untuk malam besok
isteri: dah check betol2 ker? cuba check email kite pulak
suami: dah check jugak.. takda
isteri: aik pelik.. bukan awak dah beli kan
suami: rasa memang dah beli
isteri: kite pon rasa awak dah beli.. takpe besok try call
suami: ok.. tapi kite rase maybe kite tak beli kot
isteri: tapi kite ingat awak cakap ngn kita awak dah beli

Besok:

suami cuba menghubungi syarikat pernerbangan..
isteri: awak dah call?
suami: dah tapi terputus
isteri: takpa kite cuba chat online
suami: ok
isteri: chatting online..

can you check my booking for flight this Thursday to ... please can i have your ref no? okay...

5 mins later...
sorry maam.. no booking for this Thursday flight
ok.. thanks..

isteri: awak.. memang takdela
suami: agaknya memang tak beli lah tuh.. knapa rasa macam beli ek
isteri: ntahlah.. nasib baik kita ada beli hari jumaat punya tiket

Hari Jumaat:

suami & isteri: balik ke kampung.........................

sekian...

LOVE_ LIFE_ PRAY

2011-09-13T19:25:00.000-07:00

Our Life are full of surprise.. and walking through it,there always be a question marks ahead us.. Why? When? Who? Where? and so many Wh questions.. Whether you guys realizing it or not start from the young age we keep worrying and wondering so many things.. examples when you were in school.. How would my result would be for UPSR.. and then when you get your result..next will be which secondary school shall i enter.. boarding school or not..MRSM or Agama or Science School? but life never disappoint and left you without an answer.. the answer will came naturally with doa,tawakal and your effort..

after that.. you ask again yourself , which subject should I take after PMR, pure science or sastera? then again you wonder what course and university better for your future..but still you walk through it.. ups and downs are normal..Later your start thinking about your future life.. who will be your husband or wife? when will you get married? what job post and company will you work with, at what age you want to buy house and car etc..

But still it never ends.. the questions will takes turn by turn and keep coming..then will stop when you reach your end of life..here people will summarized your life story not you because you already dead..hereafter you the one who will answer all the questions back...

Appreciate your life as what it is.. so far I am thankful with all the answer I get for my questions.. Allah gave me a very good,cute and caring husband=) such a lovely family tree.. and decent life with a very lovely and kind peoples surround me.Alhamdulillah tak terhingga..

And also for the baby in me, I am so grateful with His gift and 'amanah'. Thank you thank you and Alhamdulillah for millions times..

Pengalaman Balik Kampung Raya=D

2011-09-07T19:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

Seperti yang sedia maklum dan baru nak maklum, aku tiap2 tahun mmg akan beraya di Shah Alam bandar kesayangan ku.. sebab family kami mmg kebanyakannya duduk di shah alam.. Kebaikan raya di Shah Alam ialah traffic tak sesak and mase itulah shah alam berada di paras tenang..

Tapi tahun nih lain sikit 1st time aku merasa beraya di Kelantan nun jauh disana.. awal2 tuh mase dah confirm cuti raya terus cari tiket kapal terbang.. Mak aihh mahal gile... 300 sorang return tak silap aku.. takkan nak spend 600 untuk tiket je.. selalu aku balik Kelantan 200 je pergi balik untuk 2 org.. semua tiket dah mmg mahal gile.. try carik tiket train.. macam menarik je rase naik train huhu tapi semua dah sold out.. memang kena pakai cara terakhir lah nih.. so kami pon decide balik kelantan naik kereta.. so kami beli tiket balik je. yelah aku nih mmg jenis mabuk kereta or apa2 jelah yang bergerak travel jauh2 nih.. campur pulak morning sickness.. memang complete set..

Pernah dulu aku pergi Spain.. naik flight muntah naik bas muntah sampai je spain aku terus cari pharmacy mintak ubat muntah.. tapi sebab yang jaga kaunter tuh tak pandai cakap english.. aku kene buat bahasa isyarat buat flight and tunjuk sikit gaya muntah huhu sampai orang yang jaga tuh pon tergelak..

so akhirnya kiteorg pon baliklah naik kereta dgn best friend aku Izza and adiknya. tak sangka sangat2 aku berpeluang balik kampung dengan suami dan kawan baik aku sekali gus. huhu tapi awal2 tuh aku macam risau sangat sebab pikirkan berapa lama kiteorg atas jalan and kalau traffic sesak lg.. haish doa jela tade pape..

So kiteorg gerak hari jumaat last week puasa tuh.. dalam pukul 12 pg mcm tuh.. nasib baik sebelum aku bergerak aku dah buang segala apa yang patut.. so syarat taknak bg aku pening or rasa nausea adalah dengan tidur! mesti and wajib.. tak ngantuk pon kena tidur supaya masa akan berjalan dengan cepat and aku tak sedar apa yang berlaku di luar..

Sampai kat bentong kiteorg singgah petronas besar tuh kejap...pergh aku memang selalu ulang alik pergi petronas bentong tuh tapi tak pnah aku tengok traffic sesak sampai macam tuh sekali.. penuh gile kereta kat situ.. huhu so izza and adik dia pergi toilet.. aku tidur and en suami pergi beli air masam2 huhu sekali bile datang nak gerak balik kereta tak boleh start pulak haha! cuak semua.. perjalanan masih jauh.. nasib baik lah tak mustahil nak carik wayar nak jump kereta tuh huhu sebab mmg ramai org ..En abe pon menjalankan tanggungjawab menjadi pomen bidan terjun huhu

rupanya2 miss driver terlupa nak tutup lampu masa pergi toilet huhu lepas tuh kiteorg sambung perjalanan balik ke kampung..sahur pon dalam kereta nak cepat sampai punya pasal.. mereka bertiga bertuka2 drive kereta.. aku mmg pasif sepasifnya.. rekod muntah sekali je hehehe tuh pon sebab angin kot..Alhamdulillah aku berjaya puasa penuh Ramadhan tahun nih=)
akhirnya kami pon sampai perjalanan selama 8 jam..

gitu gini dah hari raya. kami memang plan balik second day raya.. flight tengahari.. yeay sambung beraya di shah alam pulak.. raya di kelantan awesome!! tapi sesak jalan.. semua balik kampung kan.. tapi kita merancang tuhan yang menentukan.. sampai je di Shah Alam tengah hari ...petang tuh kami dikejutkan berita nenek en suami accident.. masuk bilik bedah.. and malam tuh disahkan meninggal.. Al Fatihah kepada arwah..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.. Amin

Kami pon berkejar cari tiket bas malam tuh jugak tapi bas mesti tak banyak sebab baru raya ke 2 and kebanyakan semua dah berlepas.. so pikir punya pikir kami decide nak ke kelantan naik flight.. pergi subang cari tiket firefly pergh... 700 dua org sehala.. ingat 70 ringgit huhuh pastuh nasib baik air asia murah 270 2 org sehala.. amik flight di awal pagi.. huhu cipta rekod pergi balik kelantan tak sampai 24 jam..

Alhamdulillah kami sempat ke majlis pengebumian arwah nenek.. dari mandi sampailah ke kebumi.. pengajaran yang pasti di hari raya tuh.. sesungguhnya Mati itu Pasti.. sebak dengar imam bace talkin.. suatu hari nnt nama kita pasti akan berbin atau berbintikan nama ibu kita.. satu hari yang sangat pasti... Ya Allah ampunkan dosa kami semua..

hari sabtu kami bertolak balik ke shah alam petang.. tumpang kereta abg ipar.. nih lg mencabar perjalanan.. dari kelantan ke kuala terengganu ker shah alam.. total hours on the road.. 12 jam huhu tapi good experience la.. tuh pon aku bantai tidur sepanjang perjalanan.. nak amik pil tahan muntah aku mcm cuak pulak time2 pregnant nih ..

itulah pengalaman balik kampung raya aku selama seminggu.. nih tgh bersemangat nak sambung raya di shah alam.. Alhamdulillah kami selamat pergi dan balik...=)

Korang.. jemput la datang raya rumah!!! saya tak sabar nak jumpa kawan2 saya!!

owh...inilah jodoh aku rupanya 8...

2011-08-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

nih adalah hantaran saya! =) my sis in law yang buat.. termasuk lah make up di hari perkhawinan, nikah dan tunang.. untuk cukur jambul pon dia ada buat jugak kalo siapa2 berminat nak tempah door gift..

kalau nak tau harga contact no dia: Kak Nadia-0102622290

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Percha-Crafts-Accessories/206421982724847

nih korang leh tgk fb di atas.. kalo nak tgk hasil2 beliau yang kreatif selain make up and hantaran. nak tau alamat fb dia.. contact aku kay=)

owh ye.. comelkan cup cakes hantaran tuh hehehe.. tuh kak nadia yang sponsor..

kalau korang berminat korang boleh tgk website nih:

http://guladanmentega.blogspot.com/

p/s: aku mmg suke gile sampai sayang rasenye nak makan huhu..

ok.. cte pasal tudung tuh.. yela.. aku kan dapat lambat baju majlis dalam 3 hari sebelum majlis.. so.. dulu ingatkan nak tempat dekat koleksi vispera.. korang boleh google sebab dia mmg famous.

tapi kite merancang.. tuhan yang menentukan=) so bile dapat lambat nih kelam kabut bagai la nak carik tudung majlis.. disebabkan aku je yang cuti kenala cari sorang2.. tempat yang dituju adalah seksyen 7 shah alam.. puas dah melawat semua kdai tudung kat area tuh.. tapi tade satu pon yang berkenan.. mase dah suntuk.. malam nak kene pakai inai.. lawatan setiap kdai mmg takkan kurang 2 kali patah balik huhu ada satu kedai aku berkenan nama My Hannah.. kdai nih dia mmg mcm ala2 vispera jugak.. dia boleh amik tempahan mengikut citarasa kita and harga pon sangat berpatutan.. tapi sebab terlampau heavy manik dia yang ready made.. aku jd mcm tak berkenan sngt nak beli.. kalau nak tempah mmg tak sempat la.. atleast seminggu.. so tibe2 dalam keadaan kelam kabut tuh timbul plak idea bernas hehee nasib baik seksyen 7 kdai tak jauh. so aku pergi Jakel cari patch manik yang cantik2 beli dalam 1/2 meter pastuh angkut patch tuh bawak ker my hannah mintak tolong dia jahitkan.. huhu

dia amik tempahan jahit termasuk tudung RM 30.00 je.. patch tuh mahal sikit la.. tapi tak sampai seratus.. so total tudung aku tak sampai 150=) kalo ariani tuh mmg mahal la kan RM 200 mmg dalam tangan.. patch tuh pon boleh dapat murah sebab dok mintak tawar bnyak kali kat jakel.. huhu atas belas ikhsan lg 2 hari nak kawen tuh yang diorg bg murah kot huhu.. and my hannah tu pon siapkan tak sampai sejam.. camtuh lah cerita mencari tudung hehe

anyway.. sorry korang.. lambat gile update... sebab mmg tak larat sangt.. morning sickness nih mmg sakit nye tuhan jela yang tahu.. even tak sakit mcm kene cucuk ker apa.. bagi aku pening and rase nak muntak sepanjang hari mmg complete set lah katanye.. apa yang mampu buat adalah tidur shj.. cakap je apa makanan masuk.. mesti keluar balik...

Alhamdulillah aku masih bertahan untuk puase.. insyaAllah kalo boleh nak puasa pnoh! hehe tak payah ganti puasa nnt..

p/s: suami saya sekarang tiap2 hari nak makan jagung.. nih balik rumah nak masakkan bubur jagung untuk dia.. mengidam ker tuh? hmmmmmm =)

jumpa lagi nnt!

saya dan suami mintak maaf zahir dan batin untuk segala salah dan silap jelas atau tak..ikhlas=)

Selamat Hari Raya!!! balik kampung oooo balik kampung... 1st time rase balik kampung ke Kelantan! nanti saya kongsi perasaan dia huhu
tak tahu lah mcm mana nnt sebab driving naik kete.. mintak2 tak mabuk and tak sakit.. doakan kami selamat pergi dan selamat balik! bye!

take a break

2011-08-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

im sorry friends... i dont think i can write owh inilah jodoh aku rupanya 8 this week. Im totally not feeling well with nausea and headache.. hope can get well soon so i can write a good post for you..

seriously i dont know why they call it morning sickness.. cause i had it almost every time..morning..afternoon.. evening...

lastly do pray for me and family yeah..

p/s: i am 5 weeks pregnant, still in early stage=) hope i can share with you guys the experience of having the baby in me.
Alhamdulillah..

Regards,

owh...inilah jodoh aku rupanya 7...

2011-08-08T18:30:00.000-07:00

Selamat pagi dan salam Ramadhan kawan-kawan..

'Dan Dari Allah kita datang dan KepadaNya kita Kembali'

Pagi nih aku dikejutkan dengan 2 berita kematian.. satu ahli keluarga terdekat dan satu lagi org yang membuat baju reception aku. Semoga Roh mereka tergolong diantara golongan yang Allah kasihi..

Al Fatihah...

hmm cerita pasal baju reception.. asalnya aku pergi ke satu pameran pengantin di Shah Alam City Centre.. dok tgk2 semua booth tibe2 diorg buat announcement ada pertunjukan baju pengantin..
so aku, kazen aku ,mak and makcik aku semangat la pg tgk.. so nak dijadikan cerita kiteorg sangat berminat dgn baju2 yang diperagakan dekat atas pentas..

sekali bile dia announce harga.. untuk baju sewa baru termasuk accessories dia charge RM 900.. hah kan murah tuh.. semangat lah aku pergi cari booth dia.. selalu paling murah untuk sewa baru nih yang pnah aku dgr RM 1200.00. cantik pon cantik... so aku book la and bayar deposit RM 200.. cousin aku pon berminat yang kebetulan nak khawin bulan 11 nih..so dia pon book sekali..

so mcm aku.. majlis reception rancangnye bulan July 2nd kan.. so aku dah start pg jumpa En A nih early March lg.. so ada dalam 4 bulan jarak dia.. yela takut tak sempat ker apa kan..

masa 1st time kiteorg dtg siap bawak sedara mara and kawan termasuk aku 8 org lg hehe.. En A pon mase tuh nampak sihat and semangat sngt.. tapi aku mmg tak tahu nak pilih kaler apa and baju design mcm mana.. yg aku tahu mase tuh kalau boleh nak pakai colour light yellow.. aku mmg berkenan habis dgn light yellow.. nasib baik aku bawak majalah pengantin bnyak2 sebab tempat aku tempah baju reception nih agak jauh sikit.. nun jauh di belah KL sana menghala ke kuantan.. so takkan la nak dtg bnyak2 kali kan.. so kelam kabut malam tuh dok pilih baju apa nak n colour apa. awal2 mcm berminat jugak nak colour dusty pink.. tapi takut nampak dull plak.. aku cakap kat En A kalo boleh nak match kan lace dengan songket... sebab aku rase kalo bukan khawin mmg susahlah aku nak pakai songket n ntah2 takkan merasa plak.. bile aku cakap camtuh semua terkejut sebab semua tak boleh nak bayangkan mcm mana lace campur kan dgn songket hhehehe.. so aku tunjuklah gambar kat majalah pengantin edisi bile ntah tak ingat sebagai idea...

bile semua tgk.. dapat lah diorg bayangkan.. and semua kata ok.. so kiteorg pon setuju la design mcm nih.. nih pon aku terbukak page nih mase time kelam kabut nak pilih design..

time nak pilih colour plak.. En A kata.. kalo kuning tak berapa cantik sebab songket tak bnyak colour light semua terang2. so memandangkan Elyana baru khawin dia cadangkan buat colour champagne.. dia tunjuk lah contoh colour champagne and semua pon setuju..

pastuh ukur semua gitu gini settle la.. sesi tempah baju.. pastuh tanyr la payment mcm mana.. dgn tegas En A kata kene bayar full.. sebab nak beli kain semua.. kiteorg mcm terkejut jugak.. tapi sebab kan percaya and ntahlah tak tahu knapa.. kiteorg pon decide nak bayar.. tapi later la.. sebab cash tak bawak mase tuh..

tapi masa tuh kalo tgk awal2 mcm rasa sangsi sikit.. sebab dia nampak mcm rileks je.. lukis design pon gitu2 je..
a week after ingat nak bank in duit.. tapi pikir2 balik.. better jumpa lah.. so mase tuh aku dtg dgn En Suami jer. so bile dtg je.. kiteorg mcm ada perubahan sikit nak buat.. tapi tak ingat gambar yg aku tunjuk kat atas tuh muka surat berapa.. dia terus cakap tanpa refer kat mana2.. awak punya yang cover depan gambar sekian muka surat sekian.. terkejut kiteorg dengan tahap ingatan dia sebab mase jumpa 1st time dia rileks gile.. so pengajaran.. jgn pk org bukan2 huhu.. ok dah bayar semua tarikh ditetapkan amik dalam akhir bulan 5 atau awal bulan 6.

ok.. so tunggu punya tunggu.. sampai la awal bulan 6.. semangat nih nak tgk baju.. call dia kata tak siap lg.. pastuh kiteorg kata kalo boleh nak amik dalam tgh bulan 6 which is lagi 2 weeks seblom majlis.. call dia kata tak siap lg.. dia tanya tailor.. tailor tak siap lg.. tapi bgus nya dia professional la.. kiteorg dah gabra jugak masa tuh.. pastuh tiba2 dia call bgtau baju tuh maybe siap 27 hb june.. pergh lagi 4 hari seblom majlis.. cuak tak cuak la kan.. kain tak tgk mcm mana.. design tak tahu jadi ker tak.. bayar dah full.. mmg tade idea langsung pasal baju tuh.. nak cancel kepercayaan tuh masih ada..

so.. sehari seblom 27 hb tuh try la call confirmkan leh tgk baju ker tak.. pergh call henset off plak.. seharian cuba mmg tak dapat call..cuak gile mase tuh.. back up plan mmg tade.. cume pk kalo tade sangt... baju nikah la buat baju sanding huhu.. haish...

try cr pekerja dia.. call punya call tibe2 sekali tuh dapat plak call en A nih.. tanyr baju dah siap ker blom dia kata blom.. henset mati sebab dia outstation lupa bawak charger.. sape la tak risau kan lagi 3-4 hari nak kawen baju tak siap lg semua.. so kiteorg mintak la dia buat back up plan.. mmg ada la dok bising2 sikit ngn dia tapi tadelah sampai marah2 sebab mmg kalo dgr dia cakap mmg takleh nak marah .. sapa2 pon rasenya.. pastuh dia ajak pg tempat baju dia.. sebab cari la baju2 back up.. so malam tuh kiteorg g la kat kdai dia.. terkejut gile bile jumpa dia.. kurus sngt n mmg nampak sangt sakit.. nak act mcm marah pon tak jadi sebab tgk dia sakit mcm tuh.. geram mmg la ada.. tapi bile tgk dia sakit.. mmg tak jadi lah nak marah..

so kiteorg pon try la baju2 yang ada.. and rasenye yg paling menepati cita rasa sebagai back up baju is colour dusty pink.. huhu tapi besoknya dia call cakap baju dah siap.. happy la.. dia kata nak dtg rumah.. tgk2 dia bawak baju perempuan je.. baju lelaki tak pnah fitting semua tak tahu lah muat ker tak.. bile tgk suka la sebab berkenan, cantik n tidak mengecewakan.. tapi longgar.. so kene fitting.. dia bawak balik..

ok Jumaat malam tuh nikah kan.. tgh hari call dia.. tanyr baju dah siap ker blom tok fitting.. cakap tak siap lg.. seblom tuh dari pg call henset mati ... haish..katanya nak hantar malam jumaat.. haish tak beranilah nak amik risiko.. so cakap ngn dia.. takpelah.. dobi ker tak dobi ker biar jela saya amik.. nasib baik ada sedara yg duduk dkat kdai dia.. mintak tolong amikkan.. yela takkan la malam karang nak nikah.. petang tuh nak kuar g tempat jauh.. tapi tak sempat tgk ker apa lah..

Malam after nikah tuh.. dalam kol 2 pg try baju.. Alhamdulillah yg lelaki muat.. yg perempuan plak nasib baik sempat fitting tapi terlebeh kecik plak.. so jadi ketat gile.. sampai kol 4 pg dok tetas sikit nak bg muat.. dalam hati Tuhan je yang tahu..

so Alhamdulillah majlis berjalan lancar and kebanyakan kata baju tuh cantik.. hehe mmg dah lega sangatla..

so after a week kiteorg pg hantar balik kat en A nih.. dia mintak maaf sangat2 sebab kelam kabut pasal baju tuh.. dia kata kiteorg nih lah pasangan paling sabar.. kiteorg pon sama2 mintak maaf.. tgk dia rasa kesian sangat.. mmg tak larat and ntahlah.. mmg tak boleh la nak marah.. tapi tulah sebab dia sngt professional and tak delah buat sedih ker apa.. akhirnya baju tuh sempat sampai jugak ker tgn aku seblom majlis.. and Alhamdulillah majlis jalan lancar...

cousin aku bila dah jadi mcm nih dia tak jadi lah nak amik baju dgn En A nih kan.. tapi secara professional dia pulangkan balik duit tuh..

tau2 je harinih aku dgr berita dia meninggal dunia.. Inalillah..semoga dia ditempatkan bersama org2 yang beriman..muda lagi orang nya..

kesimpulan dia: biasalah tuh dugaan seblom khawin mmg sentiasa ada..so kene bnyak bersabar and tawakal bnyak2.. kalo ikutkan sangt perasaan mmg terok jadinya.. so kawan2 amik lah cerita nih sebagai pengajaran.. and setiap benda mmg ada hikmahnya.. cuba kalau tak jadi mcm tuh kat aku.. baju dapat on time and cantik semua.. cousin aku mesti rileks je tempah.. nnt tak siap baju dia and tak sempat nak cr back up sebab skrg dah bulan 8 and raya plak tuh.. atleast bile dah cancel tuh bnyak lah masa cousin aku nak cari tempat lain.. =)

Sekian..

p/s: nnt next aku cte plak pasal tudung aku yang aku custom made sendiri huhu yela.. bila dah baju aku siap lambat.. mmg susahla kan aku nak cari tudung sebab tak tahu colour mcm mana.. and sekali dgn hantaran.. see ya!

owh.. inilah jodoh aku rupanya 6...

2011-08-03T23:25:00.000-07:00

hye korang=) whats up? huhu

ok cte pasal update majlis aku.. mari kite bercerita bende2 yang simple dulu.. just a quick update hehe

kalo pasal wedding nih mesti ada kad kan and sekarang punya culture ada save the date right? yela untuk remind people about your wedding ceremony.. mesti punya la ada case org tersalah tarikh la.. apa lah.. tapi skrg dah canggih sebab facebook pon korang boleh create event tok menjemput mereka2 yang agak jauh and kawan2..

ini bg yang tak sempat hantar kepada semua.. jemputan kan ramai.. so bile nak kawin nih jgn lupa create event kat fb so korang boleh budget la berape tetamu yang hadir.. aku mase nak khawin dulu tiap2 hari tgk event aku kat fb nak update bape org hadir tak hadir semua.. semangat hehe rase seronok sngt bile org respond, bg wish and mendoakan.. bende simple kan.. tapi tuan punya event mmg sangt berbesar hati membacanya.. thanks for all the wishes and prayer=)

ok.. camne nak buat save the date ek? selalu org akan buat DIY je.. so siapa2 yang budget tak bnyak and yang jenis mcm aku tak berapa pandai nak edit2 gambar nih.. korang boleh cuba website yang aku bg kat bawah nnt..

contoh save the date aku:and kadang2 korang mesti ada jemputan yang bukan beragama islam kan? so kalo bg kad khawin skrg yang custom made kebanyakan tak sesuai sngt nak bg kat kawan2 yg bukan beragama islam.. atau pon let say korang bnyak kawan foreigners pon kene pikir jugak nak buat kad jemputan dalam English.. ok nih aku bg contoh yang aku punya.. korang bolehla amik idea kalo berminat:

mesti korang tertanya kan mcm mana aku boleh buat kad nih semua hehe.. actually mudah je.. tuh la korang kene rajin google.. so nih aku sharekan website dia.. korang boleh buat sendiri mengikut minat and cita rasa korang=)

http://www.punchbowl.com/ecards

aku ada try jugak carik website ecards yang lain.. tapi tak jumpa yg senang and mudah mcm nih.. so kenkawan.. have a try kay!

ok lg satu aku nak cakap pasal centerpiece:

hehe memandangkan dia sekali dalam tajuk yang sama..

ok centerpiece tuh apa?

centerpiece tuh mcm bunga yang kat tgh2 meja makan tetamu... contoh dia..

mcm aku.. aku suka kalo ade centerpices.. tapi taknak bunga.. sebab dah selalu sngt.. tuh yang aku buat sendiri hehee love tuh aku amik dari website tuh jugak.. cume based dia aku reka2 sendiri hehe..
so terhasil la centerpiece untuk meja jemputan.. hehe

tapi semua ikut kreativiti korang.. mcm aku.. mmg tak dilahirkan kreatif sngt.. tapi idea adela sikit2 hehe..

ok nnt kite sambung lg kay.. nih just quick update=) sila2 la click iklan2 kat seblah atas kanan tuh kalo ada iklan-iklan discount2 yang menarik ye kenkawan.. sebab mmg puas hati punya!..

contoh centerpiece yg lain:

hehe ape lg.. tonjolkan lah kreativiti masing-masing=)

jumpa lg!

owh...inilah jodoh aku rupanya 5...

