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oryte..hmmm yesterday while i was driving back to home ..about 200-300 meter before reach at federal highway toll counter..i can see 2 lane for tounch and go users..1 lane is shorter than 2nd lane..when my car getting nearer i need to choose either the 1st or 2nd lane...within that short period of time.. i decided to line up at the 1st lane.. i was thinking it is more quicker than the other but it appears to be the lane that i choose was stuck and not moving. it takes few minute before it start moving back. while the other lane..was moving faster and the car which was next to me at the other lane already pass the toll counter..while waiting for my turn....something came up in my mind..it was about decision making...

somehow when i decided to choose the 1st lane..which i thought it will be quicker actualy doesnt seem like what i expected...same goes when making decision in the real life...sometimes all the decision me made gave us high impact and big consequences..we always put certain level of hopes and expecting it goes like what we expected..but sometimes it just turn out to be an adverse results..

I am the eldest in my family and since i was 13..i went to boarding school..so i am more independent and my mom always give me a freedom to make my own decision..
managing my own money..field of study that i want to continue after spm..and many more...and since my dad sick..as the eldest i also took part in making decision together with my mom about everything in the house..including my sister'education planning and other else..there is a big responsible on my shoulder and i admit sometimes decision i made turn to be wrong...then i need to deal with the outcome of the wrong decision..

hmm..there is plenty of option that we can choose..and we as a human tend to make decision based on physical judgement..what i mean is what eyes can see...then we hope it will goes better somehow or other.. but then suddenly it appears to be an adverse results.. and impact of this adverse results..some people will suffer...some will regret...some will deal with it and take as a life lesson..some will keep blaming others and some will take it as a responsible..its all up to you...which way u want to choose to deal with..we are not perfect..and never be perfect..so we cant hiding from the fact that we always make mistake.. it just a matter of how we deal with the outcome of the decision we made

hehehe...sorry i knew it sounds so serious...just need something to write about..and as for reminder..for me and for you=)

peace no war!!!