Monday, 5 October 2009

malaysia oh malaysia

its been a week im at malaysia..huhu no pogress..just hang out with all my dearest friends and enjoying all the malaysian authentic foods!! yummy after almost 2 years im away from malaysia atmosphere..pasar malam..lepak2.. official job is suri rumah sepenuh mase huhu doing same chores everyday..wake up in the morning..take care or my dad..sapu baju..and whatsoever...really bored..everyone are busy ryte now..all my frenz and cousin busy preparing for their upcoming exam and me...i just wasting my tyme without doing nothing..not ready to start working..neither study.hoho..
hmm i just miss my old life in london..busy with everything without realising that clock ticking very fast..i knew its not that easy to work and study at the same tyme..but now.. that is what i missed so much..huhu
that life is not that hard..but dunno why..when im at malaysia now..i really feel sorry to 'them' who work in london so hard day nite ..but actually the environment is totally different comparing malaysia and london... you will think that working from 11.00am - 12.00 pm is very2 difficult and tiring if u are in malaysia..but different things happens if ure in london..
so much things are different..dunno how to describe..but it is different! hehe maybe in london u have to learn how to survive on your own..comparing live in ur own country..whatever it is..i learn a gewd lesson..hope im not just wasting it...

hmmm...continue later..short of idea...gewdnite malaysia n gewdnite london!!

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

happy ending 3

16 sept...huyooo it is 16 already..tyme flies very the rain pouring heavily from morning till nyte i am soooo wet.. i have to walk to tuk din's restaurant for working without an umbrella =( too bad..luckily didnt cought a fever...within a weeks to go before raye!!! i hav 3 baju raye to choose for raya celebration hehe one is from my from my aunt and the last my baju kurung that i wore on my convocation day..Alhamdulillah..a month before im going back to malaysia my rezeki sangat murah!!
1- dapat baju raye
2- i bought a laptop on a very2 affordable price!! very!!!!!
which is never cross in my plan or even my mind to buy a laptop before going back to malaysia..
3- i get my electronic dictionary
4- i passed all my papers on june exams!!!!

actualy banyak lg..but i just cant trigger it from my memories..Alhamdulillah!!! Allah sangat adil..
hmm it will always balance..depending how u interperate the meaning of balance.for me..the best to describe is by malaysian qoutes..hidup umpama roda..skjap kat atas skjap kat bawah.. u win some u lose some..

sometymes i just wish that i can stay in london a bit so happy with my life now..n feel very hard for me to leave it..with gewd job environment..gewd circle of frenz..gewd place of living n even gewd money..and also gewd acompany..but then i realise..maybe without deciding to leave london i wont get all those opportunity..u will never knows..n for me..i am really2 thankful with whole things that happens to me..thank u God.. and i know..when i arrive at malaysia..different adventure is waiting for me..i have to prepare myself..never look back...

hmm hopes everything will go fine..
selamat hari raye semue!!!