2011-07-31T20:31:00.000-07:00

Salam Ramadhan kawan-kawan=) pergh... 1st time aku sahur dgn en suami td.. hehe kelam kabut bagun.. sekarang aku tinggal rumah mak aku.. so memandangkan kiteorg ada bibik untuk tolong jaga ayah time office hour.. aku sentiasa buat back up strategy.. just in case it happened to be worst case scenario hehehe ok what is the worst case scenario? aku slalu pesan kat bibik.. bik.. tolong kejutkan ek untuk sahur.. sebab saya nak goremg ikan..tapi... kalo saya terlambat bgun bibik tolong gorengkan dulu ek..hehe tuhla back up strategy aku.. just in case aku terbangun lambat.. tapi kalo tak mmg aku yang buat ek! sebab lg better ada back up strategy .. sian la en suami nnt kalo puase tak sahur kan.. thanks bibik=)

post lepas aku cakap aku nak bg detail pasal preparation wedding aku kan..so aku nak jawap soklan qilah dulu huhu takut nnt terlambat plak nak survey tudung.. tudung nikah tuh aku beli kat bellamar seksyen 7 shah alam.. kalo nak survey tudung.. aku rasa area seksyen 7 tuh paling bnyak boleh cari.. ada yang korang boleh custom made sendiri pon boleh, tapi lg detail pasal tudung nih aku bgtau bile sampai tajuk tudung kay hehe. anyway I've got interesting story about my reception wedding dress and tudung reception too.. nnt aku cerita bila sampai masa kay.. tunggu! hehehe

ok.. sebelum aku cerita pasal detail2 wedding aku.. tibe-tibe teringat satu benda yang aku rasa mmg semua org akan buat sebelum khawin hehe..

DIET

hah btol tak? kan kan.. aku pon salah satunye.. ok meh aku story sikit tips2 diet..
dulu sebelum khawin berat aku... ehem ehem dalam 62-63kg.. siyes aku gain weight masa lepas balik uk.. yela masa blajar dulu makan kene budget2 nih bile dah balik malaysia yang terkenal dgn syurga makanan.. so melantak habis habisan lah.. pastuh nak khawin hrtuh kelam kabut diet.. tapi aku nih jenis kalo stress ker tgh berfikir ker kene makan.. so mmg susah gile nak diet.. dok terpikir mcm mana nak diet je pon boleh buat aku rase nak makan haish.. aku tanya jugak kenkawan aku yang amik field study diet and makanan nih.. buat research sikit2 so outcome dia masa wedding aku.. aku turun kepada 57 kg which i think that is my ideal weight..and mmg aku aim turun sampai situ je pon hehe aku berjaya turunkan 6 kg yer kawan2 dalam masa tak silap aku sebulan kot..

ok.. caranya2 adalah..

1. aku rasa mind setting tuh penting sebab kalo korang mind setting rasa susah and tak boleh mmg taklah boleh kan.. jgn pikir kan sngt bende2 tuh.. aim nak kurus and be positive about it..
jgn paksa badan korang sampai tak makan semua.. actually makan tuh pon penting untuk gain energy kalo tak susah nak buat keje.

2. perbetulkan definition korang pasal diet.. diet bukan bermaksud tak makan.. diet masuk korang amalkan permakanan yang sihat.. seriously makanan sihat itu amat penting.. and ada quotes pnah cakap 'you are what you eat' tuh pon dah jelas dah.. sebab body akan respond kepada apa yang korang makan.. kalo korang bnyak makan junk food.. nnt korang jd malas nak bagun pagi.. tak bertenaga nak pergi kerja and badan rasa tak best je.. cube korang amalkan minum air bnyak2 and makan dalam kuantiti yang berpatutan and banyakkan makan sayur2an buahan2 semua.. percayalah korang akan rasa lain.. dan lebih bersemangat.

3.ketahui berapa calorie yang korang kene amik untuk kurus.. ini penting.. serius.. sebab setiap makanan ada calorie dia.. so untuk korang kurus.. korang takleh amik lebih dari maksimum calorie untuk kuruskan badan.. setiap org lain2 maksimum calorie dia.. bergantung pada tinggi and berat..

http://www.freedieting.com/tools/calorie_calculator.htm

try visit website nih.. korang boleh kira berapa calorie yang korang boleh amik kalau nak maintain berat badan, kurus, atau extreme kurus..=)

and untuk pengetahuan korang.. aku bagi contoh sini.. let say la kalo mcm aku nak lose weight jumlah calorie yang aku boleh ambil hanyalah 1000. which is kalo korang makan sepinggan nasi goreng jumlah calorie je dah dalam 800.. lain contoh.. kalo tak silap aku 4 keping roti punya calorie sama dengan 1 pinggan nasi..so katakanlah tiba-tiba dok seronok makan tau2 calorie yang aku amik dah lebih 1000.. hah camne pulak?? so korang kena burn calorie tuh dengan bersukan.. and setiap sukan ada jumlah berapa burning calorie dia.. even berjalan pon..

camne korang nak tau aktiviti sukan korang tuh boleh burn berapa calorie??
nih aku share link:

http://exercise.about.com/cs/fitnesstools/l/blcalorieburn.htm

http://www.nutristrategy.com/activitylist.htm

secara summary nya antara sukan yang senang and cepat burn calorie adalah:

Cycling leh burn dalam 250-300 calorie

rope jumping: 150 calorie dlaam masa 15 minit

lain2: swimming & running..

actually banyak lg.. rajin2 lah korang click dekat link yang aku share tuh..=)

aku punya sukan kegemaran adalah.. jeng jeng jeng... main tali skipping atau rope jumping hehe sebab aku tak suke jogging.. so nih la petang2 aku buat.. tapi taklah setiap hari.. dalam 15 minit je..

4. Jumlah makanan korang nak ambil pon penting.. and percaya cakap aku.. mmg sangat2 membantu.. ok tarik nafas.. dengar betol2 kay...

diet yang sebenar bukan nya tak makan nasi.. kene makan nasi.. supaya korang tak lapar..
caranya adalah...

Breakfast: kalo boleh amik sekeping roti & susu.. ataupon cornflakes dgn susu.. jenis cornflakes kalo nak tau berape amount calorie tuh korang tgk dgn info tepi packaging.. telur separuh masak pon ok..
Lunch: korang bile makan tengahari.. kalo korang amik pinggan yang bulat..
nasi kene penuhkan suku shj... daging/ayam/ikan/suku pinggan lagi.. sayur kene separuh dr pinggan tuh.. itu yang paling baik..

tapi aku selalu terpk.. yela kan sayur kat kdai makan nih bnyak minyak.. kalo separuh amik.. dengan minyak semua dah berapa lah kalorie kan.. so aku amik alternative lain.. aku pg Giant ker Tesco ker.. beli fresh salad, tomato dan sebagainya.. yang boleh makan mentah2..so setiap kali pg lunch.. aku bawak lah sayur2 nih semua dalam bekal.. so itu lah jadi makanan harian aku hehe.. biasanya kalo salad dekat giant harga sebungkus dalam RM 3-4 ringgit.. boleh makan untuk 2 atau 3 hari punya lunch..mmg berkesan..

Malam: jgn makan nasi lg.. tapi kalau lapar jugak makan la sikit.. pastuh exercise.. tapi kalo boleh amik cornflakes atau bende2 ringan ( nestum, oat).. kalo lapar jugak.. makanlah buah.. bnyakkan makan buah hijau.. aku suka amik pear.. sebab aku tak suke epal.. info yang aku baru tau.. epal hijau mempunyai anti oksidan yang sangat tinggi untuk cegah kanser.. sebab tuh la epal kalo tinggal lama dekat luar dia jd colour coklat2 sikitkan.. tapi paling better buang kulit dia.. sebab epal nih import punya buah.. so kulit dia tuh mesti diorg letak wax nak elak daripada masuk ulat ker apa..

pisang takleh amik bnyak sebab pisang banyak gula.. so korang rajin2 lah buat research kay pasal makanan nih hehehe

elakkan makan donut ker pisang goreng ker time2 diet.. sebab calorie dia sangat tinggi.. sekeping dalam 150 kcal tak silap aku..

kentang pon kene kurangkan sebab dia punya calorie pon tinggi.. nih aku sharekan antara food calorie list untuk korang rujuk:

http://www.weightlossforall.com/food-calories-list.htm

5.kurangkan APA2 sahaja yang bergula,ice dan yang berminyak... banyakkan minum air suam, kosong.. jgn amik manis2 la.. nnt tahap gula korang tinggi.. tapi korang tak manis camne? elak minum ice untuk elak perut buncit.. sebab dengan minum air suam atau kosong banyak2 bukan sahaja boleh membantu korang punya diet.. malah itulah awet nak bg cantik n muka bersih.. so tak rugi ikut hehe and kalo ada pilihan antara daging ker ayam ker ikan.. banyak2 lah pilih ikan.. sebab ikan lagi senang hadam.

ok tuh la cara2 aku diet yangg boleh buat aku turun sampai 6 kg.. ada setgh org cara diet lain.. n mungkin info yang aku share nih tak tepat 100%.. tapi inilah cara yang aku guna bile nak diet =)
jika ada pembetulan korang bgtau jer.. nnt aku tukar..

selain dari cara yg nih.. yang aku tau instead korang makan 3 kali sehari, baik korang tambahkan kuantiti kerap korang makan sampai 5-6 kali tapi jumlah sedikit..
pokok pangkalnya.. kurangkan jumlah makanan yang korang ambil daripada biasa..

Mmg awal2 susah sikit.. aku pon jenis suka makan.. tapi mesti korang taknak tension bile nak khawin tuh baju ketat lah apa kan.. so.. determination kene ada.. jgn give up.. aku sokong korang diet! hehehe selamat mencuba~

sebelum =( & selepas =)

owh...inilah jodoh aku rupanya 4...

2011-07-28T20:13:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum kenkawan=) apa khabar? aku skrg busy sikit.. sebab sibuk buat projection profit and loss untuk project baru company tempat aku keje.. indahnye jumaat penuh rahmat nih n nak dekat puase plak.. cume tension smlm sebab malaysia kalah ngn singapore.. haish.. aku malas nak tgk malaysia lawan nih sebab kalo kalah aku rase kecewa sngt.. yola kite org perempuan bukan slalu tgk bola pon.. tapi bile dah nama rakyat malaysia nih.. n sejak 2 menjak bola malaysia naik mestila nak tgk leh masuk qualify world cup tak..adoi....

aku nih tibe2 rindu nak pg balik kat london... i always love london=) tapi aku nak pg bercuti je.. need to pamper myself n hubby.. nih yang nak kumpul duit bebnyak.. nak spend tok travel hehe..

https://www.facebook.com/reqs.php#!/coffeeplanet.my - nih link project baru company yg aku keje.. korang like aa page nih.. The Next Generation of Coffee Culture~

ok sambung balik pasal kawen.. sekarang aku nak cte pasal budget.. nih la benda yang aku buat pas tunang sebab yela nama pon budget kawen.. actual may varies trust me..will have lots lots of variance hehe tapi kalo korang buat budget nih atleast membantu korang buat comparison dgn yg actual.. sebab kadang2 kite nih kalo dah pg tempat membeli belah kawen.. pergh nafsu mengalahkan duit you all.. tgk yg tuh nak yg tuh... tgk yg nih.. nak yg nih.. survey itu sangat penting! karang menyesal je..overspend... aku? nasib baik aku nih amik account.. so aku mmg suke ikut budget haha ada kene mengene ker?.. tapi mak aku...huhu biasalah anak perempuan nak kawen... mmg bende 2 alah nih kalo ikutkan kehendak.. mmg wedding fairy tale la korang..

ok... basic budget...

1.Make up- yola.. nak cantik kan.. kalo make up tak cantik nnt tak happy plak range price -RM400-RM1000-2 majlis..

2.Photographer- paling murah pnah aku tgk RM1000- RM 2000- tapi hrtuh ada kawan aku offer lg murah dr seribu.. tapi aku tak ingat berapa..

3.Kad Khawin- hehe nih siyes zaman canggih2 nih murah kot harga kad.. siap dapat bunting & banner dan bekas telur lg. aku dulu berangan gak nak DIY punya kad.. tapi bile calculate2 mmg yg dah sedia ada di pasaran nih lagi rendah- RM 700-1200 bergantung pada jumlah tetamu & jenis kad.

kalo siapa2 yang dok shah alam.. seksyen 7 bnyak buat kad kawin.. tak yah nak g jauh2 siyes.. harga sama.. and offer sama.. bazir masa n duit minyak je.. sebab korang nnt kene ulang alik.. yola.. step nak buat kad nih.. kene dtg pilih kad.. pastuh nak check lg kalo salah type.. pastuh gambar banner lg.. nak collect lg.. kan mudah kalo dekat.. huhu

Door gift- nih aku rasa korang budget la dalam rang RM 1.00- RM5.00 satu.. nih cte pasal budget sederhana la.. kawin nih jumlah tetamu yang hadir biasa aku buat untuk 1000 org.. so nampak harga satu murah.. tapi kalo dah kali 1000 kan dah jadi mahal.. tapi doorgift tuh tak termasuk bekas tau.. boleh jela nak masuk sekali dlm budget.. skrg dah bnyak dah lawa2..

tapi yela.. ada org nak buat doorgift asing2 tetamu lain.. vip lain.. belah pengantin lain..
kat sacc ada kdai door gift.. cantik gak.. haha aku nih bg semua kdai yang ada kat shah alam.. nak buat camne aku org shah alam.. lain2 cost yang maybe akan menjadi faktor adalah.. terima kasih punya tag.. nih range dia rm50- rm100 tok 1000 org.. reben.. tali.. tuh tak payah cakap lah..

tempat lain kalo nak g biasa lah.. Nilai 3, Ayer Hitam kot tak silap aku.. nih mmg one stop wedding centre...

Dewan- nih aku dah bg harga dah hrtuh kan kat post yang 1st... check balik kay.. range RM400-RM6000
Baju Khawin- nih faktor mempengaruhi adalah berapa persalinan yg korang nak pakai.. aku dua je.. nikah satu.. reception satu.. korang sewa ker buat sendiri..

harga kain ela tok baju khawin nih boleh tahan bro.. RM500-RM1500-RM2000 boleh cecah huhu tuh pon tak termasuk jahit.. upah jahit RM500-RM800 kot range lelaki n perempuan.. tapi kan you all nih harga shah alam tau.. maybe tempat lain lg murah..

kalo sewa plak.. ada 2 jenis.. sewa lama n sewa baru.. ok pls define both esma...

Sewa baru adalah... kdai buat kan baju untuk size korang badan korang kain kdai beli n diorg jahit.. dah siap pakai.. kene pulangkan range pnah aku jumpa RM900-2500-3000. lengkap sepersalinan termasuk accessories

sewa lama adalah.. korang sewa dr collection yang diorg ada range RM400- RM2000. terkejut tak harga sewa lama..huhu sama je... tapi kene survey n pandai pilih lah rm2000 tuh kira high end aaah bg sape yang nak above sikit dr sederhana.. ok bile dok beli brg khawin nih aku slalo cakap dlm hati kekadang kuar kat mulut.. diorg nih bergembira atas ketensionan kite mengeluarkan duit... siapa yang untung? owner2 nilai 3.. dan sebagainya... pandai buat business diorg nih...

Catering-nih kene pk tok nikah n majlis reception.. biasa nye tetamu nikah korang budget lah dalam 150-200 org .. tetamu majlis 700-1000-1500 org.. tapi harga standard...korang mesti tau..

aku tambah dua2 adalah kot tambah tolak 12,000 kot...maybed kurang kot..haish.. tak ingat sngt hee sebab aku punya tempat khawin sekali ngn catering...

Pelamin.. ok nih kawan2 terpulang nak untuk nikah sekali ker taknak kan.. tapi paling minimum aku pnah tgk adalah RM400-RM2000- range dia.. mmg main2 ribu je kenkawan.. fresh flowers semua... knape paling murah pon 400? sewa lori katanya.. pelamin punya rangka kan beso..

PA System-RM500-RM 1000 nih aku tak bnyak info sngt

DJ/ Persembahan: huhu maksud nye silat ker gamelan ker pape la kan nasyid ker.. budget lah RM500.00 -RM 1000.00++

Kek- slalo caterer bg sekali.. kalo tak bg.. biasanya RM 150-RM 400.. tgk aah berapa tingkat.. lg bnyak tingkat lg bnyak duit ma... nak murah n sdap..beli kek secret recipe huhu sdap pon sdap nih yang biasa punya lah

Bunga Tangan- RM 100-RM 200.. kadang2 mak andam bg sekali kan...tuh pon bergantung

Telur- kalo bg bende lain pon telur kene ada gak.. tok letak kat pelamin bile org salam semua... nih budget2 la tak pasti berapa..

Bekas Hantaran-nih aku rasa dalam RM150-RM 500.termasuk reben dan sebagainya.. nih paling tricky part.. korang beli sikit2 tau 2 je dah bnyak tuh jumlah dia.. contohnya reben habes beli lg.. dan dia skrg nih mcm2 lah yg ada.. segala jenis bentuk corak..

kalo tempah.. aku rase upah rm35- rm50++ satu dulang.. tuh pon aku rase 35 ringgit susah nak dpt..

ok nih basic ek hehe n budget bersederhana.. atau maybe atas sikit sederhana.. haha aku pon tak tau.. tapi ikut dlm buku budget aku.. aku kire dlm rm27000 haha ada stgh org malu nak tulis.. aku bgtau sebab nak bg korang info.. tapi tak sama pon actual dgn budget nih aku rasa.. more to adverse hehe sebab aku amik kire yg bende2 kecik spend tak nampak.. cadar katil... gula2... fresh flowers.. inai... duit minyak.. duit toll.. duit makan after beli belah... duit beli hantaran... duit homestay... duit makan untuk rombongan... duit cincin.. duit kasut.. duit beli bungga manggar... duit..beli corsage.. nih boleh tahan gak mahal.. rm 0.5-rm2 satu.. kali lah jumlah family korang... huhu lg apa ek.. lain2 bende kecik yg tak nampak lah senang cite.. termasuk la kalo deco2 kecik spt guestbook ker-nih sape2 nak senang boleh dapat kan dekat mph ,memory lane pon ade...pnat gile nak cr buku nih huhu range RM25-RM 50

sesak nafas??? rileks.. jgn aa tgk budget pasnih tak nak kawen dah hahaha.. aku nye preparation ada yg DIY and ada yg beli terus..

tapi untuk sedapkan hati korang... korang jgn risau sebab miracle can happen! trust me... Tuhan akan murahkan rezeki korang and mempermudahkan urusan korang.. aku slalu doakan setiap bakal pengantin dipermudahkan urusan..sebab aku tau camne rasa dia huhu.. nnt silap2 ada lah pakcik makcik sponsor... hantaran ker.. kek ker.. bnyak weh nnt..jgn risau kay.. doa bnyak2.. aku pon kalo ikutkan calculation tuh tak tahu mana nak cekau duit.. tapi tgk2 Alhamdulillah cukup jee

nasihat aku... korang pergi la mana2 exhibition kawen.. supaya memudahkan korang buat comparison harge and dalam masa yg sama bg korang variety of choices.. kadang2 masa exhibition nih.. diorg offer lg murah dr harga biasa.. pastuh rajin2 tengak website discount mcm mydeal.com... milkadeal.. ilovediscount.. sebab nih website diorg offer service or barang murah2.. aku mmg pelanggan setia diorg lah.. aku siap boleh dapat untuk buat video coverage nikah rm250 je.. murahkan.. harga biasa boleh cecah seribu jugak kot.. pastuh spa.. 2 kali aku g spa harga 48 ringgit je each.. best tuh.. huhu nih bg yg perempuan la.. n dia ada jugak offer tok manicure and padicure.. dlm 40-60 ringgit je tok kaki tgn..

harga biasa? spa takyah cakap lah.. 70 -200++ manicure padicure 40 ringgit tuh baru leh dapat tgn je tak masuk kaki.. knapa dia murah ek? sebab nih la cara lain diorg nak promote kdai diorg.. ala2 sampling jugaklah.. nnt kalo best customer dtg lg ye tak... jgn risau.. mmg boleh dipercaya!. peluang kene grab.. lg bende murah..

tips aku kan.. bile nak buat preparation nih.. korang bnyak2 lah baca majalah pengantin and survey kat internet.. mana bende yg korang suke.. korang copy gambar masuk dlm words.. penuhkan ngn korang suke.. supaya korang tak lupa n bg korang idea.. siyes weh.. words aku pnoh gambar pelamin.. doorgift.. pastuh baru aku survey... hehe google je image nih..berlambak mcm pasar lambak you alll..

lg satu tips... kalo korang nak tempah pelamin ker nak tempah baju ker pastikan korang tau korang nak apa.. kaler apa... mcm mana.. semua.. pastuh mintak nasihat diorg.. korang jgn pk takpela.. dtg dulu tanyr semua.. pastuh len kali dtg lg.. kalo dapat yang jenis nak melayan takpe.. kalo tak kalut jugak.. sebab ikut pengalaman aku tempah pelamin n baju reception.. aku dtg dahlah membuta tuli.. kaler tak tahu nak kaler ape.. pelamin jenis mcm mana... tapi kene decide dan dan tuh jugak.. nasib baik pelamin senang kalo nak tuka kaler bunga apa.. sebab buat nak dekat2 kawin.. kalo mcm baju tuh.. setiap kali kene tuka mesti kene jumpa.. buatnye kain dah terbeli... and potong.. kan dah susah nak tukar.. survey n tetapkan hati dulu nak apa.. hehe sebab diorg nih bnyak pengantin lain katanye... lg musim org kawin.. susah kalo nak melayan semua kehendak setiap org..

next post aku nak buat conclusion tuh majlis wedding aku and setiap persiapan berserta gambar... nnt nak tanyr pape... tanyr la.. aku sedia membantu.. =~)

owh... inilah jodoh aku rupanya 3...

2011-07-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

Hye korang=) aku seronok bile korang seronok bace.. and aku seronok jugak kalo korang rase idea aku nih membantu hehehe ada tak korang tertanya? knape aku tak tulis masa time aku mmg tgh buat persiapan nih ek? patutnye lagi la better supaya tak lupa.. huuu sebab aku tak tahu bende tuh smooth ker tak and recommendation aku tuh ok tak.. so nih bile dah habis majlis Alhamdulillah sangat2 so adalah conclusion .. gambar and lain2 lagi.. hehe baru berani sikit nak recommend..

ok entry yang lepas aku cte pasal tunang.. apa perasaan lepas tunang ek? jawapan aku.. tak rasa apa2 tapi perasaan sayang tuh lebih sikit la sebab korang tau dah korang ke arah perkhawinan.. cuak? hah mase nihla korang akan start rasa cuak lagi la bile dok countdown nak kawin..dugaan? setiap individu ada dugaan masing2 aku & suami Alhamdulillah tak bnyak sangat dugaan.. masih boleh diselesaikanlah.. tahap kesabaran mmg kene tinggi.. kalo A give up B kene semangat.. Kalo B give up A kene sabar.. mcm tuhla.. chewahhh

ok entry kali nih aku cte je dulu pasal procedure kawen dan budget.. sebab nih antara benda yang paling awal korang kene buat dan plan bila dah tunang nih and scope dia besar..tgk org jugak ada setengah diaorg buat majlis sekali lelaki perempuan.. Almaklumlah skrg cost kawen dah tinggi kan kan.. ada setengah asing2.. korang mesti tahu kedudukan kewangan korang.. so terpulang.. aku dan suami buat dua2 belah tetapi kawan2 kiteorg jemput semua kat belah shah alam.. sebab kiteorg blaja tempat sama so kenkawan bnyak kawan yang sama and kawan suami aku yang kat kelantan pon bnyak blaja area kl and shah alam so sebab tuh kiteorg decide gabungkan jemputan kawan2 lelaki & perempuan kat shah alam..

Step 5-procedure kawen

haha aku tau mesti semua akan cakap nih hal rumit.. tapi jgn riso.. kalo Allah kata si Dia jodoh korang bende apa pon boleh jadi senang dan dipermudahkan.. mcm kes aku nih la...

