urrrrgggggh i just finish doin my revision..stress jap wacc..m&m no tax..with tax..CAPM blbla bla bla..why on earth they make that things so complicated lol huhu..almost a year i live in uk huhu but my post only in total of 11 hahaha nampak beno malasnye huhu tp orait la consider 1for a month huhu..hurm..since last dec..i have met a lot of people here..with diff story n diff history..from afghanistan,pakistan,india,bangladesh n all over the country huhu n they came to london for the sake of to change n improve their life..same la kite..but the differences are..we come here for study and they come here for running towards a better life and leave their miserable life..u will never know how suffer they are..
actually some of them are very rich at their own country..their life there was very gewd..with a well name family background and trust me..like my bos if he still at afghanistan ryte now..he nearly become a doctor..but the question is? why they decide to move out from that kind of gewd life and moving to a very2 difficult life here without no one give a damn cares bout u or even a respectful life.. nothing..
i always tink bout that and now i knew wut the answers are..
hmm sometyme u stuck with that kind of life..not because of u dont want to get rid from it or u dont want to improve urself for a better life..but the thing is u cant n couldnt..that is how the nature works..like wut poelho coelho said..in ur life nature and all people conspire together to make a story n series of ur life..so in my point of view..life is like dramas..ure the main actor for the whole story..so if u..urself try to get rid from ur post..that drama wont be a drama n all the people who acting as co actor will suffer as well because u have destroy whole over the story..thats why sometymes u stuck with ur own life and just accept ur destiny with faith that it will getting better from yesterday..as there is some heart to be care..
sometymes when i saw my manager and his father..i feel sorry with them as his past is full n load of grief..war..life in prison..working 7 days morning n nite for the whole year..and many more..but now i understand..if they dont decide to choose this kind of life n try to escape it alone..what will happens to his sister,family n mum?? they just accept it for the sake of their family n to protect them..urgh WAR killing a lots of soul n killing a lots of hope..
huhu quite emotion isnt it? huhu so kenkawan..Allah only grant u with one life..n u know urself better than others..so make it worth it becoz for the next 20 years u will rememories it whether wif crying or laughing..reminder for myself n u=)
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