Saturday, 5 September 2009

happy ending 2

5 sept : huhu yes!!! i just received my electronic dictionary that i bought from ebay..bought the second hand one but still in a gewd condition like new one! huhu so excited to open the package!!! unfortunately it doesnt working when i turn it on.i was so frustrated n thought that the seller was trying to cheat on me..urghh feel like just wasting 33 pound on nothing..try to change with new battery with hopes that its working...naaaaa still the same..then kamal try to check it..actually there is one button at the bottom that i forgot to switch it on hehe and kamal just wanna play around with me n said it stilll not working... but i already discover it when i heard bipbip sounds huhu yessssssssssss!!!! now i got my own gadget that cost me only 33 pound! normal price is 60 above and at malaysia new price it cost like 700 ringgit huhu..not sure the exact price..but worth the buy huhu im the one who is very hard to spend so much money on something kind like expensive (exclude cloth or shoes or handbag that i tink as an excuse for every women to feel less guilty huhu coz its neccessary ryte? )huhu..i dunt have any kind of gadget except for camera that already broken if it consider as gadget huhu..i love gadget but cant afford to buy it..huhu since im going back to malaysia .. i just feel like i have to buy something as a treat for myself..n for me this dictionary is more than satisfied! now im sooooo into it.. lets me share with you some words that ive already learnt huhu
agony-physical n mental suffering
wave of nausea-disgusting
whahaha sorry kind like childish..dunno till when this excitement will stay hahah maybe a week..or a month.. no laaaaaa
oh the,kak nor and kamal went to portobello market!!! wahahahaha so rambang mate with everything they sell it there..there is a lot of antique stuff and something that u cant easily find in normal market on a very affordable price with gewd quality perhaps..if only i have a lot of money.. i will buy all those thing to give as a present to my relatives without trying to select the best one..just pick n pay huhu dats why maybe i dunt have a lot of money ryte? =)
i walked from north to south and east to west to select the best stuff that i can give as souvenir to headache..thank u to kak nur n kamal cz helping me...huhu sooo sorry coz make both of u waiting so long and have to keep watching me in case im lost which is so many tymes kak nur have to ring me to ask where is the exact location am i....huu thank u for the day... really enjoy it with company by both of them... now..i tink i am nearly finish buying souvenir..
ok..tink dats all for today..oh yes...hehe just wanna update my tips for today...i got 7.60 pound today!!keep smilling esma! huhu tuk din always advice us..tak kire sikit ker bnyak huhu
now i can sleep with smiling..gewdnyte everybody...sweetdreams=)

Sunday, 30 August 2009

happy ending~

hmm i was trying to write a whole story of my life in uk..but still dont have idea..
the more idea..tbe best will wait till idea comes.. huhu
mon 31 august - huhuhuh merdeka! tanggal 31 bulan 8...57..huhu im proud to be malaysian.. just now..i saw a picture of KLCC when it still under construction huhu wut an amazing! nowdays we can proud with wut 'they' have left to us..merdekaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! yeay2..
now im busy with working..dunt have enough time to go anywhere..less than a month left for me before im going back to malaysia..sad..happy??? dunno wut i feel right now..but in the middle of nite..i just feel like i wanna write something..hmm up to now..during this ramadhan my shift start from 6pm to 12 am including closing n terawikh i got a lot lot of free time actually including time dat i can save on travel since i moved in to mara hostel that takes me only 10 minutes walking to tuk din's restaurant instead of an hour from barking...but i just waste it with tidoooooooo n watching dr house!!!! huhu no no way..start from tommorow..i will try my best to wake up early n go somewhere..hurmmm i should appreciate my life here in uk isnt it? while i have only 28 days left...
hmmm wut i wanna do with this 28 days?? lets check out tomorrow coz i wanna continue my dr house season 5 huhu

4 sept- aiyooo..this week is freaking idea why is it..still in summer mode...yuhooo i hav bought all the souvenirs for my beloved related family..cant wait to see their respond when they receive this gift..huhu soooo excited...
today i finish my shift bit late..huh so tired...n soo busy..but my tips today not big enough to offset the tiredness huhu ussually i can get like 6 pound per day average after total devide by 7..but today only get 3.90 huh...still hehe Alhamdulillah..its better than never..
hmm..dunno... but even now is 4th sept... still not goin anywhere or enjoying my last few days in london with something diff...i know i should do something better..hmm ntah la...maybe i had enough..or maybe just take it for granted till its gone.. not so much things happens that i can share the story with alll of u guys...hopes tommorow will be better than today..oh yes..before i forget...i will bring with me one of my workmate when im goin back to malaysia!!!hopes it consider as my contribution to malaysia huhu tahun melawat malaysia!!should make a list of itenary..where to go n what to excited!! !! yuhuu happy fasting!!