1st bende korang kene buat lepas g kursus kawen ialah amik borang kawen dekat jais atau mana jabatan agama islam yang berdekatan.

pihak lelaki kene lengkap kan dulu borang dia.. baru perempuan boleh submit borang.. ada setengah org suka preparation dibuat awal hehe tapi walau awal mcm mana pon korang nak prepare borang2 nih hanyalah boleh dibuat 3 bulan seblom tarikh khawin..

tapi mcm isi borang tuh semua nak buat lg awal pon takpe tapi jgn sign apa2 sebab korang kena sign depan pendaftar nikah @ Qariah masjid.. mase submit je kena 3 bulan sebblom..

step2 dia adalah..

-Amik Borang

-HIV Test- keputusan valid selama 6bulan.. so budget2 la nak buat time bile.. kalo siapa nak kawen bulan 6 bulan 2 atau 3 dah boleh buat.. caranya.. pergi mana2 Klinik Kesihatan Kerajaan yang berhampiran buat appointment and amik borang.. Call pon boleh.. aku tak pasti kalo ada yang boleh walk in terus.. tapi kebanyakan kena buat Appointment dulu.. huhu
sakit tak? hehe aku rase sakit hehe xtahulah.. kalo kat shah alam yang terdekat Seksyen 7.. dia tak lama sngt.. tak sampai stgh jam untuk tunggu keputusan and amik darah pon tak sampai lima minit huhu kalau nak no telephone klinik kesihatan korang bukak website pejabat agama islam

-PIHAK LELAKI: 3 bulan sebelum nikah.

siapa yang alamat ic dia jauh..let say mcm en suami saya orang kelantan.. tetapi keje blaja semua duduk Klang.. kalo dah tinggal selama 6 bulan di tempat yang sama... boleh je kalo nak apply kat Klang- mintak surat maustatin.. di mana? dekat pejabat agama dan approval di Masjid yang berdekatan kawasan rumah korang.
biar Qariah masjid confirmkan yang korang mmg dah tinggal lama disitu dan masih bujang.. Biasanya korang kena amik no telephone Qariah masjid untuk buat appointment.. tapi kebiasaannya diorg nih mmg sentiasa berada di masjid.. semoga kehidupan mereka diberkati..Alhamdulillah
bawak 2 org saksi bersama IC copy sehelai sorang.

Kemudian bile dah dapat sign and chop semua.. bawak borang and ic korang and ic saksi ke pejabat agama Daerah yang korang tinggal..

IC tak perlu nak buat pangkah (contoh: untuk kegunaan JAIS shj.. )sebab nnt diorg mesti reject..memenuhi standard ISO katanya.. tapi jgn cuak sebab nnt diorg sendiri yang akan pangkahkan ye.. nih bagi siapa2 yang concern mcm aku huhu aku siap mintak En suami pg try tanyr kaunter sblah plak huhu.. sebab awal2 tuh tak puas hati..hehe kemudian settle la sudah urusan pihak lelaki..

takk susah kan... cume yang buat dia jadi lewat tuh sebab kena bawak saksi sekali and korang kebanyakan mesti bekerja.. so waktu terhad.. kene set ikut jadual bile masing2 free.. biasanya weekend.. kalo takleh cari saksi dikalangan keluarga.. kawan2 pon boleh... saksi kena lelaki ye kawan2=)

ok bile dah settle dan dah diluluskan.. barula pass kan lelaki punya borang dekat pihak perempuan.. benda sama pihak perempuan kene buat.. bawak 2 saksi lelaki jumpa pendaftar nikah yang berdekatan di rumah korang.. wali pon bawak sekali..

ok mari aku cerita kes aku..

kes aku- bapak aku sakit.. so dia takleh nakk cakap sangt and lemah.. aku ingat kan boleh abg aku ganti jadi wali.. tapi sebenarnye takleh sebab bapak aku still ada lg.. kalo dia larat dia boleh lafaz wakil suruh ustaz gantikan jadi org yang akad nikah kan pengantin.. tapi kalo kes yang tak sihat sampai tak boleh cakap atau lain2 yang berkaitan tuh kena pakai wali hakim.. Alhamdulillah bapak aku boleh lafaz wakalah nih.. biasanya pendaftar nikah nih akan suruh wali yang nak diwakilkan baca Al -Fatihah dan teks yang dia kasi..

saksi kene bawak ic copy jugak kay nnt.. pastuh dah selesai korang attach borang perempuan and lelaki dgn hiv test punya result and kursus kawin punya sijil.. bawak kat pejabat agama islam daerah korang then nnt diorg luluskan.. Yeay dah leh kawen!! hehehe

then later siapa2 yang nak kawen kat masjid barulah boleh call masjid book tempat.. selagi korang tak settle mohon tuh.. masjid mesti suruh korang settlekan dulu... sebab? hah! sebab aku nih pon kalo boleh nak semua settle cepat.. tak menyempat nak call masjid.. aku kalau tak teringin nak kawen kat masjid shah alam hehehe dok call diorg bnyak kali.. tapi diorg suruh aku settlekan dulu permohonan nikah..

sebab? mcm kes aku sebab bapak aku dah wakilkan ustaz pendaftar nikah qariah masjid seksyen 19 untyuk jd wakil.. so kirenya ustaz tuh boleh nikah kan aku dekat area rumah aku jela...kalo aku nak nikah kat masjid shah alam.. aku kene call qariah masjid shah alam mintak tuka kadi semua.. tapi memandangkan ayah aku sakit.. kiteorg rasa better la nikah dekat area rumah aku... kesimpulan dia.. kita merancang tuhan menentukan dan semua arahan tuh mesti ada sebab so ikut je kay heeee..

owh satu aku nak ingatkan.. kalo siapa2 yang nak nikah dekat masjid benda yang korang kena amik kira adalah sama ada pengantin perempuan uzur ker tak masa tarikh korang nak nikah tuh.. sebab org perempuan yang uzur haram masuk masjid.. and ada setengah jurunikah sangat tegas pasal bende nih..

mcm kes aku.. hehe kes aku lg.. jurunikah area rumah aku seksyen 19 pon sangat tegas pasal bende nih.. ada kes orang lain.. hari dia nikah baru dia perasan dia uzur.. so diorg kenala buat majlis dekat rumah walaupon awal2 plan nak nikah kat masjid...and kes aku.. Alhamdulillah tuhan permudahkan urusan.. aku uzur sehari selapas nikah.hehe kalo tak kelam kabut la.. yela kalo buat kat rumah kenala ada khemah semua.. sebab rumah aku kecik je huhu.. tapi aku tak sangka masjid aku ada buat hiasan untuk org bernikah.. comey je.. cube tgk gambar huhu

panjangkan procedure kawen.. so.. next post baru aku cte pasal budget kawen semua.. huhu

apa yang salah korang bgtau kay.. semoga membantu korang nak kawen!

owh lupa lg.. jangan lupa bawak duit untuk imam and saksi.. nanti diorg akan bgtau barape jumlah dia.. nih pihak lelaki biasanya akan uruskan.. and mas khawin di selangor RM 300 ye kenkawan hehe. setiap negeri lain2 so rajin2 la check=)

owh yeee. ada lagi satu benda nak tambah.. salah satu perkara yang perlu diambil kire kalo nak nikah kat masjid adalah.. hantaran.. kebanyakan masjid dia tak kasi bawak masuk semua hantaran.. yang perlu shj seperti tepak sireh, cincin, mas khawin, Al Quran kalo ada.. nih supaya korang alert la sebab yela hantaran kan dah wat cantik2.. kene pk pulak bile nak bertukar hantaran yang bakinye tuh...

=)

owh... inilah jodoh aku rupanya 2...

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ok.. mari kite sambung lg tips2 kawen... hehe

step 3: Persiapan untuk bertunang..

ok.. nih actually takdelah berat sangat.. sebab biasanya jemputan yang korang akan ajak dalam lingkungan 150-300 org.. bergantung pada budget korang.. aku budget dalam 160-200 org dtg.. aku buat malam..

ada setgh nak pelamin kecik semua.. ikut pendapat makcik2 aku.. atkeast kalo ada pelamin kecik better... sebab meraikan perempuan yang dipinang tuh dah jadi pinangan org..aku awal2 taknak.. tapi ok jugak lah.. sebab betol la tuh.. rase seperti diraikan la hehe chewahhh. aku nye pelamin dibuat sendiri oleh makcik2 aku yang kreatif sampai kol 1 pg tuh huhu

lain2 persiapan...

1. baju- sekarang nih sewa pon boleh tok baju tunang
2. khemah- harituh aku book 3 khemah bergantung pada jumlah tetamu
3 make up- aku Alhamdulillah kakak ipar aku mmg amik part time job make upkan org.. so save cost sikit kat situ.. ok aku puas hati! hehehe nak nombor nnt aku bg kay=) n dia sangat pandai buat hantaran kay.. hantaran kawen aku dia la yang buat.. cantik! nnt aku tunjuk gambar
4 hantaran- ada setgh buat 5-7 atau 7-9 kadang2 mesti bertambah2 punya sebab makcik2 sponsor.. aku buat 7-9 hantaran sebab kiteorg mmg dah plan nak tunang sejak kat london lg.. so mmg dah beli siap2 kat sana.. barang kat sana kan murah hehehe btw tak salah sebenarnya korang yang plan dah lama nak tunang nih beli sikit2 barang hantaran.. atleast nnt tadela sejelepuk kene kuar duit..n aku buat hantaran tuh sendiri tapi boleh je tempah..

antara basic hantaran: Cincin , tepak sirih, buah, chocolate,baju nikah,sejadah,cake..

5 cincin- nih terpulang lah kan cincin ker gelang ker rantai ker kalo nak murah beli time2 akhir taun ker apa.. Habib selalu buat sale time2 tuh... sampai 70% you all.. uish aku tgk minggu nih emas tinggi gile.. baik korang beli cepat2 hehehe

6 fresh flowers- kepada siapa2 yang hias rumah kan.. kalo nak beli fresh flowers yang murah.. sila pergi ke petaling street.. siyes murah gile dr harga market.. aku beli carnation and roses satu baldi dalam range rm 35-45 je..tapi kite plan la nak g ngn sapa.. kl nih bahaya sikit tok bakal tunang org or isteri org.. n lg satu leceh sebab kene beli sehari atau 2 hari seblom majlis..

7 bunga tangan- nih jgn terlupa.. comey sikit tangkap gambar.. aku hrtuh terlupa.. nasib baik aku beli fresh flowers bnyak.. diorg terus buat instant bunga tangan heehehe
8 caterer- bagi siapa2 yang tak memilih idea untuk masak sendiri.. korang kene tempah caterer awal2 lagi masa time favourite date

9-photographer- optional.. hrtuh aku tak amik sebab tade budget.. tapi Alhamdulillah ramai je yang bawak camera mahal2 heeeee thanks all! and lupa plak.. abg sedara aku buat surprise dia bawak photographer khas untuk majlis tunang aku! terkejut gile! dia jugak la yang buat surprise tok aku punya guest book area masa kawen.. huhu dia nih mmg full of surprise.. nih yg buat aku suka surprise nih hehehe

10- teks ucapan and aturcara majlis kena jugak.. nih sehari seblom pon takpe.. untuk persediaan supaya majlis berjalan lancar.. kalo ada selit2 kan la pantun and bgtau pihak rombongan awal2 sikit supaya korang boleh prepare karang merepek2 je pantun yang korang reka...

mcm mr k masa dah habes majlis tuh diaorg panggil la mr k masuk.. tapi diorg suruh mr k bagi pantun sikit.. dia tak sedia so dia buat pantun camni.. pegi ke pulau bacok.. boleh saya masuk hehe ala2 mcm tuhla.. aku pon dah lupa p/s: ok en Suami dah btolkan tuh hehe dia sebenarnye balas pantun mcm nih.. mandi manda di pulan basuk... boleh saya masuk?? huhu pantun melayu moden lah nih...

11-bilik- kenala kemas jugak supaya nak tangkap gambar cantik.. nih mmg la semua org akan buat.. tapi sajela kan nak tolong korang ingat2 kan hehehe kadang2 dah busy sangat sampai tak sempat nak pikir.. so nih aku memudahkan korang pikir huhu

12-door gift- nih lebeh kurang kepada menghargai tetamu yang hadir.. aku suka cari door gift! skrg nih banyak door gift comey2.. nnt aku sharekan contact person bile kite cte door gift kawen kay kay=)

tuh je yang aku ingat buat masa nih.. owh pastuh kan.. tunang nih.. dalam tempoh persiapan kebanyakannya pihak perempuan yang busy sikit dr lelaki.. so kite org perempuan nih kadang2 mesti rase nervous and cuak sebab buat persiapan berie2.. yg lelaki nih rileks je.. betoi ker tak betoi nak tunang nih.. sebab majlis tunang kan kat rumah org perempuan.. so wahai lelaki2 gentleman.. elok2 lah kalo membantu sikit2 huhuh..mr k? dia mmg sangat membantu! hehehe kesimpulannya.. budget tunang nih min dalam 3000++ hingga ker 5000++

Step 4-Kursus kawen
after tunang korang bookla date nak g kursus kawen.. g pejabat jais ker amik borang tetapkan tarikh.. tak silap aku kene bayar RM 80.. lg ramai korang pg lg best.. hrtuh aku pg 6 org.. bnyak la bende dia ajar.. pasal akhlak.. prosedur kawen- nampak mcm susah tapi tak lah susah mcm korang nampak...dan mcm2 lagi..eloklah tuh tambahkan pengetahuan sblom melangkah ke alam baru..

ok..sambung lg yg ke-3=)

owh... inilah jodoh aku rupanya...

2011-07-11T19:04:00.000-07:00

selamat pagi semua! hehehe

seperti yang dijanjikan... ok seblom tuh.. knapa aku pilih tajuk seperti di atas?
sebab sepanjang hidup kita nih kite semua selalu wonder... siapa jodoh kita? bila waktunya kita khawin and dia ker mr right guy kita? jodoh adalah antara persoalan yang hanya Allah sahaja mengetahuinya..Saat akad nikah selesai.. segala persoalan kehidupan kita tentang jodoh selama nih telah terjawab.. and didalam hati aku sendiri berbisik.. owh inilah jodoh aku rupanya..

aku lebih senang menulis entry ini dalam bahasa melayu supaya lebih mudah untuk disampaikan..

ok.. persiapan perkhawinan.. siapa yang sudah berkahwin mesti rindu punya saat2 membuat persiapan seblom khawin.. aku tidak terkecuali.. mmg memerlukan kesabaran, kecekalan, ketabahan dan segala yang bermula dengan imbuhan ke..... sebab kat situ dugaan banyak berlaku..

step-step nak kawen nih banyak.. kalo buat carta mmg akan jadi carta yang sangat panjang.. tapi best untuk dibaca! hehe..

2-1 tahun sebelum

step 1: memasang niat untuk kawen

itu mesti.. ada setengah org tak sedia nak kawen.. takut nak pikul tanggungjawab katanya.. hmm aku mmg target nak kawen umur 24 tahun.. dari dulu lg aku pasang niat tuh.. Alhamdulillah tuhan makbulkan niat aku.. kan apa2 yang kita niatkan tuh boleh jadi doa=) and aku tak letak kemestian untuk khawin pada umur 24 tahun.. perasaan tuh dtg sendiri.. secara tiba2 kami rasa kami bersedia untuk melangkah ke alam baru..
and mcm apa yang Mr K cakap.. dia nak semua benda yang dibuat lebih bermakna..dan kalau org tanya apa perasaan selepas kawen.... jawapan dia.. lebih tenang=)

takut? haha tipu kalo takde... tapi masa pasang niat nak kawen tuh tak pikir lg perasaan takut dan risau.. aku cakap dengan mak nak khawin.. nasib baik mak sporting.. tapi disebabkan aku nih anak sulung.. so mak aku risau jugak.. kami berbincang secara serius sebab ayah aku sakit.. so mak takut kalo kami buat keputusan terburu2.. apa yang mama buat.. dia berbincang dgn adik beradik.. and bg hint sikit2 cakap aku nak kawin supaya diorg tak terkejut.. pada awalnya ada setengah membantah sebab rasa aku nih muda lagi dan banyak tanggungjawab.. masa tuh semua tak jumpa lagi Mr K..tapi lepas Mr K balik London dan bawak dia pg berjumpa dengan family.. semua akhirnya bersetuju..Mr K mmg pandai amik hati org tua=)

step 2: bincang date untuk bertunang

bile semua dah bg green light sekrg kena pikir pulak bila date yang elok untuk bertunang..
Tips aku.. bila tgh bincang date untuk tunang.. pikirkan sekali date untuk khawin.. sebab?

kadang2 org nak tunang sebab nak ikat dulu and tunggu duit cukup dulu baru khawin.. dugaan tunang nih banyak cik akak and cik abang.. duit mmg sentiasa takkan cukup.. so jangan risau.. rezeki itu pasti akan datang.. atleast bile dah tetapkan tarikh untuk bertunang dan khawin.. korang dah ada masa untuk budget perbelanjaan korang and masa untuk budget persiapan korang..

aku.. Mr K yang pilih tarikh Jan 1st 2011 heee awal2 taknak sangat tarikh cantik2 nih.. tapi time tuh mmg just nice je nak buat then kiteorg sekali lah bincang untuk tarikh kawin supaya target tuh ada..

then duduk sekali bawak calendar pikir tarikh yang sesuai bersama dengan family.. benda yang perlu di amik kira..

1. cuti sekolah
2. apa2 cuti lain yang berkaitan
3. ok ker tak? sesuai ker tak?
4. cukup tak masa untuk preparation semua..

macam ada setengah org.. untuk khawin diorg suka amik time cuti sekolah.. sebab?

1. senang org nak travel and budak2 tgh cuti
2. mmg season org kawin

tapi time cuti sekolah.. benda yang kena pikir adalah.. season org khawin so kena tempah awal2
takut apa yang korang desire dah fully booked or else maybe ada setengah tempat diorg naikkan harga.. tuh aku tak pasti..pastuh setiap pasangan yang nak khawin nih diorg mesti suka kalo orang yang dijemput datang.. so bile time wedding banyak2 nih.. sedikit sebanyak kena amik kira jugak kemampuan jemputan nak datang..

macam aku.. aku pilih wedding 01 july and 02 july.. ikut org nak pilih nikah sabtu or jumaat.. actually nikah sabtu lg senang tapi aku suka nikah jumaat malam and buat majlis hari sabtu supaya ahad boleh rehat.. tapi ada pro and cons dialah..and date tuh bukan waktu cuti sekolah.. bagi aku cuti sekolah bukan faktor utama sebab family belah suami and aku tak bnyak budak sekolah and family aku semua duduk dekat.. tapi kena take into account time tuh budak university cuti ker tak.. supaya kawan2 korang boleh datang kepada siapa yang masih belajar. untuk aku.. sepatutnya date yang aku pilih tuh dah nak dekat abis cuti uni dah tapi disebabkan universiti semua tukar date cuti sem dianjak ker September.. seronok la! couzin2 aku semua ada leh turun padang sekali heeee

Owh ye... terlupa pulak.. Tempat.. tempat pon bende yang kena decide jugak.. siapa nak buat kat rumah takpe.. tapi bagi siapa nak buat kat dewan kene tempah awal2 lagila pada tarikh2 favourite.. nak kena booking semua..takut org lain dah book..biaselah weekend ada berapa kali je dalan setahun tak kira bulan puasa la.. time tuh je semua org dok fokus nak kawen..so mmg kena tempah awal2.

aku awal2 plan nak nikah dekat dewan mbsa shah alam.. masa tuh bulan 12 2010 aku dah call tanya.. bayangkan sampai bulan july 2011 dah fully book.. dalam hati aku daripada bila la diorg nih dah rancang nak kawin..

antara price range yang aku boleh share kat sekitar shah alam secara kasar ye:

MBSA
DEWAN MBSA banquet: RM3000-RM35000
DEWAN MBSA lain yg biasa: RM400-RM 450. kalau nak yang aircond kena bayar additional
rm 40/sejam max 5 jam

reza: 03-55105133

* dewan mbsa yang ada aircond kat shah alam tak silap ada 2.. satu kat ttdi jaya and satu kat bukit jelutong bagi siapa2 yang nak dewan berhawa dingin=)

KOMPLEKS WARGA EMAS SEKSYEN 24:

RM 3500-RM4000++

contact no:03-55411507

KOMPLEKS BELIA seksyen 7:

tak ingat sangat tapi boleh tahan jugak harga RM 4000- RM 6000++ kot

ini bagi siapa yang ada jemputan ramai.. sebab dewan nih sangat besar..
contact person: 03-55118430

INTEKMA: nih cantik dewan dia..RM40-RM60 / person pakej termasuk
pelamin,table,set up,dewan,bride suite and red carpet..

futher clarification boleh contact 03-5225104

DEWAN PKPS:

RM 60,000 - RM 70000 PAKEJ kHAWIN.
makan, deco, pelamin, meja etc...

Last but not least=) siapa2 yang berminat dengan dewan yang aku khawin tuh.. nama dia PUSAT KESENIAN ISLAM YAYASAN RESTU- garden dalam bangunan punya concept

tuh boleh call en firdaus atau tanya je aku heee:

contact person: En Firdaus:012-8548603..

ok... nnt sambung second post ye..

Note: entry yang ditulis nih just nak bg korang idea about preparation untuk wedding mengikut my own experience.. which mungkin ada setengah tuh tak sama.. ada info mungkin telah bertukar over times.. please abaikan kesalahan ejaan dan ayat ye.. sorry hehe

jumpa lagi!

wedding preparation!!

2011-07-11T02:27:00.000-07:00

hye all=)

silence doesn't meant forget!

would love to share with you guys EVERYTHINGS from A to Z about it.. been really busy with holidays and today.. just start working.. loads of work are waiting...

so hrnih sempat nak share gambar je.. will update to you soon!

kek sponsored by aunty erah

hantaran pihak perempuan

hantaran pihak lelaki

Guest book area by Abg Sharin.. suke sangat!

deco and car by Abg Firdaus & Family!

Thanks to my family members and friends.. you guys really made my day!!! terharu sangat for all the presents, supports and everything..

nnt kita sambung lg kay.. hubby dah tunggu nak balik keje heeee...

muuuahx!

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2011-06-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

~~gadis hilang~~

who ever find this sweet & lovely lady

please do let me know!!

28hb sept..

awk balik msia for good...

aritu smpai skg..

kita dok tunggu awk dtg balik..

kita dok nak keje ngan awk..

kita dok nak balik keje ngan awk..

kita dok nak gelak2 ngan awk..

kita dok nak naik tube ngan awk..

kita dok nak g primark ngan awk..

kita dok nak kira tips ngan awk..

kita dok nak gaduh ngan awk!!!

8hb oct..

pergh..rasa cam dah lama

kita dok sini without awk..

rindu gile la...

yg best nya..arini kita rasa kita jatuh hati ngan awk lg skali..

awk..sorry kalu xromantik ea..

hehe..

kita nak kapel ngan awk lg skali boleh?!!

3.... 2... 1...

2011-06-16T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hi All=)

there are a lots of thing i have been through..i am 24 now.. and i lie if i never learn something throughout those years.. regret? i'm certain i have few things i am regret of. if i never regret it means i have a perfect life which it would never be happened unless you are a perfect person.. and indeed i am 100% sure i am not a perfect person but suit enough to handle my own life.. giving up? Alhamdullilah still have strength to handle it.. happy? i am happy now at this point of time hehehe

ok.. i am a bit nervous now.. ehem A bit?? haha major nervous i mean! and excited too.. thinking about whats gonna happen next since i am already half way on the bridge.. crossing towards the next phase of life..cuak!

anyway.. i will share with you guys from A to Z my experience preparing everything! InsyaAllah... reason why i didn't post anything about it yet.. simple...because better wait and see the outcome first.. then only i can suggest to you=) maybe can help you more less and give better ideas to whom might need it..

lastly.. im asking for your forgiveness if i have hurt u guys..sorry for anything and everythings!
deep inside from my heart...mari sama2 tambahkan ilmu di dada and bersihkan hati=)

please pray for me yeah. semoga Allah merahmati kalian=)

till we meet again~

coffee & calculator

2011-06-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

Morning~

Welcome to my life friends! both are really 'something' to my career life.. whats yours?

=)

suami & isteri

2011-06-02T21:35:00.001-07:00

hai all~ today is Friday and 1st Rejab~ Alhamdulliah.....

anyway just wanna share with you guys about this article i just read from i luv islam=)
and fair enough i put 2 article one for bakal suami and one for bakal isteri..

