Monday 19 January 2009

the gewd old days..

huhu today is a very tiring day..seems like i went somewhere far2 away..but literally is..i just walking around here n there,south to east searching for house for rent for my frens yg baru sampai sini..sian..i knew how it feel kalo dah dekat sebulan n u still tak settle2 down lg..n maybe because walking around in london is not as part of my hobby nowdays..it is freezing outside...urghhh cant stand it for even 5 minute outside..cam pelik gak..compare tuh last year..seems like this year is extra2 cold..i tink because of lapisan ozon semakin menipis nih n snow pon macam malu2 nak kuar...hmmmm..nothing will last forever...n it such a frustrated cz non of any house can be viewed today..so finally we decide to go to new shopping mall here.. to recover back our energy n tension sebab tak dapat tgk umah huhu beso tau mcm OU..tp tula...i tink malaysia nih setanding je ngn london nih..n im proud to be malaysian!!! frankly speaking..here..among others foreign country..malaysia is very well known n ramai yg pnah pg malaysia n have gewd tyme there..because of the wheather n shopping mall die..compare to london..except for oxford street nih..nothing to be proud of..sebab this new shopping mall die wat ala2 ou..n diorg nih mmg tak bnyak shooping mall yg berbumbung..so kire malaysia nih hebat laa maju due tige langkah hahahaha

i bought one adidas sport shoes for my beloved sister huhu sleek series tau 20 pound je...so pejam seblah mate..n beli je...sian ajat..nak sngt die..sport shoes..huhu n pastuh balik umah...pastuh kuar balik g tesco hahaha make a world record tau cz dok usung mineral water 12 botol tau dr tesco ker umah naik bus turun bus 3 org huhu letey nyeeeee...full stop..flat huhu..



hmm...the gewd old days...i miss my family damn much..i miss mak tok..i miss tok bak...i miss my uncle n my aunties..

i just read one of my kazen's blogs about family days...i wish i can be there..sedey=(

nampak mcm seronok gile!!!! wawawa tgk diorg nye gambar..bergenang air mate...mesti enjoy gile...jeles10000x



n its remind me about tok bak..tok bak..now im here at london!!! tok bak..tankiu cz bg support n put ur trust on me while im so down because tak dapat masuk asrama penoh..

tok bak la org yg pertame akan call tnyr result cucu die..kalo result spm,upsr n pmr kuar..

tok bak la yg akan marah n gembire kalo cucu2 die bgtau result..

aku ingt lg..tok bak ade pesan..mase aku tgh down sngt..tak dapat masuk asrama..
ema..tok bak tau ema bole buat n ema pandai...tak semestinye ema tak dapat masuk sekolah asrama penoh ema tak bole berjaye...ramai org bole pg oversea..even tak dapat masuk asrama..

tok bak..i still keep ur advice till now..

n now here i am..u give me strength n every moment with u seems like it just happens yesterday..

hmm im so glad..because im with u till your last breath..

makan ngn tokbak..cakap ngn tok bak..mandikan tok bak..everything...n ema ingt lagi...malam terakhir.. while u still in coma..im glad..cz i spend all nyte with u n talking with u..even tau tok bak tak leh jawap..but i knew..u can hear every single word i say... by ur tears....

tokbak...ure my hero...i miss u so much..semoga tokbak sentiase berade dalam rahmat Allah s.w.t..

2 comments:

majid said...

hope my love will be part of ur strength too sayang..org2 yg berjaya kebiasaannya akan diuji terlebih dahulu..insyaAllah yg terbaik akan menyusul..=)

trisari cahyaningsih sarimin said...

salam ziarah
eh kak esma
the gewd old days cam name citer yg kite minat..
sabar lah yea..
org sbar dicintai Allah..