Wednesday, 12 August 2009

after all this while....

wawawawawwa after all this waiting so long to go back to malaysia...finally i decide to go back to malaysia for gewd!!!! yuhuuuuu
but all my frenz n family worried bout that swineflu or h1n1 something ...
in london there is plenty cases of people died because of swineflu but still under control..dunno why
but because of malaysia got so many people died because of this i become worried sighed* more less reduce my excitement of coming back to malaysia~
but thinking about utterly temptation...cant stop me for countdown till the day arrive...but still..i will leave a lot of things on this british happiness,my love...and all my ups and downs...thank you london coz become part of my teacher..
wutever it is...when i arrive at malaysia...all the secret in london will be revealed....

malaysia..please welcoming me back with all your pleasure!!!!!

Saturday, 27 June 2009


rules are made for human to break without human there is no rules..
promise are made as guarantee for things which is uncertain..
how far we can rely on that promise..only god knows..

we can stil alive on this earth because we have faith of trust n promise..
n willingly bear the risk of any outcome of broken promise..
n all about ur past will kept chasing you no matter how fast n how far u run..
n future...will keep stay waiting...

i wish..
i wish..
i wish..

the promise that u have to bear a very high risk..

Thursday, 21 May 2009


exam is around da corner..
with everything..

its easy to say anything..
its easy to make conclusion

to build up takes ages..
but to loss it...
only one second..
but make it sure..its worth.. might be right..
n sometymes might be wrong..

im not saying that im rite..or wrong either..
after all this things happens..
i choose to remain silent..

i dunno bout tomorrow..
or next after..
i just hoping..
it would better than today...

im sorry..
let time give an answer...


Wednesday, 20 May 2009


hmm mlysia~ london...
mama..i miss u sooo much...
ajat...ur sis will alweys be by ur side..n im proud of u dear...

i choose to silent..
let it be whatever it wanna be

im thankful..
cz im not alone..
dear Allah..pls forgive me
pls bring n guide me to the right path..

being away..
n silent..
is the hardest thing..
will kept it safely in my heart..
might be useful..
will let it out..
will give me answer...

will wait till someday arise..

i learn..
i fell down..
struggling to survive..
today..try to understand..

wishing for a better day than today...

is full with suprise..
new hope n faith..

never know bout tommorow...

Tuesday, 17 March 2009


its been almost a couple of month i didnt update my blog..babe...i really dunt have tyme even for my too busy ryte now working n study..even its so still enjoying it cz not need to worry bout my pocket money..but for the past 2 month..there is a lot lot lot lot of things happens..iza going back to malaysia..n left me alone here wuwuwuwuwwu really miss her damn much!!!!!! she is such an understanding frenz n she alweys on my side no matter whether im wrong or not...thank u iza..i love you~
im not working in pizza restaurant im working at huhu ice cream shop~ whahahaha siyesly its utterly tempted with all sort of ice cream,lasagna,milkshakes yummy~ n waffle huahuahua but after 3 weeks working stomach cant accept it anymore...muak~ huhu

hurm there is a lot of things need to be update..but still dunt have enough tyme for it..hope will update it soon...muuuahx~

Tuesday, 27 January 2009

if you...

if you feel sleepy..go to bed
if you hungry..look something in ur kitchen for food
if you bored..have something to game perhaps
if you get tablets
if you dont have money..go to work

but..what if...

if you sad..
if you happy..
if you feel down..
if u miss someone..
if u feel love..
if u feel upset..
if u feel giving up..
if you feel lonely..

huhu question will always comes with answer
but not all question have the exact solution..
ure the one who raise up that question
so u will be the one who find the solutions..
after all the things happens
n there still no way to solve ur question..
only 1 answer will be the best solution..