Ooo Allah.. help me to walk through my life path and please forgive me for all my wrong doing and sin i have made....

http://www.iluvislam.com/keluarga/perkahwinan/2478-adab-adab-berhadapan-dengan-suami.html

and

http://www.iluvislam.com/keluarga/perkahwinan/953-wahai-lelaki-hormatilah-isteri-awak.html

till we meet again=)

Engagement~

2011-05-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hi all~ last weekend was my cousin's engagement day.. Alhamdulillah all went really well and we are really enjoying it.. tika looks soo beautiful and the combinations of her eyeshadow colors look very nice.. literally!

oh yes forgot to update also about our ping pong tournament! which was held i think last 2-3 weeks between all the couzin's, uncle and couzin's wannabe=).. it was a Blast! and couldnt agree more that actually they play really well and its really competitive..owh my.. and surprisingly the uncle's are in the top rank of the finalist instead of the muda mudi yg disangka berhati waja itu! Uncle Ayed won the 1st place and win the dental package which was sponsored by abg Firdaus~ heeee

here some of the photo that i can share with you guys.. it might be useful for those who try to get some ideas for their engagement day=)

ok.. now here some photo during the tournament=)

ok...sekarang dah kene kalut for my own preparation=) cuak2... fuh fuh..

till we meet again=)

Dear Friends, Cepat baca!!

2011-05-18T02:01:00.000-07:00

hehehehe Hi All,

Remember last time i have told you guys that my best friend Izza will start her online blogshop selling shawl yg chantek2??

Its ready now! I am sooo excited.. I bought some already=) and the blog's name is Cut A Figure..
Here's the link http://www.cutafigurewardrobe.blogspot.com/.

Please have a look and support izza my dear friends!!!

Any inquiries,you can also ask me.. i will try my best to help you guys!=)

Thank you=)

I Wonder.....

2011-05-11T23:22:00.000-07:00

Hi All!

sometimes I wonder how many times i wondering of something.. because i always wonder of everything.. i will kept thinking and looking for the answer and reason.. but then i stress myself out.. thinking too much for something that maybe is nothing..exaggerating perhaps?

top list of my wondering things:

1. I wonder do i have haters? and if yes.. why people hate me? and sometimes let say i assume this particular person hate me.. but actually he or she didnt even care about me.. then i serabut sorang2 thinking and worrying about it. but i do care if people dont like me.. for those who doesnt like me.. im so sorry for being a bad person to you.

2. I wonder do i have readers who following my blog hehe if yes who that particular person.. i want to thank them for reading my blog. Much appreciated!! and i would like to know their comment and critique on my writing skills. Well, i guess if i do have followers it would be my friends or mutual friends of mine.Why: hehe because this is only one simple + basic+ merepek+merapu blog out of millions blogspot in the whole wide world. Anyway.. thank u for reading my blogs. and thank u for care about me. happy=)

3.I wonder how i can contribute something to this world..yes..so cliche .. but thinking about God give me 24 hours and Ive been alive for 24 years old. Alhamdullilah.but im still not satisfied with the performance of myself . be an ordinary person are not something to be proud of. and sitting in the comfort zone doing all the routine chores also not a something to be proud of. Ordinary person may sound good if you talk about lifestyle but not good if it is about religion. Please forgive me God..

4.I do wonder how those brilliant people invent computers, telephone and all the high tech thingy oh my.... they are briliant man! and also i wonder about those conspiracy theory.. haha! those things are already complicated and myself makes it more complicated..

ok.. I think its enough for now.. i knew tergantung..maybe we can continue later hehe

till we meet again. have a good life all!

love,

Esma=)

behind the scene ::Red & Blue::

2011-05-08T23:20:00.001-07:00

Wahahahahaha ok...stop..jgn muntah kay... actually im helping my bestfriend -izza to promote her blogshop. where you can find variety of shawl at affordable price! coming soon!

please look forward my dear friends.. will update to you anytime soon!

Regards,

Esma!

Kisah saya sebuah telephone

2011-04-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hye! nama saya Bb.. saya tak pasti di mana saya dilahirkan tapi yg pasti apabila saya celik mata.. saya sudahpon berada di Malaysia..hmm saya berkulit hitam.. walaupon ada yang berbadan putih ,ungu dan pink.. for me, its alright.. sebab hitam itu menawan..

Pada suatu hari.. ada seorang lelaki telah membeli saya.. tidak pasti adakah boleh di kira hari bertuah saya atau tidak..saya berserah sahaja. Rupa-rupanya lelaki itu membeli saya untuk kegunaan pekerjanya.. Di situlah bermulanya saat perkenalan saya bersama tuan saya..

Tuan saya seorang perempuan yang masih muda. Mulanya saya agak risau dengan nasib saya.. tetapi kini saya lega kerana saya dimiliki oleh perempuan. Pada mulanya tuan saya ini sangat la bersemangat dan menjaga saya elok2..banyak gambarnya telah saya rakam didalam memori saya. saya berasa sangat gembira kerana dapat berkongsi saat gembira dan sedih bersamanya.. Kalau tuan saya bergaduh dengan teman lelakinya..saya turut berasa sedih.. Tapi apakan daya..saya hanya sebuah telephone..apa yang saya boleh lakukan hanya la menjadi penemanya dengan memainkan lagu2 kesukaanya..

Tetapi saya sangkakan panas sampai ker petang.. rupanya hujan tiba2.. kini sudah setahun saya bersamanya.. saya sudah berapa kali terjatuh dari pegangannye. rupa2nya tuan saya ini seorg yang sangat cuai dan kelam kabut.. Kadang2 tuan saya meninggalkan saya keseorangan di rumah, pernah juga di kereta, bawak katil juga mungkin dan sebagainya.Saya tahu tuan saya amat memerlukan saya kerana segala maklumat2 penting berada didalam memori saya.Oleh kerana itu.. saya sentiasa teguh menjalankan tanggungjawab saya sebagai sebuah telephone. Sudah banyak kali saya terjatuh. Badan saya habis calar balar. bayangkan bertapa kasarnya tuan saya ini.. sampai melantun2 pon pernah.. nasib baik saya kuat.. and saya masih tetap sayangkan tuan saya..

Pada suatu hari.. tuan saya yang kelam kabut ini sedang sibuk pergi ke sebuah kedai printing.. saya digenggamnya kemas. tiba2 saya menjerit memberi isyarat tuan saya mendapat message dari kawannya. tuan saya terus membacanya.. dan dalam masa yang sama jugak tuan saya bercakap dengan tuan punya kedai. selepas tuan saya membuat pembayarann semua.. tuan saya terus pergi keluar dari kedai itu.. Saya ditinggalkan dengan penuh persoalan.. adakah tuan saya sudah tidak sayang saya?

Hancur hati saya melihat saya ditinggalkan sebegitu.. kemudian saya telah diambil oleh Tuhan-sahaja-yang-tahu-siapa.. terasa berat hati ini..tetapi saya sempat melihat tuan saya kembali semula ke kedai untuk mencari saya. ye.. saya sangat yakin tuan saya masih sayangkan saya. tetapi apakan daya..saya telah dimatikan..saya tidak boleh menjerit meminta tolong atau berbuat apa2..tapi hati saya yakin.. tuan saya masih sayangkan saya..

Sayu hati saya sebelum saya dimatikan... saya melihat tuan saya menagis teresak2 mencari saya.. tuan saya berkali2 cuba mendail saya.. tetapi semua sudah terlambat..saya hanya sebuah telephone.. saya anggap berakhirlah sudah kisah hidup saya. segala pengalaman manis dan pahit tidak akan saya lupakan..

saya berharap tuan saya akan sentiasa bergembira didalam hidupnya. dan kini... tinggallah saya bersama kenangan itu...

season????

2011-04-04T18:10:00.000-07:00

Morning! Today i came early to office.

Why? because i hit my car with divider at Multi level car Park..
so someone has to drop me to the office
Reason? it was so dark no one there which i couldn't understand why they don't bother to increase the safety there..so scary.. be careful guys.. the multi level car park at seksyen 7 Bintang area...
Excuse? They said before me, there were so many peoples hit that divider also
Interesting Fact? my car been towing by tow truck! Ha ha!

Alright .. introduction done..

Actually, my main reason why am I updating this blog today because i would like to share with you guys about this word 'season or seasonal'

hmm season can be anything..like brand name? seasons ice lemon tea? waaaa i love it! utterly refreshing and sedap!

or season also can be referred to weather...
Four season...winter,spring,autumn, and summer!

may also refer to particular event.. like FIFA world cup season?

and also describe about a particular condition..

'weh kasut lu dah seasoned aaaaa'

anyway I am not very good in English words, correct me if I am wrong.

oh yes I forgot..season also can be referred to your mood. Examples.. I am in the middle of 'writing a post' season thats why you can see everyday i am updating my blog.. hahahaha!
am I destroying the English language? sorry=(

anyway I just wanna highlight to you guys about 'my current season of updating the blog post'
haha otherwise it take ages to update it..

Why? dont know.. just feel want to.. hehe
Reason? trying to fully utilize it
Excuse? hmmm been busy before? or lack of ideas?
interesting fact? i am so happy after i dont know how long been trying to add the counter in my blogspot page. yesterday i did it! yeah me! hahaha lame...

till we meet again=)

National Goegraphic-esma's version

2011-04-03T18:13:00.000-07:00

Hi all! i have been appointed as blog host for National geographic esma's version by myself hehe.

Alright lets start!

Remember when you was in your primary school, we learned about frog life cycle rite?
Start from egg to tadpole to meta morph then become a frog. What an amazing life cycle!
If you see the tadpole, you have no idea that after few weeks it will become something like a Frog isn't. Let me bring you to the real frog's world!

ok..Now I will bring you to the world's most dangerous spider! TARANTULA..

and do you know the Interesting facts about Tarantula??

Haha! just imagine if they have wedding ceremony like us.. duit habis then mati..ish ish...
but seriously i still wonder! ape ek perasaan Tarantula jantan??

You must be wondering why all of sudden and out of anywhere i wrote this so called national geographic ait? hehe actually last Saturday i went to aquaria KLCC. SubhanaAllah it is so Amazing. How God create the world and nature. Awesome Saturday! i really love to go those kind of place. Supposedly I have some work at KLCC, but we ended up jalan2 and makan2 hehe.
The rest i will let the pictures do the talking...

Till we meet again=) Enjoy!

A day without particle of w.a.s.t.e~

2011-03-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody! hehe yes im posting something soooo yesterMONTH..
anyway i went to Terengganu for wedding ceremony cannot+remember+when+but+obviously+weekend+around2011... huhu and 1st time ever naik malaysia coach which i can say much much much better than traveling by flight! no surprise.. i am loving it! waaa best2!
I spend 2 nights on the road and 1 complete day without wasting any second of it.. helping my fiancé's aunt preparing for the wedding ceremony and in the evening we spend our time makan keropok losong. yummy..

then i realize something.. if you use your time wisely without wasting any second of it..trust me it is really worth! that 24 hours God grant to us actually are more than enough to do any simple good deeds..and you can do a lot of things within that 24 hours. you may be a bit tired but its all worth! just imagine.. i spend that 2 nights on the road and one complete day at Terengganu and i still have Sunday to have a rest..

lets check out my day at terengganu!

saya rindu nak berbaju sekolah~

2011-03-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaaa! saya rindu berbaju sekolah..
baju sekolah buatkan saya rase muda..

baju sekolah ingatkan saya berjalan membawa beg garfield
budget nakal dan slalu kene denda
study sama2 gossip sama2
ingatkan saya berlari dari surau ke asrama..
merepek2 tanpa memikirkan masalah negara..
makan2 tanpa pikirkan risiko gemok..
tido dalam kelas main time prep

saya rindu kawan2 saya..
kawan suka kawan duka..
bergaduh bermesra menjadi lumrah..
saya rindu kenangan itu!

ini sekolah kesayangan saya...

SAMER & SAMBEST..

27 Feb 2011

2011-03-01T23:34:00.001-08:00

happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! happy birthday to esma nawal! happy birthday to me! heheheh im singing this original happy birthday version for myself... haha! sometimes u cant imagine how a song that keep repeating the same verse can be so evergreen and popular ait?

other examples...london bridge is falling down..falling down...falling down...lalala...

anyway just wanna update to you how is my birthday celebration was going on heeee.
some people dont really like celebrate their birthday.. reason why???

1. birthday remind you that ure getting older..
2.bad things happened on their birthday perhaps T_T
3.one of my friend said..birthday just remind him about time that already passed and wasted.
4.some people born with 'celebrating birthday is not part of family culture or tradition'..
5.or else..it just a day..tuesDAY...monDAY...friDAY..

ME??? haha! no issue at all! even its a sign of me getting a year older.. im very thankful because still have this chance to live my life up to today.. just imaging in one year there are so much things you can do.. sometimes in life we have to learn by lesson..we fell today and get up for tomorrow..
and birthday celebration also can be a reason for people to gather ,enjoy and makan2! also..for the birthday girl or boy to get present! hehe its only once a year!

ok..how i celebrate my birthday... alkisah.. my fiancé plan a surprise hmm not really a party.. something sort of surprise makan2 at Gardens the curve with my beloved cousins and friends..
haha u can get an award of best actor and ila,tika can get best supporting actress of the year! then after makan2 we watched i am no 4!
then on Sunday we went to PD as what my fiancé's mission is to fulfill part of my wish list as his birthday present.. haha syg..u just romantic in your own way.. together with ila, tika, izza, mama,aunty liza,juan,abg,nad, pijan. owh what a day..really enjoying it and i get sunburn all over my body...anyway thanks to everyone and especially you for the birthday celebration! really appreciate it! xoxo!

birthday present from mama!

Happy New Year!!!!

2010-12-29T20:15:00.000-08:00

2 days to go for 2011.. what an awesome year end celebration for malaysian people after won the AFF Suzuki Cup...proud to be Malaysian! and our PM has been declared dat 30th December will be public holiday! wooot wooot double happiness! hehe

Lots lots of thing happened through out the year..and now...countdown to new year..new Resolution need to be listed down... will be very busy with everything! cant wait! live life
to the fullest!!! yeah!

Whatever it is.. hopes that everything will flow smoothly throughout the year 2011! its meant a lot to me this new year! what an excellent beginning woot wooot triple happiness insyaAllah=). Dear Allah..permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..Amin

Happy New Year Everybody!

some people are lucky..

2010-12-07T23:57:00.000-08:00

i hate when thinking bout my future which is soo uncertain! at first when i was 19-20 years old i thought that i am ambitious.. everything look so promising.. with better education and life plan.. i know what i want and what i dont.. and sometimes i am one step ahead comparing to others but life isnt that easy..and kite merancang Tuhan yang menentukan.

I dont know why.. but now i feel a bit lost..lost way from my exact direction.. i even cant plan my life next to 6 Month..

when u reach to the age of 23... there is so much thing will comes around your mind..
need an establish career, how much salary you aim, when will u purchased your 1st house , how to earn extra income and so on... that makes me feel a bit down.. i cant even answer any one of that..

i lost that determination... hmm.. it makes me so stressful.. some people are lucky.. born with fortune, very good brain and got decent life.. but then i realized ... what ever i am now.. be Thankful and some people might put more effort than me that makes them deserve that life.. so dont blame yourself..i am trying to get back to my direction.. hopes everything goes fine..

welcome back!

2010-11-22T18:31:00.000-08:00

OmG! its freaking me! i gain weight! i have to do something.. waaaaaa!
introduction since a while i didnt update my blog! lame me! heehehe

how are you people? me? nothing much to story bout.. enough to explain why it takes ages for me to update this blog or may be because im happy with my life now? haha!

Anyway..just wanna wish Happy Birthday for those who celebrate their birthday today! it just remind us that were getting older yeah.. for whom born in a year 1987 now we are 23! its freaking me too! Every time when i go here and there.. All my friends will talk about getting marriage.. as always rite? what else could we chatting about other than this topic since we already reach up to this chapter of life. hoho! really excited talking about our Mr right Guy, what color that we wanna choose and how is our dream wedding.. My schedule also getting tight attending friend's wedding almost every weekend. that inspired me sometimes..but what worry me a lot is can i be a good wife to my future husband and good mother to my children. cuak? yes! heee anyway.. back to the story bout dream wedding.. I still wonder what color that suit me really well and what design should i choose for my wedding dress,how will my invitation cards looks like and many more. whatever it is i prefer my wedding ceremony to be simple and enjoyable..without hurting anyone and everyone are happy.that is my dream wedding..
How about u?

air terjun~

2010-05-31T18:30:00.000-07:00

uishhhh...its been 3 years since my last visit to waterfall~ i ve been waiting so long to get this opportunity to go to waterfall ever since i went back to Malaysia..but only last weekend i got that chance together with my schoolmate reunion~ i am sooo excited to go for the reunion..

what a blast day! everyone had finished their study and now waiting for a job..some getting skinny and some getting chubby hmm me perhaps? hehehe and to make it complete thanks to cik pah with her slr or so called expensive camera which i cant remember the series that's make everything become near to perfect! actually dayah,piah and me arrived quite late.. as always hehe so we missed the bbq part..i am really sure it must be really fun to watch them fighting or i can say merepek while start the fire and bbq..what a miss..

then after had all the food which are really delicious! plus the pizza made by dayah...kudos to her..even i ve been working at pizza restaurant for one year..i still feel not really confident to make the pizza here at Malaysia.. now our stomach really full! it is the time to play in the water..but for me..after waiting for three years i can say i am not really feel the satisfaction..maybe because i cant feel the water fall down to my head hehe as the water getting deeper to waterfall and even for my height my foot cant step on the ground..so as precaution better not to play with danger..

i dont know how to describe how joyful it is..but i can show it to you by all the pictures i upload..anyway....seriously all the caption for the picture write by cikpah was really funny and that makes it perfect..as our relation getting closer..thank u too all and most thank you to the organizer! and i am sooo surprised with all the co operation and commitment gave by all the girls which some of them have seminar and paim actually just arrive from oz but still can manage to come to the event.. thank u for the souvenir from Oz! muuuahx

photo

2010-05-26T18:10:00.000-07:00

i knew!! there have something wrong with my blogspot.. my blogspot lack of photo which i could share with..urgghhh it looks so dull but the fact is i am so lazy to upload photo.. i dont like to wait for about half an hour or maybe less just to upload a few photo.but I really Love and want to share with you guys =( and too bad because Internet network at my place are really really slow like a turtle or maybe snail....and im the one who doesn't really like to spend most of my time in front of laptop unless skyping hehe

hmm maybe after i can afford to buy slr..then it would be an exception for me from be a soooo lazy girl which i am already hehe.

one another thing that i like and i wish to have..taking photo and that slr thingy.. i really appreciate nature as what they are.. and i really love to kept whatever view..captured from my eyes safely inside the photo..for me and other people to see..so that it can be as something to remember and a journey to share with..people always forgot and for me all the journey that we have been through is something that too valuable to forget..

just imagine when we look back all those photo..then we will start smiling,laughing and not a surprise if it also might make us cry..

you can see from the above picture the happiness and joyful. something that even i am not there..i can see how happy they are and this photo can be something that can be remembered if not me maybe someone among the people in that photo..for me we cant be selfish..sometimes we think any particular picture may not be important to us but don't forget there must be someone out there may think differently..

other example..ok let say i took a photo of Tugu Negara.for me maybe that photo is just a single photo..but how about the person who actually their grandfather or great grandfather or maybe their father who actually serve for the nation..surely something precious and honour for him rite?.do you get me? hehe i knew like berbelit2.as long as u get what I'm trying to say..it is more than satisfied for me..

actually that picture should be somewhere down here but i don't know how to re edit it back..hehe fyi..that is a photo of my office mate during bowling tournament. lucky me they put this photo somewhere in my email.so i can copy and paste. hehe

ok..that's all at the moment..i will get back another time..have a bless day!!!

thank you

2010-05-25T20:22:00.000-07:00

im starving! and my mind so load with everything but that everything...huhu just stuck safely in my mind without a feel to do something...urgh wake up mind..please dont waste any second..how i dream rite know i can be somewhere at the island..relaxing... seriously i really love travelling... but at the moment i need to work hard! really hard..otherwise i just can only dreaming..

hmm i dunno but i just feel like i wanna say something..

dear my Mr K..

i dunno about tomorrow or after..
but up to now..i am so thankful to have u in my life..
u always be there wherever and whenever i need you..
if not your physical..always be your support..
my pray to Allah..
hope for His blessing to this relation in this world and Hereafter..
it is kind very hard for me actually to write something very personal..
just wanna say Thank you to Mr K..
i really appreciate every single second with you..=)

new baby!

2010-05-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

yeay!!! my family and i already got new baby~
after 2 decade 3 years live on this big big world..i can see a lot lot of things change.. it seems like everything just happened yesterday..but to stand still on the earth is not that easy..i cant say i am proud enough but for me what i have now is more than enough..
sometimes when Allah decide to give u 'rezeki'.. everything that u think is impossible will be possible.. try practicing solat Dhuha and surah Alwaqiah..insyaAllah rezeki sentiasa ada dan tak putus..

ok get back to my main point..huhuh im very happy and wanna share with you bout our new baby.. even it is not a very expensive or exclusive car like estima benz or whatsoever.. for me it have its own sentimental value which im not looking in terms of material context,but it is about how i can see the excitement and happiness from my mom's face,how more less i can contribute from my salary to pay for this car..and also it just remind me bout our life back to the good old days...Alhamdulillah

hmm..what a beautiful lifecycle..which God creates for us..as His promised..I already miss to see my mom's excitement face..i wish i can have another chances to see it again but later..without using my mom's money at all~

alone

2010-04-28T21:47:00.000-07:00

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes me sleepy..
my brain become slow..
i start talking with my ownself..
then start walking here and there..

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes me feel..
that time ticking very slow..
but still leave me behind..
dreaming without nothing to do..

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes everything become soundless and plain..
all the colours of life just fade away..
without beautiful sound of happiness and sadness..

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes me feel..
like im acting alone..
without any co actor/ress..
in a movie of my life...

+ve and -ve

2010-04-08T00:07:00.000-07:00

Today i already sent my 1 week notice of resignation to my boss...it is kind a very hard and difficult to make this decision..but i just followed the flow since i already pray to God to guide and show me which path is better...i actually dont really have much problem working at my current workplace..with good environment, very establish profile company, and also with all the luxury car surround me..and also plus bonus twice a year plus annually staff dinner pluss annually company's trip .I am so jealous because dont have opportunity to join this company's trip..as what they told me this year they went to bandung and last 2 years they had a cruise trip!!!!!! and also this end of april they have karaeoke for all staff!!!

seriously it such a previlage to work there...but what can i do..after do all the pros and cons..i think better to accept this offer...let me list down why i think it would be better for me to accept the offer:

1.they offer me higher salary

2.no parking fees which usualy will cost me ,RM100-150 per month

3.the office is located at shah alam so i can cut down my petrol usage and toll!!

4.very near to my home so no need for me to worry about traffic jam and also save my time on the road

5.at the moment i dont know how establish this company are but they are one of TM platinum business partner..so for me..it is enough to assume this company is an establish company.. before looking further details bout their profile..

plus bonus:

1.the office looks very nice,neat and seriously very cozy with gewd taste of interior decoration..

2.give me better opportunities to enhance my knowledge and also gewd for my career.

3.it is situated in very nice bulding..i knew it seems irrelevant but for me it is relevant!

people tend to judge things based on what they saw so for me it is important to give gewd impression...

4.i assume it has a gewd working environment and plus with good reference since my senior at UITM with 3 years experience working at Earnts & Young and also an Acca qualified is working there

hmm hopefully it would be a gewd decision..i am really scared in case it turns to be wrong..but i need to move foward and never look back..no time to regret..and i also hope i can stay there more than a year.. to give a gewd review on my CV ...

do pray for me yeah!!

note: thanks to my mr K cause be my part time editor..=p

dissapointed? yes...

2010-04-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

what do you feel...when u really really waiting for something then it just turn out to make you dissapointed.. for me..i wont feel regret..but it hurts..really hurts..hmm sometimes things can be so complicated..beyond my power..beyond of everything..i think i need to understand more about all this thing..hmm...

happy =)

2010-04-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

huhuhuhu! im happy today! i dunno why..but eventhough it is quite a very tough day in the morning...but then it just welll and fine after that...do you know why i love accounting? i love accounting because i love numbers! and i have one ambition..i hope i can be one of director for public listed company..i know i can do it babe!!! i just love corporate sector! making all the strategic planning and decision..i know it is not that easy for me to achieve till that stage..but still it is not impossible.. i will try my best to do whatever it takes to fulfill my dreams..of course with ethical manners..i cant tell you people how lovely and enjoyable it is when u put an effort on something or looking for a solution to solve a puzzle then after few time u did it!! u know what im saying ryte? the feel of satisfaction and victory..

today i made one theory..people always make reasons in everything...whether u realise or not...there always lies a reason behind..but i dont feel like to elaborate it any futher coz im bit tired today...so gewdnite...n thank you to all of you coz be so supportive by reading my blogs..

till then..have a sweetdream peoples!

aarrrrrrghhhhhh!!

