welcome back!

OmG! its freaking me! i gain weight! i have to do something.. waaaaaa!
introduction since a while i didnt update my blog! lame me! heehehe


how are you people? me? nothing much to story bout.. enough to explain why it takes ages for me to update this blog or may be because im happy with my life now? haha!

Anyway..just wanna wish Happy Birthday for those who celebrate their birthday today! it just remind us that were getting older yeah.. for whom born in a year 1987 now we are 23! its freaking me too! Every time when i go here and there.. All my friends will talk about getting marriage.. as always rite? what else could we chatting about other than this topic since we already reach up to this chapter of life. hoho! really excited talking about our Mr right Guy, what color that we wanna choose and how is our dream wedding.. My schedule also getting tight attending friend's wedding almost every weekend. that inspired me sometimes..but what worry me a lot is can i be a good wife to my future husband and good mother to my children. cuak? yes! heee anyway.. back to the story bout dream wedding.. I still wonder what color that suit me really well and what design should i choose for my wedding dress,how will my invitation cards looks like and many more. whatever it is i prefer my wedding ceremony to be simple and enjoyable..without hurting anyone and everyone are happy.that is my dream wedding..
How about u?

air terjun~

uishhhh...its been 3 years since my last visit to waterfall~ i ve been waiting so long to get this opportunity to go to waterfall ever since i went back to Malaysia..but only last weekend i got that chance together with my schoolmate reunion~ i am sooo excited to go for the reunion..

what a blast day! everyone had finished their study and now waiting for a job..some getting skinny and some getting chubby hmm me perhaps? hehehe and to make it complete thanks to cik pah with her slr or so called expensive camera which i cant remember the series that's make everything become near to perfect! actually dayah,piah and me arrived quite late.. as always hehe so we missed the bbq part..i am really sure it must be really fun to watch them fighting or i can say merepek while start the fire and bbq..what a miss..

then after had all the food which are really delicious! plus the pizza made by dayah...kudos to her..even i ve been working at pizza restaurant for one year..i still feel not really confident to make the pizza here at Malaysia.. now our stomach really full! it is the time to play in the water..but for me..after waiting for three years i can say i am not really feel the satisfaction..maybe because i cant feel the water fall down to my head hehe as the water getting deeper to waterfall and even for my height my foot cant step on the ground..so as precaution better not to play with danger..

i dont know how to describe how joyful it is..but i can show it to you by all the pictures i upload..anyway....seriously all the caption for the picture write by cikpah was really funny and that makes it perfect..as our relation getting closer..thank u too all and most thank you to the organizer! and i am sooo surprised with all the co operation and commitment gave by all the girls which some of them have seminar and paim actually just arrive from oz but still can manage to come to the event.. thank u for the souvenir from Oz! muuuahx

photo

i knew!! there have something wrong with my blogspot.. my blogspot lack of photo which i could share with..urgghhh it looks so dull but the fact is i am so lazy to upload photo.. i dont like to wait for about half an hour or maybe less just to upload a few photo.but I really Love and want to share with you guys =( and too bad because Internet network at my place are really really slow like a turtle or maybe snail....and im the one who doesn't really like to spend most of my time in front of laptop unless skyping hehe

hmm maybe after i can afford to buy slr..then it would be an exception for me from be a soooo lazy girl which i am already hehe.

one another thing that i like and i wish to have..taking photo and that slr thingy.. i really appreciate nature as what they are.. and i really love to kept whatever view..captured from my eyes safely inside the photo..for me and other people to see..so that it can be as something to remember and a journey to share with..people always forgot and for me all the journey that we have been through is something that too valuable to forget..

just imagine when we look back all those photo..then we will start smiling,laughing and not a surprise if it also might make us cry..

you can see from the above picture the happiness and joyful. something that even i am not there..i can see how happy they are and this photo can be something that can be remembered if not me maybe someone among the people in that photo..for me we cant be selfish..sometimes we think any particular picture may not be important to us but don't forget there must be someone out there may think differently..

other example..ok let say i took a photo of Tugu Negara.for me maybe that photo is just a single photo..but how about the person who actually their grandfather or great grandfather or maybe their father who actually serve for the nation..surely something precious and honour for him rite?.do you get me? hehe i knew like berbelit2.as long as u get what I'm trying to say..it is more than satisfied for me..