Saturday, 24 January 2009

bye bye

hmm dis week is a very2 long n busy...hmm busy of entertaining frenz who will going back to malaysia..
busy of rememories back all memories that we have been together..
busy to pretend that everything was ok...
n busy to can i live here in london without them as they are as part of my family...
my life would be empty without them...thank u cz being a very2 gewd frenz to me...

hmm..a year has gone..n it leave me with a lot of memories..
n it is very2 difficult for me to let them go..but life must go on..
they leave me with trillion gewd deeds that they have done to me...
only i can do praying to God..for His kak sally,abg mat n arip..

i never thought that they will be as part of my journey life here in london...n i never thought that we can be so close like now..n it such a previlage for me cz God has grant me this opportunity of knowing such a beautiful memories..
they alweys by my side when i was so down..n they alweys laugh with me when i was so happy...hmm they are everythings..

infact..arep alweys give me advice when i really need it n he teach me how to play pool n now i cant wait to play pool again hehehe..kak sally n abg mat cook for me when i feel like i want to eat any malaysian foods..apam balik..mee bandung..kuih raye...cheese cake..n sometymes habiskan mase tgk tv till late i dunt have tv in my house n lg malang cz watching tv is part of my hobbies..i really love tv!

hmm im so sorry cz i cant give or do something in return..
im so sorry if i have done something that hurting u..
n thank u so so so much cz being such a gewd frenz to me..

bye bye...
hope they will have a great live there in mlysia..

Wednesday, 21 January 2009


hmm let me think much do i have now in my pocket..
100 pound
with my boss..
in my account..
all together...297.50
things need to pay..
1. 1 week house rental.........................................................40
2. 2 weeks deposit................................................................90 since im about to move out
3. 2 weeks house rental for new house..............................90

hmm237.50-220=17.50..utk hidup n 60 pound simpan..emergency case

600 school fees
total:1390 pound

hmmm cmne ek nk earn 1400 in a month times?

answers=selain keje...i hav no idea....

Tuesday, 20 January 2009


is not easy to satisfied people..
n in so hard...
n owh gosh...
sometymes i keep thinking wut is my flaws..
i dun want to be so useless as a friend..
ntah la..
it so complicated
everyone have their own attitude..
n it is the matter of how far u can cope with different attitude from different people..
n how long it will takes until u give up
then u make up ur mind n tink it is better to step out n follow ur own way..
friends are everythings...
n i alweys keep in my mind...wutever i do..remember..there alweys be a heart to be care....
but sampai bile kene jd tak kisah....
its hurting me...
hmmm O Allah..please forgive me for all my wrongdoing...

Monday, 19 January 2009

the gewd old days..

huhu today is a very tiring day..seems like i went somewhere far2 away..but literally is..i just walking around here n there,south to east searching for house for rent for my frens yg baru sampai sini..sian..i knew how it feel kalo dah dekat sebulan n u still tak settle2 down lg..n maybe because walking around in london is not as part of my hobby is freezing outside...urghhh cant stand it for even 5 minute pelik tuh last year..seems like this year is extra2 cold..i tink because of lapisan ozon semakin menipis nih n snow pon macam malu2 nak kuar...hmmmm..nothing will last forever...n it such a frustrated cz non of any house can be viewed finally we decide to go to new shopping mall here.. to recover back our energy n tension sebab tak dapat tgk umah huhu beso tau mcm tula...i tink malaysia nih setanding je ngn london nih..n im proud to be malaysian!!! frankly others foreign country..malaysia is very well known n ramai yg pnah pg malaysia n have gewd tyme there..because of the wheather n shopping mall to london..except for oxford street nih..nothing to be proud of..sebab this new shopping mall die wat ala2 ou..n diorg nih mmg tak bnyak shooping mall yg kire malaysia nih hebat laa maju due tige langkah hahahaha

i bought one adidas sport shoes for my beloved sister huhu sleek series tau 20 pound pejam seblah mate..n beli je...sian ajat..nak sngt shoes..huhu n pastuh balik umah...pastuh kuar balik g tesco hahaha make a world record tau cz dok usung mineral water 12 botol tau dr tesco ker umah naik bus turun bus 3 org huhu letey nyeeeee...full stop..flat huhu..