2010-03-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

arrrrghhh..i hate this feeling....please go way...please...
i hate it.. i hate it............
please please please...

toll+ membebel

2010-03-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

oryte..hmmm yesterday while i was driving back to home ..about 200-300 meter before reach at federal highway toll counter..i can see 2 lane for tounch and go users..1 lane is shorter than 2nd lane..when my car getting nearer i need to choose either the 1st or 2nd lane...within that short period of time.. i decided to line up at the 1st lane.. i was thinking it is more quicker than the other but it appears to be the lane that i choose was stuck and not moving. it takes few minute before it start moving back. while the other lane..was moving faster and the car which was next to me at the other lane already pass the toll counter..while waiting for my turn....something came up in my mind..it was about decision making...

somehow when i decided to choose the 1st lane..which i thought it will be quicker actualy doesnt seem like what i expected...same goes when making decision in the real life...sometimes all the decision me made gave us high impact and big consequences..we always put certain level of hopes and expecting it goes like what we expected..but sometimes it just turn out to be an adverse results..

I am the eldest in my family and since i was 13..i went to boarding school..so i am more independent and my mom always give me a freedom to make my own decision..
managing my own money..field of study that i want to continue after spm..and many more...and since my dad sick..as the eldest i also took part in making decision together with my mom about everything in the house..including my sister'education planning and other else..there is a big responsible on my shoulder and i admit sometimes decision i made turn to be wrong...then i need to deal with the outcome of the wrong decision..

hmm..there is plenty of option that we can choose..and we as a human tend to make decision based on physical judgement..what i mean is what eyes can see...then we hope it will goes better somehow or other.. but then suddenly it appears to be an adverse results.. and impact of this adverse results..some people will suffer...some will regret...some will deal with it and take as a life lesson..some will keep blaming others and some will take it as a responsible..its all up to you...which way u want to choose to deal with..we are not perfect..and never be perfect..so we cant hiding from the fact that we always make mistake.. it just a matter of how we deal with the outcome of the decision we made

hehehe...sorry i knew it sounds so serious...just need something to write about..and as for reminder..for me and for you=)

peace no war!!!

to Tuk Din

2010-03-28T22:07:00.004-07:00

hehe..im sorry Tuk din because of the late update... I knew i didnt update my blog quite a long time...It takes some times for me to adapt with my new life...hehe anyway..dont give up visiting my blog okay..i heard that your business now going very well..congratulations from malaysia for your achievement!! gewd gewd.. im proud to be ur ex staff! hehe anyway i missed you and all Tuk Din's Restaurant members...please convey my regards to all of them..

attention to everyone who might be reading this post..do come to Tuk Din's Restaurant if you visiting London..you can find a variety of Malaysian authentic foods which are very scrumptious and mouth watering!!!! it just near to paddington station!

psst psst: i heard now ure in a progression of training new people in your restaurant..please keep your eye on and make sure mr K not gatal2 ek huhu for me... please be on my side Tuk Din!!!! huhu

with love:
esma=)

life route~

2010-03-26T21:32:00.000-07:00

we are not angle..we are human..people can change..hmm how far this statement are true...depends on human itself..sometimes u tink u already meet the chosen one..but 1 or 2 years later everthing change..i always think this thing happened just to be as a reason ..to complete ur life route which already written towards the end..

u cant go through ur life and simply get whatever you want. otherwise u will never learnt..eventhough i admit that accepting the truth is sometimes can be really hurt..but that is what we call qada' and qadar..finally after all the hardest thing u went through..
u will smile..thankful with what u get and what u have although not all people are lucky as you..but maybe later their time will come..maybe here or hereafter..

we always hope our life will be filled up with happiness,successful,posperity and love..what else could be asked for..it is more than enough..but then after God grant us with all this 4 in package..then we still asked for more..

sometimes without we realise..we already get what other people will dying to get for it.. then we still keep praying to get better more and forget to say Alhamdulillah..

and sometimes to get what we want..just to make ourself happy,satisfied,cheer up,succesful,rich and so on ...other people have to sacrifice...either we realise or not..it is a matter of appreciation..it happened to all of us..

actually i dont know what is my point actualy..just something to muse on..for me and for all of you..without pointing to anyone...

im sorry while i am walking along my life route...i have done something wrong with all of you people...im sorry while crawling to acheive my needs ..i hurt you people...thank you coz helping me crawling..running...walking towards my life route...thank you...thank you to all of you people...

phone call~

2010-03-25T05:57:00.000-07:00

i never really wait for a phone call till yesterday...for about an hour..waiting for this phone call makes me really feel uncomfortable to do anything..i just stared at my phone anxiously..this phone call can really change everything..

2pm: yes!! my break time...i planned to go to the bank to put a sum of money in my ASB account but i need to take out the money from my mom's bank account 1st.after that i went to the officer incharged and asked for waiting number..'bang nak number..nak masuk duit asb'...and then that brother said to me..why dont you do fixed deposit every month by this programme promotion by ASB & maybank venture? it is really worthwhile dik...why dont you sit there and let me explain briefly about this programme to you..

i kind of interested with it and since it doesnt cost me money for listening..so i just followed him to his table..then the explanation went on..15 minute went by..after throughly explaination ,question and answer..then the officer asked me..so sis..how is it? do you interested?

As a accounting student..obviously i need to apply all the knowledge that i have learnt about this investment and interest thingy bla bla to ensure my investment is worthwhile or not..

so..bring with this so called profesional behaviour i answered to him..oryte..let me think 1st..anything i will give you a call..and oh sir..can i have another number waiting please..

2.30..oryte everything settle already..now its time for me to rethinking about the investment and also time for me to calculate my cash flow in and out..

3.00..after deeply calculating all the numbers and figures with bunch of mini statement and receipts..suddenly i remember something...oh my god where i put my mom's atm card?

i quickly open my bag and throw everthings out and search every compartment i have.. look for this atm card...its missing!! what i should do now?..im dead..my mom surely will get upset with me..

without taking a lot of time..i asked my manager's permission to go back to the bank..2 possibility in my mind..

one.. i forgot to take my card from ATM cardmachine or second..while listening to the officer about that investment thingy..it just slip somewhere..oh my God..why on earth i should listen to the officer bout that investment thingy if i know that i dont have any intention to invest it..

unfortunately it wasnt there...so dissapointed...i went to the counter and asked for the helpline number.so that i can close the card from any transaction...

4pm.. after gave all the information needed..now the bank already close the card..i really felt anxious in case all the moneys gone...IT IS MY MOM'S MONEY NOT MINE!!

oryte..now second thing to do..with hope that my mom is in a good mood..i called her and asked her to make a card replacement..obviously i cant do anything since that is not my card...otherwise i will definitely replace the card on my own so that my mom will not aware that her card is missing hehe..oh my God seriously cant wait till tommorow to find out whether the money is still there or gone astray....

mom..please call me back after you settle everything yeah..please please..i am really worry...

'taupon..clumsy sangt..ish ema nih' mum replied..

15minute...no phone called...30 minute...still not ringing..i cant be patient anymore...i called my mum..and ask her how is it...she said that she's still waiting for her turn...hmm okey mum..please call me back yeah...

now...after almost an hour waiting..with doa without missed from my mouth..finally..phone ringing....

'Ema..oryte...dont worry..the money is still there' Alhamdulillah!!!! waa!! syukur nikmat!!!!! Amin!!! ..

u will think that i am so clumsy rite? huhu okey..moral of the story...dont think anything else when u are in the bank..

BAD DAY??

2010-03-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

Do you think that u can foresee your day up to the end of day whether it will turn to be a gewd or not??

for me its all up on how you start your day early in the morning..usually when it happens that u have a miserable morning..it will drag along to whole of ur day..it happened to me sometimes..

let me give u an examples

sometimes i woke up late and became so selekeh,so sleepy and lazy to go to work..usually i will start my way to damansara at 7.45 morning and will arive 15 or 30minute to 9am..just nice..but when it appears to be that day is my bad day..there will be a very heavy traffic jam..or sometimes all the way of my journey people keep honking at me whether because the driver just being rude and have no manners or maybe because of my own fault hehe ..
then after i arrived at my office.. out of nowhere..loads loads of work to do waiting for me..and comes in package..my account become imbalance or there is some figure i missed to calculate and i have to search all over again... and again on my way back to home i stuck in the middle of extraordinary traffic jam..so it appears to be my bad day..

but today happend to be that i woke up early but my mom woke up late..so as a considerable and responsible daughter..i helped my mom ironing her baju kurung.anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY mummy!! may have a gewd and bless one huhu

it just a fine morning..but i am so damn sleepy..my eyes feel very heavy even to blink.but i need to stay focus on the road.it is so dangerous..i just think that i want to arrive quickly so that i can sleep for a while..after 40 minute journey..i arrived at my workplace and troy to find a place to park my car..found one! now i already park my car...just need to adjust a little bit...i looked from my rear mirror there is proton iswara behind..i was about to reverse my car and at the same time be aware to watch my distance from proton iswara..suddenly..DUM!! i accidently collide with something..i was so shock and shivers. i really sure that car is still far behind.. the only things came on my mind that time was how much that i need to pay to compensate for a broken car..

then i went out from my car and looked behind..hmmm as a matter of fact..my car collide with MPPJ parking meter.. it hit my rear side of car 'kemek and lampu pecah' .i cant really see the parking meter though..maybe because it is in blind spot areas..

i checked the meter in case it broken down or something..'karang kene saman ngn MPPJ satu hal plak'..nothing happened Alhamdulillah..just need to clean up any evidence that i might left behind..thank to CSI coz teach me more less knowledge about that evidence thingy..

Hmm what if..it happened to be that the MPPJ meter broke down and all the coin scatter all over..huhu what i should do with that coin huh?..let it be just a question without an answer..that is how i start my day today..hopefully it just end there without drag to end of day...thankfully that accident doesnt involve with anyone's car..Alhamdulliah..

whatever it is...start your morning with doa and always think positive=)

semangat!!

2010-03-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

ok now im more excited to writesomething in my blog after do a make over !
really dunt have things to do at my workplace..uhuk...
oryte..just wait and see...

10 ways...

2010-03-16T01:27:00.000-07:00

this is 10 ways how to improve yourself to be a better person based on my point of view:

1.you must improve you english speaking and writing if you plan to become ceo or top level of management
2.complete your whatever higher qualification other than degree
3.always read newspaper in job recruitment advertisement so that u can get a clear view about current market requirement exspecially from big company
4.try to learn more then 2 language
5.well prepare during your interview
6.learn from other people,aware of surrounding and think wisely
7.apply whatever knowledge that you have learnt in your real life
8.always think positive and be patient
9.be creative how to improve yourself dont just wait for something drop down from the sky
10.pray..thankful and ikhlas in whatever you do..exspecially your work..

lets together trying to improve ourself to be a better person!! chaiyoo!

boring~

2010-03-12T01:03:00.000-08:00

ok i just realize that i have only 2 post including this one in 2010 up to march..and..i can describe my self as a boring girl after i realise that i like to use a word LIFE almost everypost i wrote!!..so sastera! oh my god..cant accept the fact that i am so typical and so sastera..and now i get myself into dis unethically behaviour writing blog in the middle of working period!!!
so cannot be accepted~ jbncjksnibfin cisbfibvwifnakbnahdoncisbhfuise

Its march

2010-03-11T20:37:00.000-08:00

its march already!!! I'm sorry blog spot cause put u in a place of ignorance.. hmm i cant say that I'm too busy..but too tired to spend time writing and thinking can be accepted.. i just start working in accounting field..sometimes it quite enjoyable but sometimes a bit bored when u have to key in all the data n spend most of your time in front of computer.

hmm for me working and studying are 2 different life..totally different..
when u enter a working life..u have to be prepared mentally and physically exspecially 2-3 weeks from the 1st day u start working.. the stage that u need to push yourself mingle with ur workmate, cope with traffic jam and force yourself to wake up in the morning everyday.

I'm the one who is very hard to get along with new friends..even though all my friends said that i am very talkative it takes me a while to mix with new people and surrounding.i dunno why but for me it is very hard to start a conversation with new friends. really feel awkward but don't worry it only takes a few days hehe after that u just hoping that i can shut my mouth for sometimes..hehe so the conclusion is just be prepared and show the best of yourself to get gewd impression. like myself..1st impression from my workmate is I am very serious hehe too bad huh?

secondly, the major different between study and working life are relationship between u and ur friends..it is quite difficult to bring ur relation with ur workmate to the next level we called friendship.. everyone have their own life with different range of age,most of them already married and some of them have their own circle of friends. people tend to be more serious..what a boring life..hehe but certain cases it might be difference..

and final point..try not to be a subject or topic of gosip among ur workmate.because its better for u to make friends rather than enemy.story spread very easy.so try to create good environment and live ur life happily without tenses..

malaysia oh malaysia

2009-10-05T12:39:00.000-07:00

its been a week im at malaysia..huhu no pogress..just hang out with all my dearest friends and enjoying all the malaysian authentic foods!! yummy after almost 2 years im away from malaysia atmosphere..pasar malam..lepak2..
now..my official job is suri rumah sepenuh mase huhu doing same chores everyday..wake up in the morning..take care or my dad..sapu sampah..cooking..lipat baju..and whatsoever...really bored..everyone are busy ryte now..all my frenz and cousin busy preparing for their upcoming exam and me...i just wasting my tyme without doing nothing..not ready to start working..neither study.hoho..
hmm i just miss my old life in london..busy with everything without realising that clock ticking very fast..i knew its not that easy to work and study at the same tyme..but now.. that is what i missed so much..huhu
that life is not that hard..but dunno why..when im at malaysia now..i really feel sorry to 'them' who work in london so hard day nite ..but actually the environment is totally different comparing malaysia and london... you will think that working from 11.00am - 12.00 pm is very2 difficult and tiring if u are in malaysia..but different things happens if ure in london..
so much things are different..dunno how to describe..but it is different! hehe maybe in london u have to learn how to survive on your own..comparing live in ur own country..whatever it is..i learn a gewd lesson..hope im not just wasting it...

hmmm...continue later..short of idea...gewdnite malaysia n gewdnite london!!

happy ending 3

2009-09-15T19:40:00.000-07:00

16 sept...huyooo it is 16 already..tyme flies very fast...today the rain pouring heavily from morning till nyte i am soooo wet.. i have to walk to tuk din's restaurant for working without an umbrella =( too bad..luckily didnt cought a fever...within a weeks to go before raye!!! i hav 3 baju raye to choose for raya celebration hehe one is from my mum..one from my aunt and the last one..is my baju kurung that i wore on my convocation day..Alhamdulillah..a month before im going back to malaysia my rezeki sangat murah!!
1- dapat baju raye
2- i bought a laptop on a very2 affordable price!! very!!!!!
which is never cross in my plan or even my mind to buy a laptop before going back to malaysia..
3- i get my electronic dictionary
4- i passed all my papers on june exams!!!!

actualy banyak lg..but i just cant trigger it from my memories..Alhamdulillah!!! Allah sangat adil..
hmm it will always balance..depending how u interperate the meaning of balance.for me..the best to describe is by malaysian qoutes..hidup umpama roda..skjap kat atas skjap kat bawah.. u win some u lose some..

sometymes i just wish that i can stay in london a bit longer..im so happy with my life now..n feel very hard for me to leave it..with gewd job environment..gewd circle of frenz..gewd place of living n even gewd money..and also gewd acompany..but then i realise..maybe without deciding to leave london i wont get all those opportunity..u will never knows..n for me..i am really2 thankful with whole things that happens to me..thank u God.. and i know..when i arrive at malaysia..different adventure is waiting for me..i have to prepare myself..never look back...

hmm hopes everything will go fine..
selamat hari raye semue!!!

happy ending 2

2009-09-05T19:07:00.000-07:00

5 sept : huhu yes!!! i just received my electronic dictionary that i bought from ebay..bought the second hand one but still in a gewd condition like new one! huhu so excited to open the package!!! unfortunately it doesnt working when i turn it on.i was so frustrated n thought that the seller was trying to cheat on me..urghh feel like just wasting 33 pound on nothing..try to change with new battery with hopes that its working...naaaaa still the same..then kamal try to check it..actually there is one button at the bottom that i forgot to switch it on hehe and kamal just wanna play around with me n said it stilll not working... but i already discover it when i heard bipbip sounds huhu yessssssssssss!!!! now i got my own gadget that cost me only 33 pound! normal price is 60 above and at malaysia new price it cost like 700 ringgit huhu..not sure the exact price..but worth the buy huhu im the one who is very hard to spend so much money on something kind like expensive (exclude cloth or shoes or handbag that i tink as an excuse for every women to feel less guilty huhu coz its neccessary ryte? )huhu..i dunt have any kind of gadget except for camera that already broken if it consider as gadget huhu..i love gadget but cant afford to buy it..huhu since im going back to malaysia .. i just feel like i have to buy something as a treat for myself..n for me this dictionary is more than satisfied! now im sooooo into it.. lets me share with you some words that ive already learnt huhu
agony-physical n mental suffering
wave of nausea-disgusting
solace-comfort
whahaha sorry kind like childish..dunno till when this excitement will stay hahah maybe a week..or a month.. no laaaaaa
oh yeah..in the morning...me,kak nor and kamal went to portobello market!!! wahahahaha so rambang mate with everything they sell it there..there is a lot of antique stuff and something that u cant easily find in normal market on a very affordable price with gewd quality perhaps..if only i have a lot of money.. i will buy all those thing to give as a present to my relatives without trying to select the best one..just pick n pay huhu dats why maybe i dunt have a lot of money ryte? =)
i walked from north to south and east to west to select the best stuff that i can give as souvenir to them..so headache..thank u to kak nur n kamal cz helping me...huhu sooo sorry coz make both of u waiting so long and have to keep watching me in case im lost which is so many tymes kak nur have to ring me to ask where is the exact location am i....huu thank u for the day... really enjoy it with company by both of them... now..i tink i am nearly finish buying souvenir..
ok..tink dats all for today..oh yes...hehe just wanna update my tips for today...i got 7.60 pound today!!keep smilling esma! huhu Alhamdulillah..like tuk din always advice us..tak kire sikit ker bnyak huhu
now i can sleep with smiling..gewdnyte everybody...sweetdreams=)

happy ending~

2009-08-30T19:15:00.001-07:00

hmm i was trying to write a whole story of my life in uk..but still dont have idea..
the more idea..tbe best outcome..so will wait till idea comes.. huhu
mon 31 august - huhuhuh merdeka! tanggal 31 bulan 8...57..huhu im proud to be malaysian.. just now..i saw a picture of KLCC when it still under construction huhu wut an amazing! nowdays we can proud with wut 'they' have left to us..merdekaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! yeay2..
now im busy with working..dunt have enough time to go anywhere..less than a month left for me before im going back to malaysia..sad..happy??? dunno wut i feel right now..but in the middle of nite..i just feel like i wanna write something..hmm up to now..during this ramadhan my shift start from 6pm to 12 am including closing n terawikh ramai2..so i got a lot lot of free time actually including time dat i can save on travel since i moved in to mara hostel that takes me only 10 minutes walking to tuk din's restaurant instead of an hour from barking...but i just waste it with tidoooooooo n watching dr house!!!! huhu no no way..start from tommorow..i will try my best to wake up early n go somewhere..hurmmm i should appreciate my life here in uk isnt it? while i have only 28 days left...
hmmm wut i wanna do with this 28 days?? lets check out tomorrow coz i wanna continue my dr house season 5 huhu

4 sept- aiyooo..this week is freaking cold...no idea why is it..still in summer mode...yuhooo i hav bought all the souvenirs for my beloved related family..cant wait to see their respond when they receive this gift..huhu soooo excited...
today i finish my shift bit late..huh so tired...n soo busy..but my tips today not big enough to offset the tiredness huhu ussually i can get like 6 pound per day average after total devide by 7..but today only get 3.90 huh...still hehe Alhamdulillah..its better than never..
hmm..dunno... but even now is 4th sept... still not goin anywhere or enjoying my last few days in london with something diff...i know i should do something better..hmm ntah la...maybe i had enough..or maybe just take it for granted till its gone.. not so much things happens that i can share the story with alll of u guys...hopes tommorow will be better than today..oh yes..before i forget...i will bring with me one of my workmate when im goin back to malaysia!!!hopes it consider as my contribution to malaysia huhu tahun melawat malaysia!!should make a list of itenary..where to go n what to do.so excited!! !! yuhuu happy fasting!!

after all this while....

2009-08-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

wawawawawwa after all this while...im waiting so long to go back to malaysia...finally i decide to go back to malaysia for gewd!!!! yuhuuuuu
but all my frenz n family worried bout that swineflu or h1n1 something ...
in london there is plenty cases of people died because of swineflu but still under control..dunno why
but because of malaysia got so many people died because of this swineflu..now i become worried sighed* more less reduce my excitement of coming back to malaysia~
but thinking about family...frenz...food..urgh utterly temptation...cant stop me for countdown till the day arrive...but still..i will leave a lot of things on this british land..my happiness,my love...and all my ups and downs...thank you london coz become part of my teacher..
wutever it is...when i arrive at malaysia...all the secret in london will be revealed....

malaysia..please welcoming me back with all your pleasure!!!!!

promise...

2009-06-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

rules are made for human to break it..cz without human there is no rules..
promise are made as guarantee for things which is uncertain..
how far we can rely on that promise..only god knows..

we can stil alive on this earth because we have faith of trust n promise..
n willingly bear the risk of any outcome of broken promise..
n all about ur past will kept chasing you no matter how fast n how far u run..
n future...will keep stay waiting...

i wish..
i wish..
i wish..

the promise that u have to bear a very high risk..

enough...

2009-05-21T20:53:00.000-07:00

enough..
exam is around da corner..
enough..
with everything..
enough..
enough..enough...enough..

its easy to say anything..
its easy to make conclusion

to build up trust..it takes ages..
but to loss it...
only one second..
but make it sure..its worth..
sometymes..it might be right..
n sometymes might be wrong..

im not saying that im rite..or wrong either..
after all this things happens..
i choose to remain silent..

i dunno bout tomorrow..
or next after..
i just hoping..
it would better than today...

im sorry..
let time give an answer...

enough....

damn~

2009-05-20T20:50:00.000-07:00

hmm mlysia~ london...
damn...
mama..i miss u sooo much...
ajat...ur sis will alweys be by ur side..n im proud of u dear...

i choose to silent..
let it be whatever it wanna be

im thankful..
cz im not alone..
dear Allah..pls forgive me
pls bring n guide me to the right path..

being away..
n silent..
is the hardest thing..
will kept it safely in my heart..
someday..
might be useful..
someday..
will let it out..
someday..
will give me answer...
someday..
..........

will wait till someday arise..
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today..
i learn..
today..
i fell down..
today..
struggling to survive..
today..try to understand..

today...
wishing for a better day than today...
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tommorow..
is full with suprise..
tommorow..
new hope n faith..
tommorow...

never know bout tommorow...
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busy~

2009-03-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

its been almost a couple of month i didnt update my blog..babe...i really dunt have tyme even for my self..im too busy ryte now working n study..even its so tiring..im still enjoying it cz not need to worry bout my pocket money..but for the past 2 month..there is a lot lot lot lot of things happens..iza going back to malaysia..n left me alone here wuwuwuwuwwu really miss her damn much!!!!!! she is such an understanding frenz n she alweys on my side no matter whether im wrong or not...thank u iza..i love you~
im not working in pizza restaurant anymore..now im working at huhu ice cream shop~ whahahaha siyesly its utterly tempted with all sort of ice cream,lasagna,milkshakes yummy~ n waffle huahuahua but after 3 weeks working there...my stomach cant accept it anymore...muak~ huhu

hurm there is a lot of things need to be update..but still dunt have enough tyme for it..hope will update it soon...muuuahx~

if you...

2009-01-27T15:28:00.000-08:00

if you feel sleepy..go to bed
if you hungry..look something in ur kitchen for food
if you bored..have something to do..play game perhaps
if you get sick..eat tablets
if you dont have money..go to work

but..what if...

if you sad..
if you happy..
if you feel down..
if u miss someone..
if u feel love..
if u feel upset..
if u feel giving up..
if you feel lonely..

huhu question will always comes with answer
but not all question have the exact solution..
ure the one who raise up that question
so u will be the one who find the solutions..
after all the things happens
n there still no way to solve ur question..
only 1 answer will be the best solution..
God=)

bye bye

2009-01-24T21:06:00.001-08:00

hmm dis week is a very2 long n busy...hmm busy of entertaining frenz who will going back to malaysia..
busy of rememories back all memories that we have been together..
busy to pretend that everything was ok...
n busy to think..how can i live here in london without them as they are as part of my family...
my life would be empty without them...thank u cz being a very2 gewd frenz to me...

hmm..a year has gone..n it leave me with a lot of memories..
n it is very2 difficult for me to let them go..but life must go on..
they leave me with trillion gewd deeds that they have done to me...
only i can do is..by praying to God..for His blessing..to kak sally,abg mat n arip..

i never thought that they will be as part of my journey life here in london...n i never thought that we can be so close like now..n it such a previlage for me cz God has grant me this opportunity of knowing them...it such a beautiful memories..
they alweys by my side when i was so down..n they alweys laugh with me when i was so happy...hmm they are everythings..

infact..arep alweys give me advice when i really need it n he teach me how to play pool n now i cant wait to play pool again hehehe..kak sally n abg mat cook for me when i feel like i want to eat any malaysian foods..apam balik..mee bandung..kuih raye...cheese cake..n sometymes habiskan mase tgk tv till late nyte..cz i dunt have tv in my house n lg malang cz watching tv is part of my hobbies..i really love tv!

hmm im so sorry cz i cant give or do something in return..
im so sorry if i have done something that hurting u..
n thank u so so so much cz being such a gewd frenz to me..

bye bye...
hope they will have a great live there in mlysia..

budget....

