Wednesday 11 May 2011

I Wonder.....

Hi All!

sometimes I wonder how many times i wondering of something.. because i always wonder of everything.. i will kept thinking and looking for the answer and reason.. but then i stress myself out.. thinking too much for something that maybe is nothing..exaggerating perhaps?

top list of my wondering things:

1. I wonder do i have haters? and if yes.. why people hate me? and sometimes let say i assume this particular person hate me.. but actually he or she didnt even care about me.. then i serabut sorang2 thinking and worrying about it. but i do care if people dont like me.. for those who doesnt like me.. im so sorry for being a bad person to you.

2. I wonder do i have readers who following my blog hehe if yes who that particular person.. i want to thank them for reading my blog. Much appreciated!! and i would like to know their comment and critique on my writing skills. Well, i guess if i do have followers it would be my friends or mutual friends of mine.Why: hehe because this is only one simple + basic+ merepek+merapu blog out of millions blogspot in the whole wide world. Anyway.. thank u for reading my blogs. and thank u for care about me. happy=)

3.I wonder how i can contribute something to this world..yes..so cliche .. but thinking about God give me 24 hours and Ive been alive for 24 years old. Alhamdullilah.but im still not satisfied with the performance of myself . be an ordinary person are not something to be proud of. and sitting in the comfort zone doing all the routine chores also not a something to be proud of. Ordinary person may sound good if you talk about lifestyle but not good if it is about religion. Please forgive me God..

4.I do wonder how those brilliant people invent computers, telephone and all the high tech thingy oh my.... they are briliant man! and also i wonder about those conspiracy theory.. haha! those things are already complicated and myself makes it more complicated..

ok.. I think its enough for now.. i knew tergantung..maybe we can continue later hehe


till we meet again. have a good life all!


love,

Esma=)

2 comments:

Ndea Anuar said...

ade2! aku bace... hehe. aku bace blog2 yg diupdate. kdg2 aku lompat2 tgk blog org. ni member sambest lg laa aku bc. siap ade list dlm blog aku kot... heh. sile terharu ye esma :)

esmanawal said...

waaaaa sangat terharu heee..much appreciated! thank you2! hehehe