hmm...the gewd old days...i miss my family damn much..i miss mak tok..i miss tok bak...i miss my uncle n my aunties..

i just read one of my kazen's blogs about family days...i wish i can be there..sedey=(

nampak mcm seronok gile!!!! wawawa tgk diorg nye gambar..bergenang air mate...mesti enjoy gile...jeles10000x

n its remind me about tok bak..tok im here at london!!! tok bak..tankiu cz bg support n put ur trust on me while im so down because tak dapat masuk asrama penoh..

tok bak la org yg pertame akan call tnyr result cucu die..kalo result spm,upsr n pmr kuar..

tok bak la yg akan marah n gembire kalo cucu2 die bgtau result..

aku ingt lg..tok bak ade pesan..mase aku tgh down sngt..tak dapat masuk asrama..
ema..tok bak tau ema bole buat n ema pandai...tak semestinye ema tak dapat masuk sekolah asrama penoh ema tak bole berjaye...ramai org bole pg oversea..even tak dapat masuk asrama..

tok bak..i still keep ur advice till now..

n now here i am..u give me strength n every moment with u seems like it just happens yesterday..

hmm im so glad..because im with u till your last breath..

makan ngn tokbak..cakap ngn tok bak..mandikan tok bak..everything...n ema ingt lagi...malam terakhir.. while u still in i spend all nyte with u n talking with u..even tau tok bak tak leh jawap..but i knew..u can hear every single word i say... by ur tears....

tokbak...ure my hero...i miss u so much..semoga tokbak sentiase berade dalam rahmat Allah s.w.t..

Thursday, 15 January 2009

secebis jawapan utk satu persoalan..

(dipetik dari utusan Malaysia 14/1/09)

SEJAK 18 hari ini seluruh dunia meratap gara-gara kezaliman Israel. Tentera Zionis terus-menerus mengebom, mengganyang rakyat Palestin. Israel, nampaknya terlalu berkuasa.

Saya tidak 'berkuasa' lagi untuk mengulas panjang mengenai peperangan sebelah pihak itu. Tapi saya ingin berkongsi dengan pembaca sekelian, siapa sebenarnya Yahudi ini dan mengapa mereka terlalu berkuasa.

Kita harus kaji secara akademik, ilmiah untuk mengetahui siapa mereka ini.

Saya amat tertarik dengan tulisan seorang penulis bebas, yang juga Pengarah Eksekutif Pusat Penyelidikan dan Kajian Keselamatan (CRSS) Pakistan, Dr. Farrukh Saleem (rujuk mengenai soal tersebut. Jadikanlah tulisan itu sebagai tatapan dan renungan kita semua - ke mana kita dan ke mana umat Islam harus pergi selepas ini. Dan, siapa yang harus disalahkan? (Nota: Sedikit sebanyak ia juga akan menjawab surat-surat dan SMS yang dihantar untuk ruangan Forum, Utusan Malaysia yang meminta ditonjolkan apakah produk di belakangnya Yahudi).

Begini tulisan beliau:

Hanya ada 14 juta Yahudi di muka bumi ini; tujuh juta di Amerika, lima juta di Asia, dua juta di Eropah dan 100,000 di Afrika. Bagi setiap orang Yahudi ada 100 orang Muslim (1:100). Namun, jika dicampur semua sekali, Yahudi lebih 100 kali berkuasa daripada orang Islam. Mengapa ini berlaku?

Siapa mereka ini?

Nabi Isa (Jesus of Nazareth) ialah Yahudi. Albert Einstein, saintis zaman moden paling terkemuka dan disebut oleh majalah Time sebagai 'Manusia Abad ini' ialah seorang Yahudi; Sigmund Freud - melalui teori id, ego dan super-ego ialah bapa psikoanalisis, juga seorang Yahudi; begitu juga Karl Marx, Paul Samuelson dan Milton Friedman.

Selain mereka banyak lagi orang Yahudi yang hasil kebijaksanaan mereka berupaya menghasilkan keperluan untuk kita semua: Benjamin Rubin memperkenalkan jarum suntikan pelalian.