2009-01-21T18:13:00.000-08:00

hmm let me think first..how much do i have now in my pocket..
100 pound
with my boss..
137.50
in my account..
60
all together...297.50
okey..done..
things need to pay..
1. 1 week house rental.........................................................40
2. 2 weeks deposit................................................................90 since im about to move out
3. 2 weeks house rental for new house..............................90
total:220

hmm237.50-220=17.50..utk hidup n 60 pound simpan..emergency case

target:
600 school fees
200+50+140+400=790
total:1390 pound

hmmm cmne ek nk buat..to earn 1400 in a month times?

answers=selain keje...i hav no idea....

kisah....

2009-01-20T06:52:00.001-08:00

tension...
is not easy to satisfied people..
n in fact..it so hard...
n owh gosh...
sometymes i keep thinking wut is my flaws..
i dun want to be so useless as a friend..
ntah la..
it so complicated
everyone have their own attitude..
n it is the matter of how far u can cope with different attitude from different people..
n how long it will takes until u give up
then u make up ur mind n tink it is better to step out n follow ur own way..
but..
friends are everythings...
n i alweys keep in my mind...wutever i do..remember..there alweys be a heart to be care....
but sampai bile kene jd tak kisah....
its hurting me...
hmmm O Allah..please forgive me for all my wrongdoing...

the gewd old days..

2009-01-19T18:25:00.000-08:00

huhu today is a very tiring day..seems like i went somewhere far2 away..but literally is..i just walking around here n there,south to east searching for house for rent for my frens yg baru sampai sini..sian..i knew how it feel kalo dah dekat sebulan n u still tak settle2 down lg..n maybe because walking around in london is not as part of my hobby nowdays..it is freezing outside...urghhh cant stand it for even 5 minute outside..cam pelik gak..compare tuh last year..seems like this year is extra2 cold..i tink because of lapisan ozon semakin menipis nih n snow pon macam malu2 nak kuar...hmmmm..nothing will last forever...n it such a frustrated cz non of any house can be viewed today..so finally we decide to go to new shopping mall here.. to recover back our energy n tension sebab tak dapat tgk umah huhu beso tau mcm OU..tp tula...i tink malaysia nih setanding je ngn london nih..n im proud to be malaysian!!! frankly speaking..here..among others foreign country..malaysia is very well known n ramai yg pnah pg malaysia n have gewd tyme there..because of the wheather n shopping mall die..compare to london..except for oxford street nih..nothing to be proud of..sebab this new shopping mall die wat ala2 ou..n diorg nih mmg tak bnyak shooping mall yg berbumbung..so kire malaysia nih hebat laa maju due tige langkah hahahaha

i bought one adidas sport shoes for my beloved sister huhu sleek series tau 20 pound je...so pejam seblah mate..n beli je...sian ajat..nak sngt die..sport shoes..huhu n pastuh balik umah...pastuh kuar balik g tesco hahaha make a world record tau cz dok usung mineral water 12 botol tau dr tesco ker umah naik bus turun bus 3 org huhu letey nyeeeee...full stop..flat huhu..

hmm...the gewd old days...i miss my family damn much..i miss mak tok..i miss tok bak...i miss my uncle n my aunties..

i just read one of my kazen's blogs about family days...i wish i can be there..sedey=(

nampak mcm seronok gile!!!! wawawa tgk diorg nye gambar..bergenang air mate...mesti enjoy gile...jeles10000x

n its remind me about tok bak..tok bak..now im here at london!!! tok bak..tankiu cz bg support n put ur trust on me while im so down because tak dapat masuk asrama penoh..

tok bak la org yg pertame akan call tnyr result cucu die..kalo result spm,upsr n pmr kuar..

tok bak la yg akan marah n gembire kalo cucu2 die bgtau result..

aku ingt lg..tok bak ade pesan..mase aku tgh down sngt..tak dapat masuk asrama..
ema..tok bak tau ema bole buat n ema pandai...tak semestinye ema tak dapat masuk sekolah asrama penoh ema tak bole berjaye...ramai org bole pg oversea..even tak dapat masuk asrama..

tok bak..i still keep ur advice till now..

n now here i am..u give me strength n every moment with u seems like it just happens yesterday..

hmm im so glad..because im with u till your last breath..

makan ngn tokbak..cakap ngn tok bak..mandikan tok bak..everything...n ema ingt lagi...malam terakhir.. while u still in coma..im glad..cz i spend all nyte with u n talking with u..even tau tok bak tak leh jawap..but i knew..u can hear every single word i say... by ur tears....

tokbak...ure my hero...i miss u so much..semoga tokbak sentiase berade dalam rahmat Allah s.w.t..

secebis jawapan utk satu persoalan..

2009-01-15T09:36:00.000-08:00

(dipetik dari utusan Malaysia 14/1/09)

SEJAK 18 hari ini seluruh dunia meratap gara-gara kezaliman Israel. Tentera Zionis terus-menerus mengebom, mengganyang rakyat Palestin. Israel, nampaknya terlalu berkuasa.

Saya tidak 'berkuasa' lagi untuk mengulas panjang mengenai peperangan sebelah pihak itu. Tapi saya ingin berkongsi dengan pembaca sekelian, siapa sebenarnya Yahudi ini dan mengapa mereka terlalu berkuasa.

Kita harus kaji secara akademik, ilmiah untuk mengetahui siapa mereka ini.

Saya amat tertarik dengan tulisan seorang penulis bebas, yang juga Pengarah Eksekutif Pusat Penyelidikan dan Kajian Keselamatan (CRSS) Pakistan, Dr. Farrukh Saleem (rujuk http://www.masada2000.org/Powerful-Jews.html) mengenai soal tersebut. Jadikanlah tulisan itu sebagai tatapan dan renungan kita semua - ke mana kita dan ke mana umat Islam harus pergi selepas ini. Dan, siapa yang harus disalahkan? (Nota: Sedikit sebanyak ia juga akan menjawab surat-surat dan SMS yang dihantar untuk ruangan Forum, Utusan Malaysia yang meminta ditonjolkan apakah produk di belakangnya Yahudi).

Begini tulisan beliau:

Hanya ada 14 juta Yahudi di muka bumi ini; tujuh juta di Amerika, lima juta di Asia, dua juta di Eropah dan 100,000 di Afrika. Bagi setiap orang Yahudi ada 100 orang Muslim (1:100). Namun, jika dicampur semua sekali, Yahudi lebih 100 kali berkuasa daripada orang Islam. Mengapa ini berlaku?

Siapa mereka ini?

Nabi Isa (Jesus of Nazareth) ialah Yahudi. Albert Einstein, saintis zaman moden paling terkemuka dan disebut oleh majalah Time sebagai 'Manusia Abad ini' ialah seorang Yahudi; Sigmund Freud - melalui teori id, ego dan super-ego ialah bapa psikoanalisis, juga seorang Yahudi; begitu juga Karl Marx, Paul Samuelson dan Milton Friedman.

Selain mereka banyak lagi orang Yahudi yang hasil kebijaksanaan mereka berupaya menghasilkan keperluan untuk kita semua: Benjamin Rubin memperkenalkan jarum suntikan pelalian.

Johas Salk mereka vaksin polio yang pertama. Gertrude Elion mencipta ubat melawan leukemia. Baruch Blumberg mencipta vaksin Hepatitis B. Paul Ehrlich menemukan rawatan untuk siflis. Elie Metchnikoff menang Hadiah Nobel untuk penyakit berjangkit. Bernard Katz menang Hadiah Nobel kerana kajian mengenai transmisi neuromuskular.

Andrew Schally penerima Nobel dalam kajian endokrinologi (berkaitan sistem endokrin dan kencing manis). Aaron Beck menemui terapi kognitif (rawatan mental, kesugulan dan fobia).

Gregory Pincus membangunkan pil perancang keluarga yang pertama. George Wald menang Nobel bagi kajian mata manusia, Standley Cohen dianugerahi Hadiah Nobel dalam kajian embriologi (kajian janin dan perkembangannya). Willem Kolff mencipta mesin dialisis (mencuci) buah pinggang.

Sejak 105 tahun, 14 juta Yahudi menang 15 dozen Hadiah Nobel, sementara tiga dimenangi oleh 1.4 bilion umat Islam.

Stanley Mezor mencipta mikrocip pertama. Leo Szilards membangunkan reaktor rangkaian nuklear pertama; Peter Schultz (kabel gentian optik); Charles Adler (lampu isyarat); Benno Strauss (besi tahan karat - stainless steel); Isador Kisee (sistem suara di pawagam); Emile Berliner (mikrofon untuk telefon) dan Charles Ginsburg (alat pita rakaman).

Saudagar jenama terkaya dunia juga dikuasai Yahudi iaitu Ralph Lauren (Polo), Levis Strauss (Levi's Jeans), Howard Schultz (Starbuck's), Sergey Brin (Google), Michael Dell (Dell Computers), Larry Ellison (Oracle), Donna Karan (DKNY), Irv Robbins (Baskin & Robbins) dan Bill Rossenberg (Dunkin Donuts).

Richard Levin, presiden universiti tersohor Yale Universiti ialah seorang Yahudi. Henry Kissinger, Joseph Lieberman dan Madeleine Albright (bekas-bekas Setiausaha Negara AS); Alan Greenspan (bekas pengerusi Rizab Persekutuan AS di bawah Reagan, Bush, Clinton dan Bush); Maxim Litvinov (bekas Menteri Luar Soviet Union); David Marshal (bekas Ketua Menteri pertama Singapura); Isaac Isaacs (bekas Gabenor Jeneral Australia); Benjamin Disraeli (negarawan dan penulis Britian); Yevgeny Primkov (bekas Perdana Menteri Rusia dan bekas jeneral KGB); Jorge Sampaio (bekas Presiden Portugal); Herb Gray (bekas Timbalan Perdana Menteri Kanada); Pierre Mendes (Perdana Menteri ke-143 Perancis); Michael Howard (bekas Setiausaha Negara British); Bruno Kreisky (bekas Canselor Austria) dan Robert Rubin (bekas Setiausaha Perbendaharaan AS).

Dalam dunia media, orang Yahudi yang terkemuka ialah Wolf Blitzer (CNN); Barbara Walters (ABC News); Eugene Meyer (Washington Post); Henry Grunwald (Ketua Editor Time); Katherine Graham (penerbit The Washington Post); Joseph Lelyyeld (Editor Eksekutif, The New York Times) dan Max Frankel (The New York Times).

Dermawan dan penyangak mata wang, George Soros ialah Yahudi. Dia menderma AS$4 bilion untuk membantu ahli sains dan universiti serata dunia.

Walter Annenberg menderma untuk membina ratusan perpustakaan berjumlah AS$2 bilion.

Di Olimpik, Mark Spitz membolot tujuh pingat emas. Lenny Krayzelburg ialah pemegang tiga kali pingat emas Olimpik. Spitz Krayzelburg dan Boris Becker adalah Yahudi.

Tahukah anda bahawa pelakon pujaan Harrison Ford, George Burns, Tony Curtis, Charles Bronson, Sandra Bullock, Billy Cystal, Woody Allen, Paul Newman, Peter Sellers, Dustin Hoffman, Michael Douglas, Ben Kingsley, Kirk Douglas, Willian Shatner, Jerry Lewis dan Peter Falk semuanya Yahudi?

Tambahan lagi, Hollywood sendiri diwujudkan oleh orang Yahudi. Antara pengarah dan penerbit, Steven Spielberg, Mel Brooks, Oliver Stone, Aaron Spelling (Beverly Hills 90210), Neil Simon (The Odd Couple), Andrew Vaina (Rambo 1- 2-3), Michael Man (Starsky and Hutch), Milos Forman (One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest), Douglas Fairbanks (The Thief Of Baghdad) and Ivan Reitman (Ghostbusters) - semuanya adalah Yahudi.

Mempengaruhi

Washington yang merupakan ibu negara Amerika Syarikat, mempunyai satu pertubuhan lobi yang amat berkuasa. Ia dikenali sebagai Jawatankuasa Hal Ehwal Awam Amerika Israel (AIPAC) yang berupaya mempengaruhi Kongres meluluskan resolusi memuji dan 'membuat apa saja' demi Israel.

Tahukah lagi bahawa William James Sidis dengan IQ 250-300 ialah manusia tercerdik. Dia ialah Yahudi.

Jadi, mengapa mereka ini terlalu berkuasa?

Jawapannya: Pendidikan, pelajaran, ilmu.

Mengapa umat Islam terlalu lemah?

Dianggarkan 1,476,233,470 Muslim di atas muka bumi Allah ini. Satu bilion di Asia, 400 juta di Afrika, 44 juta di Eropah dan enam juta di Amerika. Setiap lima insan manusia ialah Muslim. Setiap seorang Hindu ada dua orang Islam, setiap seorang Buddha ada dua orang Islam dan setiap seorang Yahudi ada beratus orang Islam. Mengapa orang Islam terlalu lemah?

Ini jawapannya: Terdapat 57 negara anggota OIC dan jika dicampur semua cuma ada kira-kira 500 buah universiti; atau sebuah universiti untuk setiap tiga juta orang Islam.

AS mempunyai 5,758 universiti dan India ada 8,407. Pada 2004, Shanghai Jiao Tong Universiti membuat kajian 'Kedudukan Akademik Universiti-universiti Dunia' - dan menakjubkan - tiada satu pun universiti-negara Islam yang berada di puncak 500.

Data yang dikumpul dari UNDP, tahap celik huruf di negara maju ialah hampir 90 peratus dan 15 negara itu mempunyai 100 peratus celik huruf. Negara majoriti penduduk Islam, purata kadar celik huruf ialah sekitar 40 peratus dan tiada negara yang mempunyai 100 peratus semuanya celik huruf.

Sekitar 98 peratus penduduk di negara maju menamatkan sekurang-kurang sekolah rendah, sementara hanya 50 peratus di negara majoriti Islam. Sekitar 40 peratus penduduk di negara maju memasuki universiti, sementara hanya 2 peratus di negara majoriti Islam.

Negara-negara majoriti Islam mempunyai 230 ahli sains bagi setiap (per) sejuta penduduk. Di AS 4,000 per sejuta, Jepun 5,000 per sejuta. Di seluruh negara Arab, penyelidik sepenuh masa ialah 35,000 dan hanya 50 juruteknik per sejuta (berbanding di negara maju 1,000 juruteknik per sejuta).

Negara Islam membelanjakan 0.2 peratus daripada KDNK untuk penyelidikan dan pembangunan (R&D) sebaliknya, di negara maju membelanjakan 5 peratus daripada KDNKnya.

Kesimpulan: Dunia Islam kurang keupayaan untuk menghasilkan ilmu pengetahuan.

Akhbar harian yang dibaca oleh setiap 1,000 orang dan jumlah judul buku yang dibaca oleh setiap sejuta orang adalah dua angka tunjuk bagi menentukan sama ada ilmu pengetahuan disalurkan ke dalam masyarakat.

Di Pakistan, hanya ada 23 akhbar harian per 1,000 rakyat Pakistan sementara nisbah di Singapura ialah 360. Di UK, jumlah judul buku per juta orang ialah 2,000 sementara di Mesir ialah 20.

Kesimpulan: Dunia Islam gagal menyalurkan ilmu pengetahuan.

Yang menariknya, jumlah terkumpul KDNK tahunan 57 buah negara ahli OIC ialah di bawah AS$2 trilion. Amerika sahaja, menghasilkan barangan dan perkhidmatan bernilai AS$12 trilion, China AS$8 trilion, Jepun AS$3.8 trilion dan Jerman AS$2.4 trilion.

Pengeluar minyak yang kaya, Arab Saudi, UAE, Kuwait, Qatar secara rangkuman menghasilkan barangan dan perkhidmatan (rata-rata minyak) bernilai AS$500 bilion; Sepanyol sahaja menghasilkan barangan dan perkhidmatan bernilai lebih AS$1 trilion, Poland AS$489 bilion dan Thailand AS$545 bilion.

Jadi, mengapa orang Islam tidak berkuasa dan orang Yahudi paling berkuasa?

Jawapannya ialah: Kurangnya ilmu. Kurangnya pendidikan dan kurangnya pelajaran.

so..it means we can do something...

what is nature will alweys be a nature

2009-01-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

phewww after a week working non stop morning shift..today is my offday huahuahua bantai tido la..akhirnye huhuuh nothing much to say..just yesterday i chat with my frenz n suddenly terpikir..about fitrah..

we..human interact with nature no matter how hard u try to avoid or prevent it..n u cant pretend that ure not instead it is yes..example..biasenye perempuan mmg ske bende2 cantik nih n they alweys be flattered if kalo ade org puji..n actually we love it huhu

we also want to love n to be loved by someone..

n talking about seks education..there is a lot of things government n parents try to do..to ensure budak2 kecik2 nih tak terpengaruh..takleh tgk tv..n mcm2la..but lumrah dunie..human will alweys interact with nature..whether in a gewd way or not..dat is why we have feelings..feel to cry..to laugh..to realize..feel symphaty..feel guilty and any sort of feelings..

that makes me think about israel n gaza.. be frank i dunno that much about this war n that makes me feel guilty..while im so comfortable here with tiny probs..they face with such an experince that no one ever think n dream bout it..power n politics..urghh what a defection to world..but my question is...what kind of nature this shit israel interact with?

hmmm..there is one day..my boss have a debate with one english..ofcourse about this war n about all the war before..my boss so emotional if it comes about war n his country..kiteorg ug lain jd saksi je tgk..but ade satu soklan this english nih tnyr wat aku rase nak marah..he said..'if u tink that US N n our country are wrong cz create a war n makes people suffer without feel symphaty..so why u come to our country n have business here n live here peacefully..why dont u stay in ur country n fighting n helps ur people there?

urghh come on mannnnn..the way u said it like that things so easy..i know some of us can only feel symphaty n feel guilty without trying to do anything just that we can recite doa n contribute some money..but it is gewd we still have that feeling compare to urself! it is not about who they are...just because of u are not in our 'group' so that u just keep watching n make a statement that hurt people..you still a human..n nature rules says we interact with symphaty n peace..wut if ure in their shoes? what would u do man?
n my boss says..what is wrong if we live in ur country peacefully..we have that right n we pay tax here n we never create problem here..n you..urself can stil live here because of our money..so dont talk to much...
hurmm...i knew...ade betul jugak ngn statement org putih nih sikit bnyak..dear God please forgive me for all my wrongdoing n berilah kesejahteraan kepada org muslim yg teraniaya...

sakit!!

2008-12-25T17:45:00.000-08:00

1-today i cut my finger very badly mase potong mushroom wawawa sakit terhiris=(
boleh bukak tutup lg luke die half of my fingers..the worst ever.. i thought my finger mcm takleh diselamatkan lg..im gonna die!! huhu..but Alhamdulillah nampak mcm okey but dunno..still bleeding lg..habis lantai kotor ngn my blood..nak pengsan tgk darah..taknak jd doctor!
2-do u know wut is the meaning of hypertension?.. i dunno as well
but now..i knew wut is hyper tension.. in my hypotesis..hypertension means korang bnyak sngt masalah n only u the one who can solve it..and it comes consecutively without knowing when all this porblem can be sort out n deep inside ur heart there is something u hide n waiting to come out,ur physical energy are very low,u not sleep well
..n u are away from people u love.everything mixed up n just waiting to blow out.
finally when it reach the maximum level...u crying u crying n u crying without no one knows why n u also dunno which problems that makes u cry..n u even cant stop crying n think wise until something or someone hurt u deliberately or not..then u will be ok n conscious n then u can interact with surrounding normally ....dats is hypertension....
3-in my case..
im okey because ive cut my fingers...
but the reason why i cut my fingers..bukan sengaje ek ,terpotong..huhu tak leh bgtau.. rahsie..=) but the gewd things behind it.. now im ok..n i feel release..
the bad things...there is a plenty of way u can choose to settle up that problem..as wut i have told u..something or someone hurt u deliberately or not..because it give reflection straight to ur brain to think..but sometymes people takes an easy way..commit suicide ,drugs,drink and any sort of matter which is islam really2 prohibit u to do it....anyway it doesnt worth it at all..not worth to urself,ur mom especially and all people around u...
4-conclusion..the best way to control ur hypertension is by keep on praying to God..trust me..God will helps u definitely..like me..He give me a way to realize it by terpotong jari(might be)
Allah sngt adil..n God only test us with things that we can control n He will not test us something that beyond of our strenght..n it makes our life colourful..reminder for me n all of you..

so..be happy..be positive n think wise...like my mum said..all people will have problems just that we dunno till what time n day this problem will be resolve n try to be patient n pray to Allah alweys till that day arrive=) Allah bersame org2 yg sabar... terime kasih semue kerane membantu=)

dear God..please forgive me for all my wrongdoing..

penat=(

2008-12-24T18:41:00.001-08:00

semlm dah bising hrnih kene keje..* refer to my previous post{chewah cam ade je org bace huhuhu} tp bile pk baik buruk..hmm takpe la ikhlas kan hati..
so pg td pgla keje dgn bersemangat..semangt nih..

selepas 5 jam..

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
malang btol nasib..kene keje sorang2..just imagine..today is among the busiest day in 365 days yela mlm krismas..but howcome they left me alone..to answer 3 phone..making 62 ++ orders 2-3 pizza+starters+ doing opening+ closing(moping n wut so ever)+ doing driver punye chores..making dough!..pnat kay utk kudrat pompuan nih huhu n + closing driver punye job( cuci pinggan mangkuk semue) ...wawawawa penat..n from 11.30 am i start working..bru sempat duduk around 10.00 pm...uish korang bayangkan la korang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huwawawawa penat..... plus..today im working 13 hours..leh sampai malaysia kot naik flight huhu..

tp paling tak larat huhu teringat kat lasagne yg nak dekat setaun diidamkan wawawa
tp siyes..org lain maybe bole.. but myself..i cant work for 2 shift alone..
n 1 st tyme in almost a year im working at that restaurant..today i make pizza sambil menagis kay..dah tak larat sangt..huwaaaa i dunno how the pizza's taste..makin sedap kot..

tp..to make it clear....im not crying because im weak
n im not crying because im not accepting fate..
or even giving up..
just that im crying because im so tired.....siyesly so tired.....

sampai kan rase nak campak je telephone tuh kalo berbunyi n dah niat dah dalam hati bile jawap phone ngn customer nak cakap sorry we are closing or terase nak cabut jap wayar tepon tuh huhu..tp pk kan amanah..
islam teach us perfectly with supreme manners ..
hmm because of dat reason..wayar tak cabut..telephone angkat n jawap dengan suare yg lembut..what would u order sir? n phone tuh still ade dekat tempat nye..huhu

hopes tommorow will be better than today..dear God please forgive me for all my wrong doing..
rindu....
rindu mama..
rindu ayah...
rindu ajat...
rindu d...
rindu semue org kat malaysia!!!!

geram!!!!!