actually that picture should be somewhere down here but i don't know how to re edit it back..hehe fyi..that is a photo of my office mate during bowling tournament. lucky me they put this photo somewhere in my email.so i can copy and paste. hehe

ok..that's all at the moment..i will get back another time..have a bless day!!!

thank you

im starving! and my mind so load with everything but that everything...huhu just stuck safely in my mind without a feel to do something...urgh wake up mind..please dont waste any second..how i dream rite know i can be somewhere at the island..relaxing... seriously i really love travelling... but at the moment i need to work hard! really hard..otherwise i just can only dreaming..




hmm i dunno but i just feel like i wanna say something..

dear my Mr K..

i dunno about tomorrow or after..
but up to now..i am so thankful to have u in my life..
u always be there wherever and whenever i need you..
if not your physical..always be your support..
my pray to Allah..
hope for His blessing to this relation in this world and Hereafter..
it is kind very hard for me actually to write something very personal..
just wanna say Thank you to Mr K..
i really appreciate every single second with you..=)

new baby!

yeay!!! my family and i already got new baby~
after 2 decade 3 years live on this big big world..i can see a lot lot of things change.. it seems like everything just happened yesterday..but to stand still on the earth is not that easy..i cant say i am proud enough but for me what i have now is more than enough..
sometimes when Allah decide to give u 'rezeki'.. everything that u think is impossible will be possible.. try practicing solat Dhuha and surah Alwaqiah..insyaAllah rezeki sentiasa ada dan tak putus..


ok get back to my main point..huhuh im very happy and wanna share with you bout our new baby.. even it is not a very expensive or exclusive car like estima benz or whatsoever.. for me it have its own sentimental value which im not looking in terms of material context,but it is about how i can see the excitement and happiness from my mom's face,how more less i can contribute from my salary to pay for this car..and also it just remind me bout our life back to the good old days...Alhamdulillah


hmm..what a beautiful lifecycle..which God creates for us..as His promised..I already miss to see my mom's excitement face..i wish i can have another chances to see it again but later..without using my mom's money at all~

alone

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes me sleepy..
my brain become slow..
i start talking with my ownself..
then start walking here and there..

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes me feel..
that time ticking very slow..
but still leave me behind..
dreaming without nothing to do..

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes everything become soundless and plain..
all the colours of life just fade away..
without beautiful sound of happiness and sadness..

i dont like to be alone..
neither the feeling of lonely..
it makes me feel..
like im acting alone..
without any co actor/ress..
in a movie of my life...

+ve and -ve

Today i already sent my 1 week notice of resignation to my boss...it is kind a very hard and difficult to make this decision..but i just followed the flow since i already pray to God to guide and show me which path is better...i actually dont really have much problem working at my current workplace..with good environment, very establish profile company, and also with all the luxury car surround me..and also plus bonus twice a year plus annually staff dinner pluss annually company's trip .I am so jealous because dont have opportunity to join this company's trip..as what they told me this year they went to bandung and last 2 years they had a cruise trip!!!!!! and also this end of april they have karaeoke for all staff!!!

seriously it such a previlage to work there...but what can i do..after do all the pros and cons..i think better to accept this offer...let me list down why i think it would be better for me to accept the offer:

1.they offer me higher salary

2.no parking fees which usualy will cost me ,RM100-150 per month

3.the office is located at shah alam so i can cut down my petrol usage and toll!!

4.very near to my home so no need for me to worry about traffic jam and also save my time on the road

5.at the moment i dont know how establish this company are but they are one of TM platinum business partner..so for me..it is enough to assume this company is an establish company.. before looking further details bout their profile..

plus bonus:

1.the office looks very nice,neat and seriously very cozy with gewd taste of interior decoration..

2.give me better opportunities to enhance my knowledge and also gewd for my career.

3.it is situated in very nice bulding..i knew it seems irrelevant but for me it is relevant!

people tend to judge things based on what they saw so for me it is important to give gewd impression...

4.i assume it has a gewd working environment and plus with good reference since my senior at UITM with 3 years experience working at Earnts & Young and also an Acca qualified is working there

hmm hopefully it would be a gewd decision..i am really scared in case it turns to be wrong..but i need to move foward and never look back..no time to regret..and i also hope i can stay there more than a year.. to give a gewd review on my CV ...

do pray for me yeah!!

note: thanks to my mr K cause be my part time editor..=p