Johas Salk mereka vaksin polio yang pertama. Gertrude Elion mencipta ubat melawan leukemia. Baruch Blumberg mencipta vaksin Hepatitis B. Paul Ehrlich menemukan rawatan untuk siflis. Elie Metchnikoff menang Hadiah Nobel untuk penyakit berjangkit. Bernard Katz menang Hadiah Nobel kerana kajian mengenai transmisi neuromuskular.

Andrew Schally penerima Nobel dalam kajian endokrinologi (berkaitan sistem endokrin dan kencing manis). Aaron Beck menemui terapi kognitif (rawatan mental, kesugulan dan fobia).

Gregory Pincus membangunkan pil perancang keluarga yang pertama. George Wald menang Nobel bagi kajian mata manusia, Standley Cohen dianugerahi Hadiah Nobel dalam kajian embriologi (kajian janin dan perkembangannya). Willem Kolff mencipta mesin dialisis (mencuci) buah pinggang.

Sejak 105 tahun, 14 juta Yahudi menang 15 dozen Hadiah Nobel, sementara tiga dimenangi oleh 1.4 bilion umat Islam.

Stanley Mezor mencipta mikrocip pertama. Leo Szilards membangunkan reaktor rangkaian nuklear pertama; Peter Schultz (kabel gentian optik); Charles Adler (lampu isyarat); Benno Strauss (besi tahan karat - stainless steel); Isador Kisee (sistem suara di pawagam); Emile Berliner (mikrofon untuk telefon) dan Charles Ginsburg (alat pita rakaman).

Saudagar jenama terkaya dunia juga dikuasai Yahudi iaitu Ralph Lauren (Polo), Levis Strauss (Levi's Jeans), Howard Schultz (Starbuck's), Sergey Brin (Google), Michael Dell (Dell Computers), Larry Ellison (Oracle), Donna Karan (DKNY), Irv Robbins (Baskin & Robbins) dan Bill Rossenberg (Dunkin Donuts).

Richard Levin, presiden universiti tersohor Yale Universiti ialah seorang Yahudi. Henry Kissinger, Joseph Lieberman dan Madeleine Albright (bekas-bekas Setiausaha Negara AS); Alan Greenspan (bekas pengerusi Rizab Persekutuan AS di bawah Reagan, Bush, Clinton dan Bush); Maxim Litvinov (bekas Menteri Luar Soviet Union); David Marshal (bekas Ketua Menteri pertama Singapura); Isaac Isaacs (bekas Gabenor Jeneral Australia); Benjamin Disraeli (negarawan dan penulis Britian); Yevgeny Primkov (bekas Perdana Menteri Rusia dan bekas jeneral KGB); Jorge Sampaio (bekas Presiden Portugal); Herb Gray (bekas Timbalan Perdana Menteri Kanada); Pierre Mendes (Perdana Menteri ke-143 Perancis); Michael Howard (bekas Setiausaha Negara British); Bruno Kreisky (bekas Canselor Austria) dan Robert Rubin (bekas Setiausaha Perbendaharaan AS).

Dalam dunia media, orang Yahudi yang terkemuka ialah Wolf Blitzer (CNN); Barbara Walters (ABC News); Eugene Meyer (Washington Post); Henry Grunwald (Ketua Editor Time); Katherine Graham (penerbit The Washington Post); Joseph Lelyyeld (Editor Eksekutif, The New York Times) dan Max Frankel (The New York Times).

Dermawan dan penyangak mata wang, George Soros ialah Yahudi. Dia menderma AS$4 bilion untuk membantu ahli sains dan universiti serata dunia.

Walter Annenberg menderma untuk membina ratusan perpustakaan berjumlah AS$2 bilion.

Di Olimpik, Mark Spitz membolot tujuh pingat emas. Lenny Krayzelburg ialah pemegang tiga kali pingat emas Olimpik. Spitz Krayzelburg dan Boris Becker adalah Yahudi.