2008-12-23T13:28:00.000-08:00

okey..geram...
why?...
hmm because why on earth when im about attending some makan2 my boss call me to go for a work? just becoz of ur 'gf' want attending christmas party so i need to replace her??
n why..u only call me when there is no one working..then u left me like kind of s**t?
n why..im so kind to him n everytime i will always answer it with YES..why didnt say NO.
it is all about MONEY.. as i know..if im not working.. i dont have money..but why on earth in all 365 days in a year..when im about to go somewhere u call me at that tyme and ruin my planning n make me miss every single things ..why dont u call when im dying looking for a job or when im dying becoz im so bored..am i dat loser??

come on esma..be patient..everything happens with reason..
but..it such a bad feelings..n everytime u need to be positive..
its okey..let them enjoy=) hmm they work so hard..
sometymes u feel like giving up..n u tink like ur 'rezeki' actually not in london..
but wut u've start u need to finish it..

u alweyz pray to Allah supaye di murahkan rezeki..n now God give u rezeki..so just be thankful n sacrifice ur happiness..enjoy it!!! enjoy every moment u had....enjoy!!! insyaAllah ade hikmah..
dear God please forgive me for all my wrongdoing.....

n besok ade lasagne..wawawawa dah lame mengidam=(

manchester~

2008-12-17T10:33:00.000-08:00

okey..im so depress ryte now n i dunno what should i write here but i have to write something here becoz im so depress.. oh goshhh my life so miserable ryte now n i dunt hav money at all..how can u live in london without money???? hmm Allah sangat adil..

last few days i went to manchester visit my kazen..i hav a gewd tyme there n it such a release after a month struggling with book n fighting with my boss..i almost forgot bout everything in london but still... u cant running from ur real life ait? n now im back in london n with a soooooo sooo much tense..i really hate dis situation but i knew..i need to n i hav to face it up. Dear God..i really need ur helps. i hav no idea...please forgive me for all my wrongdoing..

ok back to the main point...'manchester' huhu

1st day- start kuar rumah bout 10 o clock n my bus depart at 11 am..dalam hati..insyaAllah sempat sampai..n sepatutnye mmg sempat pon.but the fact is..tak sempat!!!! kiteorg sampai kat victoria station 10 minutes to 11 n from the 1st step i step out from that really2- slow- train..i just keep running wishing that kiteorg tak kene tinggal bas..huh sangt penat n sampai2 je kat station bus..bus bergerak meninggalkan kami..what a day~ n.. instead of we paid 10 pound for that return ticket n booked about a month earlier so that we can get that 10 pound price..now i need to pay 23 pound not for return ticket but for only 1 way ticket kay..and all together it cost me 10+23 =33 pound journey to manchester..urghh u can go to paris n spain for that amount of money..pengajaran..esma !!! tolong jgn lambat... n it is very2 gewd lesson for me..n plus..in that '33 pound' bus for 5 hour journey kiteorg duduk sebelah org minum 3 tin arak..oh my god bau die tuhan jela tau n plus me n kak eka bergilir2 masuk toilet muntah huahuahua n plus toilet tuh bersebelahan dgn kami huhu bau? dont ask me to describe it..i knew everyone familar with it..huhu wut a journey n its like 10 hours journey instead of 5 huhu tobat simpan duit naik train huahuahua
day 2-yeay best..pg outside manchester..bury..uish barang die sangt murah kay n im so lucky cz my kazen belanje beli 3 helai baju n sehelai seluar huhuhu thank u kak d!!! muahx! love you! oh ye before pg bury tuh kak d ade la siapkan map hahaha tak jalan sungguh sebab sesat jugak..isk mmg nak elakkan la map kalo bole huhu
day3-tgk stadium manchester of course..tp duit tade so tgk n taking picture jela huahuahua but still..ok la tuh kan..hehe oh ye n pg sekolah melayu kat manchester..best tau sebab yela..in my opinion if u decide to study abroad or to have family outside malaysia..the 1st priority condition that u need to fulfill is tinggal berdekatan dgr community melayu..it is not worth it if u have a nice house n gewd place but there is no malaysian..trust me it such a weird feeling tau..tak kisah la sebaik mane pon mat salleh tp i tink malaysian it the best huhuhu n of course kalo korang teringin nak makan malaysian punye food senang nak cr nnt..cz tak semue bende kite bole masak kan2 huhu
day4- okey..today my bus sepatutnye bergerak pukol 4.30 tp i thought 3.00 pm huhu punyela berie bgun n kuar awal2 huhu tp oklah cz plan to meet my friends -literally but substances die it such a long story but its gewd..cz we like know each other for a long tyme n we both sharing a lot of story together..hmm remind me the gewd old days..sedey nak tinggalkan manchester n kne tinggalkan syakir yg sngt comel huhu..Alhamdulillah naik bas balik ke london ok..huhu sebab dah makn pil muntah huahua..

now..here i am..in london..struggling to survive..now i knew how it feel u live in london with only 1 pound in ur pocket huhu but..i knew everything happens must be a reason..n i just pray to Allah..hopes everything will be ok..Dear God..please give me strength to live in this so big big world..

heyya~

2008-12-09T08:48:00.000-08:00

heyloo..huhu

actually i just sign up this blog~

huhu macam menarik plak..

up to this post..i just copy paste from my frenster's blog

sje nak nampak bnyak huhu

nyway enjoy ur reading~ huhu

nmpak cam sape? uhuk hehe

life in uk part 12

2008-12-09T08:38:00.002-08:00

when things goes wrong..there is no one you have to put all the blame on..only u should bring it on..because life is not all about u..life is about everything..and everything conspire to bring ur life..up to where it should be..and ure the one who make it worst or better..as what u want it to be..
when things goes wrong..dont be sad n cheer up..after all that things happens..there must be a reason..hidden in somewhere n someplace..somehow u will realize itmaybe today..tommorow..or never..
when things goes wrong..remember there is someone who alweys be there for you..dont ever feel alienated..as world alweys appreciate you..as ure priceless..only u..one and only..in the big big world..

life in uk part 11

2008-12-09T08:38:00.001-08:00

urrrrgggggh i just finish doin my revision..stress jap wacc..m&m no tax..with tax..CAPM blbla bla bla..why on earth they make that things so complicated lol huhu..almost a year i live in uk huhu but my post only in total of 11 hahaha nampak beno malasnye huhu tp orait la consider 1for a month huhu..hurm..since last dec..i have met a lot of people here..with diff story n diff history..from afghanistan,pakistan,india,bangladesh n all over the country huhu n they came to london for the sake of to change n improve their life..same la kite..but the differences are..we come here for study and they come here for running towards a better life and leave their miserable life..u will never know how suffer they are..
actually some of them are very rich at their own country..their life there was very gewd..with a well name family background and trust me..like my bos if he still at afghanistan ryte now..he nearly become a doctor..but the question is? why they decide to move out from that kind of gewd life and moving to a very2 difficult life here without no one give a damn cares bout u or even a respectful life.. nothing..
i always tink bout that and now i knew wut the answers are..
hmm sometyme u stuck with that kind of life..not because of u dont want to get rid from it or u dont want to improve urself for a better life..but the thing is u cant n couldnt..that is how the nature works..like wut poelho coelho said..in ur life nature and all people conspire together to make a story n series of ur life..so in my point of view..life is like dramas..ure the main actor for the whole story..so if u..urself try to get rid from ur post..that drama wont be a drama n all the people who acting as co actor will suffer as well because u have destroy whole over the story..thats why sometymes u stuck with ur own life and just accept ur destiny with faith that it will getting better from yesterday..as there is some heart to be care..
sometymes when i saw my manager and his father..i feel sorry with them as his past is full n load of grief..war..life in prison..working 7 days morning n nite for the whole year..and many more..but now i understand..if they dont decide to choose this kind of life n try to escape it alone..what will happens to his sister,family n mum?? they just accept it for the sake of their family n to protect them..urgh WAR killing a lots of soul n killing a lots of hope..
huhu quite emotion isnt it? huhu so kenkawan..Allah only grant u with one life..n u know urself better than others..so make it worth it becoz for the next 20 years u will rememories it whether wif crying or laughing..reminder for myself n u=)

life in uk part 10

2008-12-09T08:37:00.001-08:00

selamat hari raye kepade semue kenkawan!!!! huhu mintak maaf zahir dan batin kalo aku ade terkasar bahase atau pon wat salah ngn korang..hmm tak sangke tahun nih aku beraye without family d london..tula..Allah tuh berkuase..u cant even imagine what will happens to you for 5 minute next..tp atleast aku rase jugak ape perasaan raye kat tempat org nih without family..
malam raye…
wawawa aku target raye hr rabu tp rupe2nye raye hari selase..dah la hr selase tuh aku keje ngn class hehe tuh yg kalo bole nak raye hr rabu..tp kire london nih raye awal sehari dr malaysia..malam raye tuh tah macam mane..aku stat plak demam..tp masih berade dlm early stage lg la huhu malam raye tuh kiteorg raye kat umah abg nazirul.1st tyme aku pakai bju kurung mase tuh setelah hampir 10 bulan aku dok UK huhu sejuk seh..sampai kat tulang..hai..padehal blom winter lg..mase kat umah abg nazirul tuh..kiteorg ramai2 takbir hr raye..wawawa actualy 1st takbir tuh je dah wat hati aku sebak..tp mesti aa cover..segan hehe tp mase tuh aku terpk satu bende..kat malaysia kalo nak dgr takbir senang je..bukak tv ade takbir..kat masjid pon ade org takbir so kite mcm tak kisah sngt walaupon takbir tuh wat kite sedih tapi bg aku perasaan take forgranted tuh stil ade..tp kat sini..tv tak tayang masjid pon susah nk dgr so kne ramai2 berkumpul same2 takbir.. kite yg kene berusehe..hmm mase tuh la bru aku appreciate sngt takbir tuh n masetuh la aku nampak kepimpinan lelaki bile lead takbir..siyes..sayu jer dgr.hmm pastuh dah takbir kiteorg same2 makan..nasi kerabu,rendang n semue la cukup syarat..huhu yg aku nih jarang makan nasi kerabu..bru nk belajar la konon huhu kne belajar nih hehe ade ker aku ingt kuah nasi kerabu tuh kuah roti canai hehe sedap plak aku makan haha..pastuh kiteorg main mercun!!! tp kne cover2 takut mat2 salleh nih wat report police sebab bising..actually mlm raye nih semue tgh beremosi tp semue try to be happy n pretend that everything was fine n try meriahkn suasana..tp aku tau..dlm kepale msing2 semue tgh pkir n ingat bende lain hmm tp itu lumrah dunia..bile bende tuh dah takde bru kite rase appreciate..n actualy dat things wat our brain working, thinking n refleks die kite bersyukur n learn.. learn.. n learn n belajar erti menerime..like i hav said before..Allah create our life sngt cantik..
1st raye..
demam aku makin menjadi2..tekak aku sakit..serak mcm ella dah suare aku..tak rupe pompuan bercakap..kalo cakap perlahan pon sebatu bole dgr huhu dgn tak cukup tido nye sebab excited nak beraye n pakai bju raye huhu kebaye lg tau2 hehe ade class tp aku ponteng hehe siyes mind aku mesti tade kat class la kalo aku pg pon..takpe2 pas raye aku pk nnt aku study rerajin hehe demam mane leh g class kan hahah alasan nih nak cover rase bersalah huhu so pg2 tuh gerak aa g malaysia hall..uish ramai beno rupeye rakyat mlaysia d london hehe pg tuh tak sempat make up..aku g make up kat tube..huahuahua lantak org tgk ngn baju kebaye hehe hrnih hari raye..dlm hati aku hehe tp demam aku trok nih..degil nak jugak beraye..after semyg raye n borak2 n tgkap gambar..stat la raye kat umah2 yg aku knal..tak bnyak pon..hrtuh 2 umah je..satu umah kak izma satu lg umah duta malaysia kat london huhu dkat umah kak izma aku telan 2panadol..on the way nak g umah duta malaysia tuh hujan plak..nasib baik kawan aku nih baik..ade satu payung je mase tuh.disebabkan aku demam..aku la dapat pakai payung tuh..bg la credit kat tuan punye payung haha tp siyes..aku beruntung dapat kawan2 yg baik..diorg semue riso jer tgk aku demam..thanks korang sebab amik berat..kat umah duta tuh..uish lawa gile kot umah die n besar..makan pon sedap..lg ramai la jumpe org mase tuh..tp sayang..nikmat rase nak makan tuh Allah tarik sekjap so aku makan sikit je..tp nasib baik tarik sekjap dr selame2 nye..hmm tp kalo tak..aku rase gile bnyak kot aku makan kalo tak malu hehe rais yatim po ade dtg mase tuh..then after tuh..aku pon balik..sebab nak rush g kje..sian kan aku hehe berkerje di hari raye..tp aku wat muke2 sakit..dgn harapan bos aku kasi la aku balik haha.. tak jalan..lg die tinggal ka aku sorang2 n pg beraye adela..sedey gile mase tuh..tp aku dok pk..takyah pentingkan diri sendiri..org lai pon nak beraye..uish tp terok kot..peing gile mase tuh..wat piza..bawang ker cendawan ker semue aku nampak kaler pink huhu n terbatuk2 aku..bos aku tgk aku terok sgt hehe die bg aku balik awal..hehe aku pe lg..grab that chance la tp peluag yg ade tuh..aku gne ka sebaik2 nye hehe sebab aku pk alang2 raye,,raye habis habisan2 huhu kenkawan aku semue g umah abg mat..mesti la aku tak ak dok sengsorang..tp aku sampai je umah abg mat n kak sally..bende pertame aku wat..aku telan panadol 2 biji..aku naik bilik diorg..aku tido..zzzzzz…siyes..tak larat gile n pening sngt..dah tak kisah dah org dtg ker makan ker..sampai la semue dah balik huhu tringgal housemate aku je terime kasih la kat abg mat n kak sally sebab jd kakak n abg aku kat london nih..diorg baik..diorg selalo bg aku makan kalo2 aku teringin nak makan hehe terase soronok plak hehe tula..Allah tarik satu tempat die akan ganti dgn tempat lain..setiap org dapat bhgian2 dia..n aku tau..bhgian aku..Allah bg dgn aku dapat kawan2 yg baik2 n layan je aku kat sini..teirme kasih semue..huhu korank bnyak tolong aku=)..cukup la syarat hari raye aku..huhu ponteng klass+demam+keje+hujan=hari raye huhu
papepo..di hari raye nih..aku nak sedekah kan Alfatihah kat atuk aku yg setiase bg aku support utk aku berjaye..nenek aku yg jge aku tanpe knal erti penat, n semue umat islam yg telah meniggal dunie..mitak maaf tak dapat pg kubur d pagi raye..tp doa sentiase dlm ingatan..semoge roh mereke dicucuri rahmat..
mama,ayah,ajat..ema mintak maaf bnyak2 atas salah silap ema.. ema mintak maaf sebab tak dapat raye same2.ema takkan sia2 kan. pengorbanan mama ngn ayah..tunggu ema balik kay mama n ayah..
kepade nik abdul majid..terime kasih kerane menunggu=)..selamat hari raye n mintak maaf kalo ade silap dan salah atau terkasar bahase.. insyaAllah..if Allah said so..mase nye akan dtg jugak..walaupon dgn care yg senang atau pon susah.. thanks for everythings.
iza,izaty,kak eka,kak eita..terime kasih bnyak2 kerane menceriekan hari saye..tanpe diorg aku tak mugkin masih bartahan di bumi london nih..terima kasih bnyak2 n halal kan makan minum aku n maafkan segale salah dan silap aku..terime kasih kerane menjadi housemate n kakak2 yg sngt baik..walaupon semue geli aku ngaku aku adik huhu tp deep inside my heart..jutaan terime kasih n bersyukur kerane knal korang..terime kasih..
ware,arep,pedeg,kamal,abg mat n kak sally..terime kasih jugak kerane menjdi sebahagian dr jalan cerite kehidupan aku di london..korang bnyak berjase dlam sedar tak sedar ade yg tersngt bnyak berjase n ade jugak yg sikit jer..tp aku still appreciate jugak hehe..kalo nak tau ape..tnyr in person huahuahua mintak maaf zahir dan batin..
kawan2 aku kat sambest..terutame faz,piah,eka,adi,ama,raihan,mieza,dayah..selamat hari raye n mintak maap jugak..tak sabar nak balik malaysia n aku teringt waktu2 pose n terawikh kat sambet dulu..siyes waktu yg paling best dlm hidup aku huhu
kawan2 aku kat uitm..terutame maryam,fareha,wani,suk,tim,ain,kak pah,akeen,hazie dan semue yg name2 tak disebut..mintak maap jugak n siyes rindu gile kat korang!! nak main futsal n nak makan ngn korang!!! tunggu aku balik ek huhu
maap zahir batin jugak kat sedare2 aku..anis,ila , tika,juan,abg sharin, ila n semue batch2 aku la..korang mmg best!!! tak sabar nak habiskan duit korang huhuhu
senang cte..kepade semue yg namenye tak disebut..dengan rase rendah diri..aku mintak maaf zahir batin n jgn terase..faizah..n tykah,n lain2 slamat hari raye!!!

life in uk part 9

2008-12-09T08:36:00.002-08:00

hmm aku skrg tgh dok dgr lgu..ntah la tbe2 harinih rase mode blues..without knowing the cause of it..sometymes we push too hard to be somebody..we want to be like this n like that..but fot what? to satisfied diri sendiri ker org lain? its gewd if u know what will happens to you next..Allah create all da things happened sangat cantik with all da reason n dgn cara macam mane that things happened n somehow after all dat things happened, u cry or u laugh..final point..u knew how gewd it is .. how thankful u re..because with it..uve learn something n sometymes mybe its too late for you too realize..
hmm . ‘if only’..i can return back to my past..
if only..i know my future..
hmm sometymes life flattering us a lot n buat kite lupe sape kite…
for this moment..i just hope..i can be somebody..somebody in my point of view..before its too late..
ya Allah..ampukanlah dosa ku..dan seluruh umat manusia..

life in uk part 8

2008-12-09T08:36:00.001-08:00

heyloo=) borink laa..kawan2 semue dah masuk study~ huhu how can i make my life meaningful??? sometymes when my frenz not around and leave me alone in our home sweet home make me thinking..bout my life..whether hav i achieve something or not for 21 years i live on the earth and under wonderful blue skies..hmm the answer is na~there is a lot of things i havent achieve yet n there is much more obstacle in front that i must get through..but i still proud with wut ive achieved..Alhamdulillah n i will try to improve myself day by day..cz i want to be somebody n i want to be remember as a gewd person and of course i want to be in everybody hearts even for a tiny little things..it is better then never is it?dis evening..when i was working..hehe there is something happens makes me remind of something that happens like 5 month ago..ohu..there is one day..i was working alone..then..while im doin my chores.one black man came in..n asked me whether i hav money or not..he said he from mekah.and he said for Allah sake..i really need 10 pound to refill my petrol.cz i dunt hav any cash..my sis use my card and sort of..then he try to convince me wif all the gewd words..but that tyme i stil feel doubt to belive till he said waAllahi huhu cam terkejut jugak mase tuh huhu n he said he just live around here..n he really need that money cz die nak g heathrow.uish..mase tuh i was like..nak bg ker tak nak..huhu then i said..give me ur phone number..cz hehe ingat kan dat way cam selamat la kan..n that guy bg pulak no phone tuh huhu n in fact it was a real number cz i try rang his number in front of him huhu mase tuh mmg pk insyaAllah selamat duit aku huhupastuh nak dijadikan cerite hehe i took my purse n there is my only n only 10 pound haha n i said to him..plzzzz dont cause me trouble n dont lie to me cz i ve only 10 pound left n hehe i showed him my purse and he knows that is only money i ve..pastuh die cakap..waAllahi die akan pulangkan balik n die sebut macam2 la..subhanaAllah,Allah huakbar..selagi bolehehe tapi to make it short..mmg die tipu pon..tak pnah muncul dah pastuh and i never try to call him cz rase macam malas la nak berie utk seploh pound tuh..anggap tade rezeki..but the thing is..kalo kat london nih..uish jgn la percaye kat org2 yg bersumpah pakai name Allah nih..u never know.. but at the same tyme..rase cam sedey jugak la..cz they play around with that things..trust me..mase tuh kalo die tak sebut WaAllahi mmg takkan bg duit tuh..kite org islam..bile dah sampai satu tahap..swear wif that words of course kite akan tolong sesame kite kan..cz that is only things yg bole buat kite mcm yakin nak tolong dgn org seagame eventhough kite tak knal..so nih nak jdkan pengajaran hehe tak semue org macam yg kite harapkan..different people diff mentality..huhu

life in uk part 7

2008-12-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

hmm..dah lame tak tulis blogs..ohu..baru perasan..bile rase sngt sedey baru nak tulis blog..kalo tak hehe..actually bukan tade pape berlaku past few month nih..there is a lot of things happens..up and down..biasele..
june harituh busy exam..wawawa tak taula bole pass tak.huhu tapi..hopefully pass cz sangt dah berusehe..uish2..tido lambat bgun awal kot hehe.hmm takut nak pk!!!!! hehe but the most important things is..of course taknak let down my parents..mish them so much!!!!! oh my god..rindu!!!
then after abes exam tuh..pg spain..huhu siyes lawa gle spain..tp just pg crodova n grananda je..kalo ade rezeki nak g madrid ngn barcelona plak huhuhuhu the weather almost similar to malaysia..just malysia terik but granada nih ade angin..but nice place to visit..siyes
huhu al-hambra palace tuh..cant even describe with word! subahanaAllah sangt cantik n u cant imagine how long they build the castle n how long they curve the wall with all the beautiful words about Allah n our prophet..trust me..it makes u proud bout islam..n very romantic place huhu kalo nak g honeymoon hehe..oh..n terlupe plak..all architect n engineer semue impress cara diorg wat fountain yg mengalir n takkan putus..siyes..dats why i said..i cant describe it with words..but i love to share my experience wif all of u guys.. patutla org kate lg jauh kite jalan lg kite rase Allah itu sangat Berkuase..tgkla my pic holiday kat spain kay2 hehehe
lg ape ek jadi hehe after balik dari holiday tuh..my frenz datang from malaysia.actually dia dtg nak lawat her sis tp coincidence dkat pulak dgn umah kiteorg..so ape lg grab that chance la..uish siyes..2 weeks with them is the happiest week in my entire weeks in london..thanks kak pah n akeen..mish you babe! thank u so much! kiteorg jalan2 pg arsenal stadium,chalsea stadium,oxford n all the tourist attraction place la n dalam kiteorg jalan2 tuh..ade la jumpe sorg mamat nih haha mamat malaysia yg jalan sorang2 di london huhu..very nice n funny haha mind the gap!! hahaha sorry ek dj faz kalo bace hahaha but wif them ive learn a lot of things.n sangat banyak bende2 kelakar..kak pah tertingal bas..akeen hilang purse-ops yg nih tak kelakar tapi haha kelakar jugak hehe
dah ngantuk la hehe nanti sambung lg laa kay hehe banyak bende nak cte tp tula..mood tak sampai lg ohu..mish malaysia!!! mish my family!!! mish my frenz!!!! n mish D!!!! ……….

