Esma talk to herself about....

Owh my! i just realized how immature i am at the age of 24 years old..

Thinking of what world has to offer for me beside of having all this routine job and grumping for things i created myself..

i feel so immature!


yes if you.. (refer to yourself ye Esma!) always blaming your purse for becoming so thin every time not even reach mid of month.. why not you feed your purse with something that only you can do it..

okay... but how? and errr... please define the word 'something' based on your above statement..

hello esma.. something means do something la.. think out of box plz..

but i always thought and think money is my main constraint to do 'something'..

hmm so why not you start from learning? learn from the environment and surrounding... they are the greatest teacher of all anyway.. try to learn from all the successful people in the world.. let them inspire you.. go get inspired and motivated first.. then..later you will see your way

owh i wish that easy..

that is soooo negative thought.. yes you never get that without Allah grant it.. but you have to remember this.. Firman Allah:

Allah tidak akan merubah nasib (seseorang atau) sesuatu kaum, sehingga kaum (atau orang itu)
berusaha (membuat komitmen) untuk mengubah nasibnya. (Ar-R'aad : 11)

InsyaAllah..

Okay.. by the way one more thing.. why not you learn as well how to groom yourself.. especially your messy character and appearance.. yes you are messy! boo you!


hehe.. okay.. i try! hubby help me ek! and also my friends out there need your favor to help me too ... lets be a better person!!!!!! there are so many people out there had reach what they aim for at the very young age..

we can do it too! it just a matter of time and patient... breath in and breath out!!!

By the way hehehe below is what i cooked yesterday for our dinner.. and not to forget to wish Happy Birthday to My lovely dad. Lets celebrate it today! semoga ayah sihat and Ya Allah kasihilah ibu bapaku seperti mana mereka mengasihi ku.. Amin




task for yourself: do a to do list for a brand new esma! =) assignment due date: TBC- to be confirm~

owh maybe you can also write in your journal about what you do everyday.. so you can Muhasabah yourself from it.. lets try!