Tahukah anda bahawa pelakon pujaan Harrison Ford, George Burns, Tony Curtis, Charles Bronson, Sandra Bullock, Billy Cystal, Woody Allen, Paul Newman, Peter Sellers, Dustin Hoffman, Michael Douglas, Ben Kingsley, Kirk Douglas, Willian Shatner, Jerry Lewis dan Peter Falk semuanya Yahudi?

Tambahan lagi, Hollywood sendiri diwujudkan oleh orang Yahudi. Antara pengarah dan penerbit, Steven Spielberg, Mel Brooks, Oliver Stone, Aaron Spelling (Beverly Hills 90210), Neil Simon (The Odd Couple), Andrew Vaina (Rambo 1- 2-3), Michael Man (Starsky and Hutch), Milos Forman (One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest), Douglas Fairbanks (The Thief Of Baghdad) and Ivan Reitman (Ghostbusters) - semuanya adalah Yahudi.


Washington yang merupakan ibu negara Amerika Syarikat, mempunyai satu pertubuhan lobi yang amat berkuasa. Ia dikenali sebagai Jawatankuasa Hal Ehwal Awam Amerika Israel (AIPAC) yang berupaya mempengaruhi Kongres meluluskan resolusi memuji dan 'membuat apa saja' demi Israel.

Tahukah lagi bahawa William James Sidis dengan IQ 250-300 ialah manusia tercerdik. Dia ialah Yahudi.

Jadi, mengapa mereka ini terlalu berkuasa?

Jawapannya: Pendidikan, pelajaran, ilmu.

Mengapa umat Islam terlalu lemah?

Dianggarkan 1,476,233,470 Muslim di atas muka bumi Allah ini. Satu bilion di Asia, 400 juta di Afrika, 44 juta di Eropah dan enam juta di Amerika. Setiap lima insan manusia ialah Muslim. Setiap seorang Hindu ada dua orang Islam, setiap seorang Buddha ada dua orang Islam dan setiap seorang Yahudi ada beratus orang Islam. Mengapa orang Islam terlalu lemah?

Ini jawapannya: Terdapat 57 negara anggota OIC dan jika dicampur semua cuma ada kira-kira 500 buah universiti; atau sebuah universiti untuk setiap tiga juta orang Islam.

AS mempunyai 5,758 universiti dan India ada 8,407. Pada 2004, Shanghai Jiao Tong Universiti membuat kajian 'Kedudukan Akademik Universiti-universiti Dunia' - dan menakjubkan - tiada satu pun universiti-negara Islam yang berada di puncak 500.

Data yang dikumpul dari UNDP, tahap celik huruf di negara maju ialah hampir 90 peratus dan 15 negara itu mempunyai 100 peratus celik huruf. Negara majoriti penduduk Islam, purata kadar celik huruf ialah sekitar 40 peratus dan tiada negara yang mempunyai 100 peratus semuanya celik huruf.

Sekitar 98 peratus penduduk di negara maju menamatkan sekurang-kurang sekolah rendah, sementara hanya 50 peratus di negara majoriti Islam. Sekitar 40 peratus penduduk di negara maju memasuki universiti, sementara hanya 2 peratus di negara majoriti Islam.

Negara-negara majoriti Islam mempunyai 230 ahli sains bagi setiap (per) sejuta penduduk. Di AS 4,000 per sejuta, Jepun 5,000 per sejuta. Di seluruh negara Arab, penyelidik sepenuh masa ialah 35,000 dan hanya 50 juruteknik per sejuta (berbanding di negara maju 1,000 juruteknik per sejuta).

Negara Islam membelanjakan 0.2 peratus daripada KDNK untuk penyelidikan dan pembangunan (R&D) sebaliknya, di negara maju membelanjakan 5 peratus daripada KDNKnya.

