sakit!!

1-today i cut my finger very badly mase potong mushroom wawawa sakit terhiris=(
boleh bukak tutup lg luke die half of my fingers..the worst ever.. i thought my finger mcm takleh diselamatkan lg..im gonna die!! huhu..but Alhamdulillah nampak mcm okey but dunno..still bleeding lg..habis lantai kotor ngn my blood..nak pengsan tgk darah..taknak jd doctor!
2-do u know wut is the meaning of hypertension?.. i dunno as well
but now..i knew wut is hyper tension.. in my hypotesis..hypertension means korang bnyak sngt masalah n only u the one who can solve it..and it comes consecutively without knowing when all this porblem can be sort out n deep inside ur heart there is something u hide n waiting to come out,ur physical energy are very low,u not sleep well
..n u are away from people u love.everything mixed up n just waiting to blow out.
finally when it reach the maximum level...u crying u crying n u crying without no one knows why n u also dunno which problems that makes u cry..n u even cant stop crying n think wise until something or someone hurt u deliberately or not..then u will be ok n conscious n then u can interact with surrounding normally ....dats is hypertension....
3-in my case..
im okey because ive cut my fingers...
but the reason why i cut my fingers..bukan sengaje ek ,terpotong..huhu tak leh bgtau.. rahsie..=) but the gewd things behind it.. now im ok..n i feel release..
the bad things...there is a plenty of way u can choose to settle up that problem..as wut i have told u..something or someone hurt u deliberately or not..because it give reflection straight to ur brain to think..but sometymes people takes an easy way..commit suicide ,drugs,drink and any sort of matter which is islam really2 prohibit u to do it....anyway it doesnt worth it at all..not worth to urself,ur mom especially and all people around u...
4-conclusion..the best way to control ur hypertension is by keep on praying to God..trust me..God will helps u definitely..like me..He give me a way to realize it by terpotong jari(might be)
Allah sngt adil..n God only test us with things that we can control n He will not test us something that beyond of our strenght..n it makes our life colourful..reminder for me n all of you..

so..be happy..be positive n think wise...like my mum said..all people will have problems just that we dunno till what time n day this problem will be resolve n try to be patient n pray to Allah alweys till that day arrive=) Allah bersame org2 yg sabar... terime kasih semue kerane membantu=)

dear God..please forgive me for all my wrongdoing..