life in uk part 6

2008-12-09T08:34:00.000-08:00

hye kawan2!! hehe dunno why..but today im feel happy hehe..best2! hehe=) by da way..hehe im going to manchester dis friday! meet my cousin there..tak sabar rasenye huhu tp sekarang nih demam wawa +selseme+batuk huhu
sebenarnye nak story kat korank bout my home sweet home punye story..hehe..before dis kan i have told you dat i live at eastham..but kat sane..aku tinggal berdua je wif iza exclude zaty..so every weekend kiteorg selang seli..kjap zaty tido eastham kjap kiteorg datang paddington tido sane..actualy it cost us a lot..in terms of traveling and mase laa..tyme is persious babe! hehe..so discuss punye discuss kiteorg decide nak tinggal serumah..so bermule la pengembaraan kami mencari rumah huhu
kay..kisah pertame..huhu disebabkan nak cari rumah yg selese n murah nih sangat susah..hehe kiteorg pon try laa bukak website..cari rumah yg dekat ngan kolej n murah..cari punye cari..tbe2 ternampak satu rumah nih..harge 400 pound sebulan 2 bedroom dkat zone 2..huhu kalo bahagi 3 mmg tak sampai 150 la kan lg la zone 2..harge umah semue mmg mahal tahap gaban la..uish murah sangat la tuh..dok mara hostel pon 150 nih satu umah 150 mmg best gle..cam happy jer..pastuh excited la hantar email kat tuan punye umah..pastuh tuan punye umah tuh reply..die sent pic of dat house..pergh!! tak tipu!! lawa gle! kaler orange n sangat kemas! huhu lagi la buat hati tertarik.hmm pastuh landord nih cite..die kate..die letak harge umah tuh murah sebab die mmg tak kisah pon pasal duit..die doctor n die just nak org jage umah die elok2 je..dats why die bg umah tuh murah n before dis..die pnah kene tipu wif somebody so die sekrg btol2 nak pilih tenant yg btol2 jujur huhu n da best things is..die rase kiteorg nih takkan tipu die..wawa best gle mase tuh..so kiteorg pon decide nak sewa umah tuh..n die cakap kalo nak sewa..kene byar deposit 500 pound..n syarat die..kene wat kat western union duit tuh..ops! western union tuh ape ek? huhu aku pon baru tau..western union nih cam money transfer..lebey kurang bank draft laa.. cz die nak tgk kiteorg nih mmg btol2 ader duit 500 pound tuh..huhu penerime n penghantar die tak kisah sape just die nak tgk 500 pound tuh ader resit..aku dah pelik dah mase tuh..hmmcam dah tak sdap hati..tapi cam tawakal je mase tuh..n die kate buat pukol seploh pg besoknye..huhu dah la malam tuh tido lambat.cam terbayang2 umah idaman yg bakal diduduki huhu..besoknye..tgk2 jam..pukol 9.45..zaty ngan kelam kabut..bgun..tros pg western union..huhu berlari2 die..1st kedai yg wat western union tuh charge 80 pound service..gle ape! huhu pastuh kiteorg suro try next kdai plak..next kedai..35 pound..so bahagi 3..10 sorang so..go on la wat kat kdai tuh..huhu dah lambat nih..nak kene scan lg receipt western union nih..
dipendekkan cite..hal2 money transfer tuh settle..receipt tuh kiteorg scan n emailkan dkat landlord tuh..zaty wat..die penghantar..aku penerime..so kiteorg ingt n tau la duit tuh tak g mane..tapi masalah nye..mase tuh btol2 tak tau..kalo penerime tuh nak claim duit tuh kne pakai ape..pastuh..Alhamdulillah la..Allah btol2 nak tolong kiteorg..kiteorg btol2 mase tuh banyak2 doa huhu takut kene tipu..Landlord tuh email kiteorg..cakap receipt tuh tak clear..so die nak tau number receipt tuh..nih dah pelik aa nih..kiteorg dah tunjuk bukti dah receipt western tuh..apesal lak nak number die kan..pastuh kiteorg call org western union..tnyr kalo nak tuntut duit tuh camne..die kate..kene bg number receipt identity penerime..sah2 la dalam receipt yg kiteorg scan tuh ader semue detail2 tuh..kiteorg cakap n cite ngan operator tuh..die kate kiteorg btol2 cari nahas..so kiteorg pon..stopkan transaction tuh..ya Allah..mse tuh bersyukur sangat2 Allah mmg nak tolong mase tuh..detail yg kiteorg scan tuh..die tak dapat bace sebab tak jelas..so dats why die terpakse tanyr kiteorg yg membuat kan kiteorg cam terpikir..kalo tak..dan2 tuh die dah kuar kan duit tuh..Alhamdulillah….uish mmg bengang sangat mase tuh n sangat kecewe..tapi bersyukur sangat2 n sangat..kalo tak 500 pound tuh lesap camtuh je..duit sebulan punye cost of living huhu oh terlupe..plus 35 pound yg mmg dah sedie lesap huhu..pastuh..bole landlord yg konon doctor tuh email kiteorg cakap..nape tipu die? asal tak masuk kan duit kat western union tuh..lawyer die g tgk..tapi tade..apeleeeee!!!! tak ker bengong tuh..sah2 la tau die tipu..hurmm kecewe sangat mase tuh..mmg letak harapan btolla kat umah tuh..so dengan perasaan yg kecewe tuh bersame kerugian 35 pound kiteorg g upton park..umah arep ngan ware..huhu sampai jer upton park..duit travel card kiteorg kene deduct sampai 6 pound..uish lg merepek..ape la bad day mase tuh huhu pg tnyr customer service kat situ..die kate kiteorg lupe nak touch out huhu..naseb baik bole alter balik..die kate pasnih jgn wat lg huhu..ngan perasaan sedey campur bengang campur lapo tuh..kiteorg pg umah arep ngan ware..hehe cite aa kat diorg sambil diorg bg makan hehe thanks korang huhu slalo bg kiteorg makan huhu..cam terubat la sikit dapat makan free huhu.

life in uk part 5

2008-12-09T08:33:00.001-08:00

heylo…hurmmm siyesly..there is a lot of things in my mind rite now..past few days nih..huh..really put my patient..at the breakeven of my limit..hehe application of accounting..not so down..but still..dunno wut happens n why..but after quite a long tyme..it comes again..dis feeling..huh..study..tired..give up..sadness.. think bout money and sort of things like dat huh.. oh my God..ampunkan dosa hamba mu ni ya Allah..hmm wawawa..but one thing i realize..now i am stronger enough to deal with it comparing before this with support of my really2 gewd frenz here.. and try to think positif!!!!!and i decide to follow da flow and no need to get worry so much huhu..still young babe..nanti cepat tua kalo dok riso2 nih..ryte?
huhu of course you still keep wondering..why i am like this..is it?? huhu actually..dis evening..i go to my workplace..as usual..and supposed to start at 5.30 pm..hurmm malangnye..i am little bit late..not so late..just 5 minute late..you know wut?? huhu bukak2 jer pintu..my boss yelling at me..go back home!! ure late!! you supposed come at 5.30..not 5.35..bla bla bla n bla..Ohu..i was so shock!! siyesly..never happen like dis..merah muke die marah kat aku..aku diam je..kat depan pintu tuh..hehe dunno wut should i do and say..tp aku paham sangat..kalo boss aku nih marah..tak ley nak cakap ape..diam je..because die slalo rase die bgus..geram aku!! nih tbe2 datang hormon adrenalin nk ngutuk die..hurmm ntah ape ntah yg die dengki ngan aku pon aku tak tau..tp die la jenis org yg kalo bole di elakkan..baikla elakkan..perasan hensem,hot tempered tak tentu pasal n da worst thing is perangai kalahkan pompuan n oh lg satu..lupe nak cakap..he is bachelor yg sedang mencari isteri huhu umor 30 dan tak kawen2 lg..isk isk..feel so sorry for him..isk siyes aku bengang ngan die nih tak pnah aku jumpe org camnih kat malaysia aku ingat manager yg aku keje pizza tuh la pling trok mase aku kat malaysia..rupe2nye ini lg terok tahap maksima nih..actually part 5nih..i would like to share wif u bout my home sweet home punye story..tapi dah geram sngt nih so terpakse jugak cite..pastuh bile die dah jerit2 ngan aku camtuh..n suro aku balik..aku pon balik je le..hehe sambil menangis..hmmm i do accept it is my fault but..aku rase die cam bias gile..pekerje2 die yg len pon pnah lambat..tapi die slalo cari point kat aku huhu..tp mmg btol la..nampak sangt die dengki ngan aku..agaknye sebab dulu die ajak kawen..aku tak nak kot hahaha terkuar jugak akhirnye tapi siyes..huh aku salah sikit je pon die nampak..tension keje ngan die nih sebenarnye..pk kan keje susah je nak dapat..kalo tak dah lame aku cabut.. aku sampai2 umah..aku call izza melalak2..iza dok risau gak..isk kalo aku tau..baik aku g housewarming kat chadwell heath dapat makan huh..tapi tgh2 borak ngan iza..tbe2 boss aku call aku..so aku masuk kje balik..tau die takut..huh coz sunday nih mmg busy gle..hurmm pastuh wat muke ngan aku..eiwww..geram nye aku..die treat aku ngan iza cam budak tak pandai kat sini..huh..
isk isk isk..positif2!!! huhu ala pnat la cite..hehe nanti aku sambung lg ek..tp jgn riso..im happy now huhu di sebalik sedey2 nih..ader la jugak bende2 yg aku happy minggu nih..life is short!! enjoy it!! yeah!! haha nampak sngt dah merepek kan..huhu takpe2 next punye part..aku siyes balik..nih nak lepaskan marah je nih huhuhuhu

life in uk part 4

2008-12-09T08:32:00.002-08:00

huhu korank tau tak..sekarang pukol bape?? 4.30 pg huhu while i was writing dis blog huhu ok..continue my story…alamak..takde feel laa huhu
class? hurm huhu my class located near to london bridge huhu jalan kaki tak sampai seploh minit sampai laa kat london bridge huhu tak lawa pon london bridge tuh..lawa lagi penang bridge hehe..huhu kalo ader class..aku kene naik 2 tube..it takes around 40 minute from my home huhu..tapi tube yg aku naik nih laju..dats why aku kate..kalo aku naik tube nih..cam2 aku bole terpikir..huhu banyak ilham datang mase naik tube nih laa..n macam2 ragam org bole jumpe..
class aku slalo stat 9.45 sampai laa pukol 5 huhu bayangkan laa bape jam aku dalam class n bape tajuk lec bole abis kan huhu mase awal2 tuh awal jugak laa aku datang class hehe tp lelame slalo jer datang lambat..tapi kat sini tak leh datang lambat sangat coz lec ajar mmg laju huhu susah kalo tertinggal hehe tp yg best nye..class kat sini tak banyak..kdg2 sekali seminggu kdg2 tade langsung..tapi pnah sekali tuh jadual aku..4 class dalam seminggu..siyes..pnat gle huhu weekend tuh mmg dah tak rupe org laaa haha
aku slalo bawak bekal..masak kat umah huhu chewah hehe nak jimat..tapi cafe tempat aku belajar nih..semue makanan yg die jual halal..tapi saving laa huhu tapi aku suke chicken n mashroom pastries die huhu sedap!! 1.2 pound…okey laa kalo nak makan kdg2 hehe
oo terlupe..name kolej aku..kaplan financial huhu dulu ftc huhu ader sebab die tuka..tp kalo korang blaja account korang tau laa nape haha nak berlagak sikit hehe n lec kat sini semue bgus2!! siyes coz diorg tau ape yg diorg ajar coz semue ade experienced..tapi malaysia punye lec pon bgus jugak..hehe tp kalo dapat lec yg accent british die kuat..huhu kene pasang telinge btol2 kalo tak..siyes ape yg di ajar tuh tak masuk huhu..
kolej aku nih..ramai gle org pakistan!! sangat ramai..huhu tapi korang jgn laa bayangkan pakistan yg kat malaysia tuh..dieorg semue handsome2..tak tipu! malaysia punye pakistan tak handsome hehe macam actor bollywood huhu n diorg semue sangat pandai n bersemangat..aku terkejut gak awal2 masuk class…ader jer bende yg diorg nak tanyr hehe n diorg punye english mmg superb! tak macam aku hehe n kadang2 tuh siap leh lawan lg ngan lec hehe..mmg rase kecik sangt laa tyme tuh huhu n diorg mmg peramah..
yg aku suke ttg kolej aku nih sebab..die ader tempat semayang..mmg tade probs laa pasal semayang nih huhu..n facilities die mmg sangat bgus huhu ape lg ek nak cite..
hah..kat sini ader la jugak budak melayu..lebey kurang dalam 20 lebey kot..ntah laa tak tau pon bape hehe..tp tuh laa kenkawan aku yg aku rapat hehe
dipendekkan cite aku happy jer ngan study aku kat sini..tade probs huhu tapi ader sekali tuh kan hehe aku datang class lambat hehe pastuh class dah penoh..aku carilaa tempat duduk kosong..lec tgh ngajar..tp yg ader kosong tempat duduk depan huhu tapi kalo nak dok situ 2-3 org budak kene alihkan kerusi huhu so aku tunggu laa diorg alihkan kerusi..banyak kali aku cakap excuse me haha dah la kat depan mase tuh..diorg wat bodo n wat tak dgr jer n tak alihkan pon kerusi diorg..so mmg aku tak leh laa duduk kat tempat tuh hehe malu gle aku..pastuh aku pon pg laa tempat belakang sekali hehe diorg nih..mmg kdg2 sengal sikit hehe tapi nak wat camne kan..sape suro aku dtg lambat hehe
tula cite aku pasal class n tempat belajar aku huhu..kdg2 diorg ader gak wat activities..cam bowling tournament,talk..best laa jugak hehe sekarang pukol8.05pg..bru aku abiskan writing aku nih hehe
ok…to be continued huhu puas hati asma’? hahaahaha

life in uk part 3

2008-12-09T08:32:00.001-08:00

hehe..ok..sambung balik cite aku yg tak abis nih…banyak nih nak cite..korank kalo bace..tgk salah ejaan tuh..wat dunno jele ek..aku malas nak edit balik…hurmm
after aku call mak aku…mak aku bg laa nasihat..macam2 die bg…mase tuh aku menangis jer sepanjang mase…sedey weh..n rindu gile nak balik malaysia..mase tuh aku pkir..ape la aku wat nih..menyusah kan family n btol2 cari masalah..elok2 dok kat uitm tuh..dgn makan free, tempat tinggal free..tapi stil..aku nak jugak g uk..tapi.mak aku cakap kat aku..die hantar aku g sini..die dah pk btol2..biar die susah sekarang..supaye die senang akan datang..OMG!! mase tuh..aku lg laa sedey huhu..tapi membuatkan aku bersemangat sikit..kalo tak..aku down gile!! iza n zaty..yg tgh tido tuh pon terbgn..diorg pujuk2 aku jgn nagis..hehe
besoknye..aku bgn dgn pnoh harapan..hurmm..pastuh aku ngn zaty g la cari keje..hr jumaat mase tuh..kiteorg g satu tempat nih..name die canary wharf..lawa tempat tuh..cari punye carik tak jumpe jugak..pastuh..tbe2 aku ternampak restaurant nandos..nandos kat sini ader yg halal n ader yg tak halal..aku g laa masuk..tnyr ader keje kosong ker tak..pastuh manager tuh teros cakap ader n suro datang hari ahad pukol 3.15..terkejut gle aku mase tuh..korank bayangkan laa punye susah aku nak cari keje..sekali..aku masuk jer terus die suro aku datang training hari ahad..zaty cakap kat aku..kalo dah Allah nak bg rezeki..sekelip mate jer die bole bg huhu tapi aku kene pakai kasut hitam kalo g training hari ahad nih..hehe tapi masalhnye..dari malaysia aku bawak 2 kasut jer..dua2 sportshoes..so tgh2 excited tuh..aku ngan zaty..g laa oxford circus..nak carik kasut hitam..hehe ingat nak beli cikai2 punye..tp tbe aku terpikir..alang2 dah beli..baik beli yg btol2 punye kasut..disebabkan aku nih tade bwk langsung ladies shoe..aku pon beli laa kasut pompuan stail wedges huhu..tinggi aa jugak..ini laaa barang pertame yg aku beli kat london nih..harge..20 pound..mahal kan? hehe
hari ahad pon menjelme..aku kene naik tube nk g nandos tuh..zaty ngan iza temankan aku hehe aku tak sempat nak makan mase tuh..sampai jer kat tempat tuh..manager tuh terus bg aku 1 t-shirt..ntah bape org dah pakai pon aku tak tau..trainee punye shirt..n aku watlaa keje2 biase yg org slaloo wat..angkat pinggan tuh semue laa..dgn wedges kaler hitam hehe..tapi mase tuh..punyelaa ramai customer..ramai gle..sakit gle pakai wedges tuh..tapi aku wat dunno jer..cz budak2 keje kat situ bgtau aku..keje btol2..buat jer macam ader keje..walaupon tade keje..aku ingat kan aku mmg dah dapat keje kat situ..bru aku tau..mmg stail diorg..training dulu sehari without wages..kirenye baru laa aku tau..yg aku bukan dapat keje lg kat situ..3 jam aku keje kat situ..kaki aku mmg dah tak larat..customer plak mase tuh ramai gle..bile time training aku dah abis jer..aku terus jumpe manager tuh..nandos yg aku traing nih tak halal..manager tuh tnyr..aku nak makan pape tak..mintak je..korank tau ape aku mintak? hehe aku mintak fries ngan coselow jer huhu pastuh die kate nanti kalo die nak aku keje..die call..hurmmm aku pon balik laa..ya Allah mase tuh aku ingat nak bukak jer kasut tuh..nak jalan tak pakai kasut..sakit sangat2!! jalan pon dah tak btol..ape le aku nih ek hehe sampai jer umah..aku terus baring atas katil..hurm..dipendekkan cite..hehe aku tak dapat keje tuh..2-3 hari jugak laa aku tunggu diorg call..tak call2 pon hehe..pastuh baru aku tau..kalo style org2 uk nih..bile dah dapat training tuh mmg dah bgus sngt laa tuh..tapi yg pasti korank tak leh training suke2 hati..mase training tuh..korank kene put effort 130% kalo bole..sebab diorg nak tgk..korank nih mmg nak keje ker tak..hurmm bile aku tau.. aku dapat rase laa nape aku tak dapat keje tuh..1st..sebab aku gatal pakai kasut tinggi.sngt menyusahkan aku 2nd aku tak wat bersungguh2 pon..mild jer effort aku..so aku tak leh nak salahkan sape2 laa..tapi kalo aku tau aku keje letey camtuh tak dapat gaji hehe aku mintak ape yg aku leh mintak kat nandos tuh..rugi mintak fries jer..hehe tp aku sedapkan hati aku..maybe rezeki aku bukan kat situ kot..hmmm taktipu aku down laa jugak..tapi aku kuatkn semangat aku..n aku slalo keep in my mind..Allah tuh sangat Adil..n rezeki Allah ader kat mane2..bumi nih luas..aku dah tawakal kat Allah.so aku yakin..satu hari nanti rezeki aku mesti ader punye..
ok..sambung part 4 plak ek hehe

life in uk part 2

2008-12-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

2 minggu aku duduk london..aku jalan2 satu london..izzaty bawak..kiteorg g london eye,tower bridge n macam2 lagi laaa..mase tuh cak kagum jer..n kalo jalan2 mesti nak carik org melayu huhu..then bile masuk minggu ker 3 huhu ah start laa dugaan…
1st feb 08: isk risau nih..keje tak dapat2 lagi…dekat sini kalo nak mintak keje…kene bagi cv…macam resume laa..aku wat cv aku simple gle..pinjam laptop ware…huhu..dgr cite rase cam snang je nak mintak keje kat sini..tapi tak tipu!!! susah gle!! huhu..merate tempat aku cari keje..berpuluh2 kedai aku hantar cv..tapi tade sape pon reply..nak2 aku pakai tudung..kdg2 tuh bile tgk jer aku pakai tudung.terus kate tade vacancies..hurmmm..letey…duit habis kat transport jer..bayangkan la sekali pg cari keje je nak dekat 4 pound abis..tak larat…photostet cv lagi…10 pence..smele 70sen malaysia.mahal weh..pastuh paling aku tak leh lupe..mase aku g interview satu keje nih..utk catering..aku pg ngan iza,n zaty..lame jugak aku tunggu..pastuh dah isi2 borang..boss tuh cakap laa..kalo nak keje catering nih kene seragam..kalo sorang pakai tudung..semue kene pakai tudung..kalo sorang tak pakai tudung..semue tak yah pakai..pastuh boss tuh cakap..’ im muslim…but i think muslim should practise only at home..not when ure workin’ hurm….bile boss tuh dah cakap macam tuh..korank bole agak laa kan..maksud die…die mmg tak nak kiteorg keje le…mase tuh..frust sangat!! dah la lapo…nak kuar duit makan pon sangat berkire..aku kat sini jarang makan kat luar..saving duit…mase tuh rase cam give up gle!!
dah tak larat dah nak mintak keje.. mase tuh aku stil dok east ham lgi..kalo aku dok east ham dulu…tyme borink2 or tgh tension..aku suke main ngn anak2 land lord aku tuh…hilang sikit tension..tapi diorg nih kadang2 bukan leh di layan sangat hehe sebab kadang2 kalo aku letey nak tido..diorg ajak main…huhu name diorg tanya,shadid,raihan n tayba…dalam adik beradik nih…raihan paling comel!!! huhu comel gle!!
hehe tapi..aku slalo ajar diorg lagu melayu…utk tanya..aku ajar lagu tanya same pokok n ure my sunshine hehe kelakar gle dgr die nyanyi lagu tanya sama pokok huhu..sekarang nih..die dah hafal dah lagu ure my sunshine..tapi lgu tanyr sae pokok..aku yg tak sanggup nak ajar..buruk gle die sebut haha
masalah aku dok umah east ham nih sebab..maybe katil yg aku tido tuh katil lame…so katil tuh ader ‘bed bugs’..1st2 tuh aku bangun tido..pastuh tbe2 ader cam satu bite kat tangan aku..aku pelik jugak laa..kat london manede nyamuk..aku tanyr iza…iza pon tak tau…ingat ok lah..rupenye makin lame..makin melarat weh…banyak gle bed bugs nih gigit aku..gatal gle!! tak tipu..pnoh kat kaki n tangan..kalo kat kelas tuh aku dok garu jer huhu tak tahan..gatal sangat! pastuh aku beli satu ubat gatal nih..harge 4 pound..masetuh nak kuar 4 pound pon berkire huhu tapi sebab rase cam dah terok sangat..aku pon decide beli..tapi tak elok langsung ubat tuh..ader satu tyme tuh aku g pharmacy..ader org tuh cakap aku maybe kene scarbies huhu sumpah weh!! bukan scarbies hehe..pastuh akhirnye ubat yg kedua aku beli baru aku baik..tapi gatal die before tuh..ya Allah tuhan jele tau..kalo tido tuh..slaloo terbangun..huhu habis jugak laa duit aku seploh pound beli ubat bed bugs aku tuh..
ader satu tyme tuh..dah laa aku tak dapat keje..dah nak tgh bulan 2..pastuh ngan badan aku gatal2..aku cam tension gle!! aku sedey sangat mase tuh..pastuh aku pon semayang laaa…yele..kat sini kalo ader probs..nak refer kat sape lg kan..hurmm after i deed my prayer..i call my mummy..wawawa dgr jer my mum’s voice..aku terus nagis….sian mak aku..risau beno die..die ingat ader pape jd kat aku..tapi aku cakap kat mak aku..saje rindu huhu.tak nak mak aku risau..sedey sangat mase tuh..nasib baik kenkawan aku kat sini baik2.thanks iza n zaty cz being such a gewd frenz…

life in uk part 1

2008-12-09T08:28:00.000-08:00

huh..dah lame nak wat blog nih..wanna share my experienced wif my frenz and all viewers..tp nih baru dapat chance…hurm tbe2 tergerak hati..welcome guys to my world…
KLiA-28 dec 07..rase cam tak percaye jer..slaloo hantar org sekarang org pulak hantar kite…Alhamdulillah..rezeki yg Allah bg nih..takkan aku persiakan…macam2 dugaan before pg nih..kdg2 wat aku terpikir.. btolker jalan yg aku pilih nih…kalo nak ikut sebnarnye..mmg aku sangat menyusahkan parents aku…tapi..mama ader kate..jgn pandang belakang dah..pandang depan..thanks mum…really love you!!! kadang2 hampir give up before nak pg tuh..dgn visa aku kene reject nye..surat ftc tak dapat nye.. kdg2 terpikir jugak..sign ker tuh..huhu tapi aku stil nak amik risiko..
realLY!! tyme kat klia nih is da moment i will never and ever erased from my mind..tak sangke kawan2 n family aku sanggup susah2 datang hantar aku..thanks so much!!! really appreciate it..sampai kan kakak yg keje kat klia tuh pon terkejut…ramai yg hantar..huhu sedeh sangat..at dis moment..aku realize somethin..aku mmg dah tak bole nak patah balik dah bile aku dah naik kapal terbang..what will be..will be..and the only things i can do is..pray to Almighty..Allah…hurm…
28 dec-london…tak sangke..akhirnye aku dapat jugak jejakkan kaki aku kat london nih..mmg tak sangke..coz aku mmg nak sangat belajar kat oversea…start dari aku darjah 6 lg aku doa..supaye dapat belajar g oversea..Alhamdulillah..doa aku termakbul jugak..
sampai2 jr kat london tuh..kawan aku amik..siyes..aku sangat beruntung sebab ader kawan yg belajar kat uk..kalo tak..aku rase aku tak tau jd ape huhu sesat kat tgh2 bandar tuh huhu..n aku bersyukur gak cz aku dapat pg ngan iza..huhu my best buddy..hurm.. sekarang nih baru aku dapat clear view..ape sebenarnye maksud Alhamdulillah tuh..tapi life yg ade di hadapan..tak seindah ape yg kite bayangkan..siyes..lain gle dgn ape yg aku bayangkan before aku sampai kat london nih..
2 minggu pertame..mmg sangat bosan huhu..sebab tade entertainment..menghabiskan mase camtuh jer…siap menghitung hari lg bile nak besok huhu..1st tempat tinggal aku..east ham huhu..landlord aku mmg best!! sebab slalo bg aku makan free n slalo masakkan utk aku n iza..n anak2 die mmg sangat comel!!! hehe tapi aku slalo kene jage anak die sebab die busy jd suri rumah. tak sangke plak aku..seterok tuh keje jd suri rumah..die bangun paling awal n die tido paling lambat…sian aku tgk die..tyme tuh baru aku sedar..betape susah nye mak aku jage aku dulu..landlord aku tuh org bangladesh huhu..bg aku lelaki bangladesh ker pakistan ker atau mane2 negare islam selain dari malaysia..mmg sangt dominan..malaysia nih lain sikit..malaysia sangat terbuke n moden..ader baik nye n ader buruk nye..landlord aku tuh mmg meletakkn diri die mmg untuk family and husband die..dari pg sampai malam..ader jer yg die buat..
dok eastham best tapi..privacy tade..kene slalo pakai tudung n tak leh bawak kenkawn aku suke2 hati..n nak belajar susah..huhu..bile dah 3 minggu aku dok london..bermula laa dugaan aku….