Kesimpulan: Dunia Islam kurang keupayaan untuk menghasilkan ilmu pengetahuan.

Akhbar harian yang dibaca oleh setiap 1,000 orang dan jumlah judul buku yang dibaca oleh setiap sejuta orang adalah dua angka tunjuk bagi menentukan sama ada ilmu pengetahuan disalurkan ke dalam masyarakat.

Di Pakistan, hanya ada 23 akhbar harian per 1,000 rakyat Pakistan sementara nisbah di Singapura ialah 360. Di UK, jumlah judul buku per juta orang ialah 2,000 sementara di Mesir ialah 20.

Kesimpulan: Dunia Islam gagal menyalurkan ilmu pengetahuan.

Yang menariknya, jumlah terkumpul KDNK tahunan 57 buah negara ahli OIC ialah di bawah AS$2 trilion. Amerika sahaja, menghasilkan barangan dan perkhidmatan bernilai AS$12 trilion, China AS$8 trilion, Jepun AS$3.8 trilion dan Jerman AS$2.4 trilion.

Pengeluar minyak yang kaya, Arab Saudi, UAE, Kuwait, Qatar secara rangkuman menghasilkan barangan dan perkhidmatan (rata-rata minyak) bernilai AS$500 bilion; Sepanyol sahaja menghasilkan barangan dan perkhidmatan bernilai lebih AS$1 trilion, Poland AS$489 bilion dan Thailand AS$545 bilion.

Jadi, mengapa orang Islam tidak berkuasa dan orang Yahudi paling berkuasa?

Jawapannya ialah: Kurangnya ilmu. Kurangnya pendidikan dan kurangnya pelajaran. means we can do something...

what is nature will alweys be a nature

phewww after a week working non stop morning is my offday huahuahua bantai tido la..akhirnye huhuuh nothing much to say..just yesterday i chat with my frenz n suddenly terpikir..about fitrah..

we..human interact with nature no matter how hard u try to avoid or prevent it..n u cant pretend that ure not instead it is yes..example..biasenye perempuan mmg ske bende2 cantik nih n they alweys be flattered if kalo ade org puji..n actually we love it huhu

we also want to love n to be loved by someone..

n talking about seks education..there is a lot of things government n parents try to ensure budak2 kecik2 nih tak terpengaruh..takleh tgk tv..n mcm2la..but lumrah dunie..human will alweys interact with nature..whether in a gewd way or not..dat is why we have feelings..feel to realize..feel symphaty..feel guilty and any sort of feelings..

that makes me think about israel n gaza.. be frank i dunno that much about this war n that makes me feel guilty..while im so comfortable here with tiny probs..they face with such an experince that no one ever think n dream bout it..power n politics..urghh what a defection to world..but my question is...what kind of nature this shit israel interact with?

hmmm..there is one boss have a debate with one english..ofcourse about this war n about all the war boss so emotional if it comes about war n his country..kiteorg ug lain jd saksi je tgk..but ade satu soklan this english nih tnyr wat aku rase nak marah..he said..'if u tink that US N n our country are wrong cz create a war n makes people suffer without feel why u come to our country n have business here n live here peacefully..why dont u stay in ur country n fighting n helps ur people there?

urghh come on mannnnn..the way u said it like that things so easy..i know some of us can only feel symphaty n feel guilty without trying to do anything just that we can recite doa n contribute some money..but it is gewd we still have that feeling compare to urself! it is not about who they are...just because of u are not in our 'group' so that u just keep watching n make a statement that hurt still a human..n nature rules says we interact with symphaty n peace..wut if ure in their shoes? what would u do man?
n my boss says..what is wrong if we live in ur country peacefully..we have that right n we pay tax here n we never create problem here..n you..urself can stil live here because of our dont talk to much...
hurmm...i knew...ade betul jugak ngn statement org putih nih sikit bnyak..dear God please forgive me for all my wrongdoing n berilah kesejahteraan kepada org muslim yg teraniaya...